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Greg Prince and Jason Fry
Faith and Fear in Flushing made its debut on Feb. 16, 2005, the brainchild of two longtime friends and lifelong Met fans.

Greg Prince discovered the Mets when he was 6, during the magical summer of 1969. He is a Long Island-based writer, editor and communications consultant. Contact him here.

Jason Fry is a Brooklyn writer whose first memories include his mom leaping up and down cheering for Rusty Staub. Check out his other writing here.

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Notes While Watching (and Not Watching) Mets-Giants

Scribbled on the back of a piece of paper at work for consultation later:

* Klesko not touching the bag, Beltran not going back. HOJO??!!!

* Maine's been Samson'ed!

* What a weird 1st inning. Mets + Giants conspiring to get nothing out of a lot. This has the look of a weird one.

* That sun's gonna play a role at some point. Carlos, get the glasses off your fucking bill!

* Eliezer Alfonzo — that's the guy who killed us.

* Spashdown! Get Elias on the phone — haven't we had tons of those? [editor's note — see below]

* The Reyes/Delgado dance is a wonderful thing.

* Catcher's interference. Tole ya.

* Gotay! Maine! Maine is really fucked up. And he looks stupid.

* Shawn Green looks ridiculous.

* Delgado! How did he do that?

* Bonds is back. I'm terrified.

* Heilman 1.0 is back. I'm terrified [editor's note — harsh and unjustified]

* Ha! Take that, Armando! And you too, Vizquel!

* I don't hate the Giants. I don't even dislike them. It's just such a long way from here and thus automatically taxing.

* Hmm. I'm gonna go out on a limb and say Gotay is bunting.

And then I left work. This should not have been a big deal — my plan was to walk home over the Brooklyn Bridge, listening to (I hoped) a go-ahead run or two and Wagner locking it down. Only I didn't have my radio — it was in my bag at home. OK, not fatal — it so happens I have two or three other portable radios at work due to prior bouts of disorganization. So I grabbed one backup radio and a pair of headphones, checked that I had battery power, and was on my way.

And the goddamn radio didn't work. I got the Mets for a moment, long enough to ascertain that Chavez was on, Reyes was up, Armando was wild and then that something good had happened. But that was it. It wasn't so much that the radio wouldn't get WFAN as it was that it got every conceivable station all at once — and some political douchebag's ranting was drowning out Howie and Tom. I looked at the radio in fury, trying to remember where I'd bought it. Canal Street, I thought, though judging from the way it was working, perhaps I'd bought it off an upside-down cardboard box from a vagrant whose other inventory consisted of loosies and stray buttons.

And of course the streets were suddenly choked with people moving at the speed of continental drift, blind as cave fish to the desperation of a Met fan who couldn't witness the wonderful, improbable fact that his team was finally giving both barrels to Armando Benitez — that infuriating, bloated prodigal man-child of so many Shea disappointments who'd somehow become invulnerable against us. When I hurled the radio into a trash can it snapped free of the headphones and its outside speaker crackled mockingly to life — over in lower Manhattan the batteries are probably running out about now.

Once I escaped the commuter jam I got home smoothly and easily, walked in and turned on the TV. Commercial. Then postgame. That was fast. Tell me there wasn't a walkoff against Wagner. Nope. Woo-hoo, We won! Damn, I missed it. Woo-hoo, there's Mets Encore!

And then I dozed off in the ninth inning of Mets Encore. Some nights it just ain't happening.

* Editor's note re splashdowns: I was right. There have been 42 splash hits into McCovey Cove by the Giants (34 by Bonds) and 14 by opposing players. Of those 14, four have been hit by Mets — two each for Delgado (4/26/06 and today, with one as a Marlin for lagniappe) and Cliff Floyd (8/21/04 and 4/25/06). Four of 14? Considering how few trips we make to San Francisco, what are the odds of that?

Next-day addendum: Given our record, this photo is perfectly timed. (Yes, I am a big geek.)

Bald Busters

Run, Jose! Run!

No, not around the bases. Away from your teammates. They're nuts.

I'd willingly endure the ostracism of 23 or 24 co-workers to retain my locks. I have very little going for me of a physical nature but at 44, I've got my hair and I'm keeping it until nature or something worse takes it. But nobody's coming for my head as far as I know (helps to be self-employed and in a profession that nobody tunes in to watch every night), so I'll get out of my own hair.

I don't mean to project my values onto those of a baseball team, especially one that just combed over Armando Benitez and took the rubber game in a ballpark where they used to take nothing but grief. I'm sure the Mets live a very different lifestyle from civilians like me and it entails a very different series of ethical decisions — and, as long as it's legal, I endorse whatever works to ensure the greater good.

That said, they're nuts with this head-shaving. What are they, twelve? Did they get tired of snapping towels at one another? Do they have any idea how they look? How Shawn Green looks? Poor guy, I want to lift him up by the ears and pour a drink from his head.

So my cap is off to you for saying no way, Jose. You don't need this tonsorial tsuris. You don't even need your cap. Don't let those bald bastards get your curls. They're yours. You're money.

Mets win! Mets win! I'm still thrilled, but they're still nuts.

My Birthday Present

That was nice of the Mets to shave their heads in solidarity with a bald, newly 38-year-old fan of theirs — a couple of hours before tonight's game I was in the barber's chair getting my biweekly buzz, unaware that 20 Mets were doing the same. Wright got buzzed the night before. Sele begged off for the moment because he was taking family pictures. Glavine said he'd do it after tonight's game. Reyes and Heilman were supposedly holdouts, though after tonight's game Lo Duca was claiming (or perhaps threatening) they were getting buzzed as well.

If you can, spare a moment of pity for the wives and significant others of major league baseball players. You're already dealing with the man in your life's job turning your own life into a Swiss cheese of road trips and homestands, and then you turn on the TV when sensible people are getting ready for bed and see he's — oh good Christ, what has he done? And then, when you ask why he'll be coming home looking like a member of a chain gang, the answer is: Because everybody else on the team did it, honey. I'm guessing here, but I bet that explanation works about as well for ballplayers as it does for the rest of us. And they actually have teammates, instead of just bros and pals and what-not.

Lots of dopey baseball hairstyles — bleach jobs, chin pubes, soul patches, underjaw beards, dagger sideburns — are proof of the theory that putting a bunch of bored young men together in hotels and clubhouses for hours leads to preposterous grooming. At least the Mets opted for a group buzzing instead of a bleaching, which would have led to them getting out the Clairol and the plastic gloves and the little caps with the holes in them. (Against my better judgment I did that for my high-school roommate once. Not the manliest moment of my life. And he looked ridiculous.)

Though, to quote Todd Zeile, the opener against the Giants was the kind of game that sends you straight to the hair salon. Remember Mike Piazza's platinum locks? My favorite part of that bizarre adventure was the Wrigley Field crowd cheering madly when Piazza's helmet came off on a foul pop.

Oh yeah, the game. Well, it was nice too — nothing like a bunch of doubles early to chase the memory of the previous horror, and then a slow cruise to the finish, with Bonds' home run merely cosmetic.

My favorite moment, though, had nothing to do with Tom Glavine: It was Pedro Feliciano locking up Barry with a deadly curveball with two strikes and two out. That has to be one of my favorite baseball set pieces: The pitcher knows the curve will break over the plate. The catcher knows it too. They both see the batter was looking for the fastball, and isn't going to swing. So when the pitch hits the glove the pitcher's already trotting toward the dugout and the catcher is leaning that way, leaving the batter to straighten up and ponder the cruelty of the universe with nobody but the umpire for company.

This Very Special Date in New York Mets History

Today is May 8, 2007.

The Mets officially became known as the Mets on May 8, 1961.

Players who made their Met debut on May 8, include Cliff Cook (1962), Mike Phillips (1975), Chico Walker (1992), Cory Lidle (1997) and Alex Escobar (2001).

John Maine made his debut in general on May 8, 1981. I celebrated by watching Fernando Valenzuela edge Mike Scott 1-0.

I'm 0-2 at Shea on May 8. Twelve years after Fernandomania washed over me in Flushing, I saw the Mets record their very first loss versus the Marlins, 4-2, on May 8, 1993.

I'm 1-0 in other ballparks on May 8, having seen the Mets best the Diamondbacks in Arizona, 4-2, on May 8, 1999.

The last time the Mets won on May 8 was, in fact, May 8, 1999.

The Mets are 16-21 overall on May 8 despite winning every day on this date between 1962 and 1966, including a doubleheader split in '66. Since that start, the Mets are 11-20 on May 8.

The Mets played one other doubleheader on May 8, losing two at Candlestick Park on May 8, 1977, the second game of which they were losing 10-0 in the seventh when it was called for rain. The Mets filed a protest regarding the decision to stop playing or play at all; I vaguely recall they had the protest upheld but it still wound up a 10-0 loss.

I received my first replica Mets batting helmet on May 8, 1971.

Jon Matlack should have been wearing protective headgear on May 8, 1973. He was struck by a line drive off the bat of the Braves' Marty Perez and sustained a hairline fracture.

The New York Mets were joined by a second reigning champion in New York when the Knicks won their first world title on May 8, 1970.

The only Mets who have homered on May 8 in this century are Mike Cameron (2005), Desi Relaford (2001) and Edgardo Alfonzo (2001).

The Mets traded Jay Hook for Roy McMillan on May 8, 1964, twenty years before releasing Dick Tidrow on May 8, 1984.

There has been no Mets game on May 8 ten different times.

But there is one tonight, May 8, 2007. So I would kindly ask my co-blogger, born on May 8, 1969, to see if he can get us a birthday gift that we can all enjoy after the clock strikes midnight.

(Fancy way of saying Happy Birthday Jace…now go see if you can do something about this absurd May 8 drought.)

None Too Slick

We lost this ballgame!

We lost this ballgame on play piss-poor

Lost this ballgame…

Lost this ballgame by 9 to 4!

Oliver Peh Rez

Was cruising right along

Oliver Peh Rez was

Pitching very strong

He was beating Zito

Who didn't sign with us

Who needs Barry Zito?

Ollie's fine with us

Molinas all play catcher

I hope there's only three!

Don't you remember?

We lost this ballgame…

We lost this ballgame on play piss-poor

We lost this ballgame!

We lost this ballgame on play piss-poor

Lost this ballgame…

We lost this ballgame by 9 to 4!

Umpires always blowing

Controversial calls

Who cares when balls are reaching

The tops of outfield walls?

We just want a third out

And to give up nothing more

But a single and two errors

Opened up the door

Grounder eludes Easley

Fly ball turns Shawn green!

Don't you remember?

We lost this ballgame…

We lost this ballgame on play piss-poor

We lost this ballgame!

We lost this ballgame on play piss-poor

Lost this ballgame…

We lost this ballgame by 9 to 4!

It's just another Monday

On a tired road trip

I've got to get some sleep soon

Or off to nap I'll drift

Baseball at Pac Bell

Or whatever's now its name

May be scenic in its beauty

But the Mets it does defame

Don't tell us that Vizquel

Is getting old for sport

Looking for a base hit?

Stop hitting it to short!

I'm looking out over McCovey Cove

In the middle of another miserable San Francisco loss

Not seeing any New York runs…

Don't you remember? (remember? remember?)

What's your least favorite West Coast stop?

And your least favorite West Coast opponent?

The Giants of Molina…

The Giants of Aurilia…

The Giants who never stop!

Urdaneta's lifetime Eee Are

Aay's now Sixty-Three!

Don't you remember?

We lost this ballgame…

We lost this ballgame on play piss-poor

Lost this ballgame…

We lost this ballgame on play piss-poor

Lost this ballgame…

We lost this ballgame by 9 to 4!

Lost this ballgame…

We lost this ballgame on play piss-poor

Lost this ballgame…

We lost this ballgame by 9 to 4!

(We lost, we lost this ballgame)

Lost this ballgame…

(We lost, we lost this ballgame)

Alternate mix here.

From Infinity to Below!

Both your bloggers offered somewhat fitful attention to Sunday's finale.

While Greg was occupied with cultural matters, I was planting stuff in our backyard, radio at my back. To which I supplied my own soundtrack. Dammit Pelfrey. Come ON, Pelfrey. Just relax, Mike. Big pitch here. You can do this. C'mon, Pelf. This game's FUN, dammit! PELFREY! COME ON! Call it impatience among the impatiens.

(Blogger ducks.)

Happily, somewhere between the last planting of the day and heading out for dinner (Sunday night babysitter — wooo!) Pelf finally came on. Or at least he acquitted himeself in a way that made you somewhat hopeful for the future, except for the walking people and the hitting people with baseballs. But you know what? Mike Pelfrey is 23 years old. If we play in October and he's an enigmatic fifth starter, that's fine. If much of his 2007 gets spent in New Orleans, that's fine too. Even if Pelfrey hasn't quite arrived by the time we're getting used to Citi Field, he'll still have much more in front of his horse than behind his cart.

“Well, I guess we're beginning our night by heading around the corner,” Emily had said when she found out about the 4:40 start. (I love my wife.) We ate nachos and drank beer while Livan iced Ramon Castro on an evil third strike and David Newhan (who I assume has a moment in him somewhere) hit one of those balls that looked good off the bat but not so good up in the air. We hung around just to see Lino Urdaneta reduce his ERA to finity, even though that looked perilous for a moment as a hop ate up David Wright and his doofy-looking zebra shoes — and during the inning I thought Urdaneta might be hyperventilating to the point of having a heart attack, which would have been a terrible way of proving that yes, he could have a worse outing than that long-ago day against the Kansas City Royals. You think having a career ERA of 81.00 is bad, try having one that requires Topps to go download some special character set. (Actually, as custodian of The Holy Books I must report that Urdaneta has no Topps card.)

With Lino's moment over, we wandered down to Lucalli's (go!) and wound up pursuing a Family Circus-style tour of South Brooklyn while awaiting a table. Lucalli's is BYOB, so we backtracked to a wine store that we'd noticed had the Mets game on. (Coincidence? What site are you reading?) We got our $9.99 bottle of something or other as the TV announced the baleful tale: Diamondbacks 3, Mets 1.

The wine-store guy was surly and morose. Sure, maybe it had nothing to do with the Mets, but we like to project. We shrugged it off. Rest for the weary, Rustoleum for the underused, a learning experience for Pelfrey, the best day of Lino Urdaneta's major-league life (so far), and three out of four in the desert.

Wherefore Art Thou Delgado?

Today was ballet day in New York. Since the blog era commenced, the Mets have never won on ballet day. But they've never lost in Arizona. Something had to give.

Our offense, apparently.

The ballet du jour was a big-deal production of “Romeo + Juliet”. Sad to admit I'd forgotten most of the details since I read it in ninth grade, even since I saw Leonardo DiCaprio and Claire Danes have their go at it ten years ago. At intermission I was thinking, well, this is kind of a downer, but at least there's a happy ending.

So I was off by a couple of suicides.

I was briefly content that this performance's conclusion coincided with the fourth inning and the lone successful Met rally of the day. Five-plus innings of baseball remained beyond that, but not much of a happy ending there either. Picking up bits of play-by-play between Lincoln Center and the new P.J. Clarke's on Columbus (don't order the chicken pot pie) and then peering over the bar for silent video of Pelfrey struggling and Hernandez cruising and then whatever I absorbed heading in and out of the subway to Penn Station, punctuated by my first full-blown cursing out of a David Wright at-bat, brought no joy beyond the joy that I didn't miss all that much Mets baseball on a Sunday afternoon turned evening. After 13 straight wins in Arizona and an otherwise lovely outing with my ballet-liking wife, I guess I was being greedy.

But I was not the only one in New York being that today.

Lying Back and Enjoying

Tonight it's National League Cy Young Award Winner Brandon Webb versus New Orleans Zephyr Jorge Sosa. If that adds up to a thirteenth consecutive Mets win in Arizona, then maybe I'll just lie back and enjoy.

Jorge Sosa versus Brandon Webb added up to a thirteenth consecutive Mets win in Arizona.

I think I'll take my own advice.

ADDENDUM: After lying back and enjoying it, I still can't get over Sosa, who looked so bad all last year and all spring. I had read his New Orleans pitching coach tinkered with his arm slot. Is that really what it was? An arm slot? Didn't they say more or less the same thing for Aaron Heilman when he turned his career around in 2005, that Rick Peterson changed (or restored) his arm angle?

Arm slot? Arm angle? These guys get to the Majors, struggle until their jobs are in jeopardy and then it's something as simple as “hey you, move your arm this way, you'll throw more strikes”?

Wow. Who says pitching coaches don't earn their paychecks?

If you're hungry for more, check out hot dog vending at Shea through the eyes of an amateur. You'll never look at your frank the same way. (Thanks to Loge 13 for the link.)

Everything That Could Go Wrong Didn't

I don't want to say winning in Arizona is getting too easy, but come on.

How did we not lose last night? Mind you I'm very happy we did not lose, even happier that we won our twelfth in a row at Home Away From Shea Stadium, but that thing had streakbreaker written all over it.

• There were bad calls: at second on Reyes stealing in the fifth; in left where Chavez was robbed by a smug kid with popcorn in the eighth.

• There was bad coaching and baserunning: Green thrown out at the plate in the seventh with Sandy Alomar lethargically waving him home.

• There were mental hiccups: Beltran picked off in the first with Wright up springs to mind.

• There was good if not customarily great starting pitching: Maine looked like his shirt had too much starch in it.

• There was Burgosian mischief: Orlando Hudson should not have been awarded a home run, given that Endy kept his buttery ball in play, but Hudson sure did hit it hard.

• There was scary limping: Endy! Get up!

• There was that surest sign that all was about to go to hell: Billy Wagner walking the leadoff hitter in the ninth.

But nope. Little of it materially helped the Diamondbacks and none of it penetrated the Mets' bulletproof exterior inside Chase Field. Even the intangibles, the stuff you can feel is going to backfire, never came back to haunt. You know those voices you hear in your head? The ones that recap the game with lines like “…in the loss, Julio Franco became the oldest man to…”? That voice was silenced. Julio Franco became the oldest man to homer, oldest man to homer into a pool, oldest man to homer and steal in the same game, oldest man to homer off the oldest pitcher to give up a homer to the oldest man ever to homer…and the Mets won.

The Mets touched if not roughed up Randy Johnson pretty good and Johnson never got off the hook. That was another one I suspected. Beltran driving in the first run off Johnson was delicious for reasons rapidly becoming obscure. Franco teaching his junior a lesson was of course delectable. Lo Duca, who doesn't much go deep, going deep off the middling Unit was also a treat. But the future Hall of Famer, who always seems to have trouble with the Mets, avoided defeat when… Didn't happen. All the setups that seemed so trap-laden never opened to swallow us or our streak.

Twelve in a row at the ol' BOB & Chase. Neither of this year's contributions to the streak have been as tense as the 1-0 Glavine/Matsui/Open Roof triumph that sparked this sensational skein three years ago nor have they been as decisive as the accumulated ass-kickings of 2005 and 2006. They've been two exciting ballgames that have tilted, once late and once early, in our favor. I was convinced Thursday night would go against us. It didn't. I just waited for last night to turn foul. It wouldn't. Seems waaaaaaaaaaaay too good to be true.

Tonight it's National League Cy Young Award Winner Brandon Webb versus New Orleans Zephyr Jorge Sosa. If that adds up to a thirteenth consecutive Mets win in Arizona, then maybe I'll just lie back and enjoy.

The Ground Floor

When their season began, they were nobody. When it ended, they were somebody. If it’s the first Friday of the month, then we’re remembering them in this special 1997 Mets edition of Flashback Friday.

Ten years, seven Fridays. This is one of them.

“I have often thought,” allowed Theodore White, one of my favorite authors, “that a very engaging chronicle could be written about the unrecognized ‘lasts’ of history — which are often much more disturbing than the conventionally hailed ‘firsts’. ‘Firsts,’ whether true or imaginary, are the recognized staples of chronicle…’Lasts’ are more elusive.

“Who can identify the last time or place anyone took a gold eagle or sovereign from his purse and slapped it on the table to pay for dinner? Who can identify the last company of archers sent into battle by a captain who still believed a well-drawn flight of arrows could overmatch a volley of bullets? Who can identify the last time a two-dollar bill was folded into a matchbox and passed to buy a vote?”

I’ve always been intrigued by Mr. White’s thesis, even as I respectfully disagree with a segment of it. For all the Opening Days we can mark on our calendars, do we as a people really always know when we’ve entered a new era? That a past is over and a present has been excitingly unwrapped? Beginnings don’t necessarily arrive with engraved invitations. Sometimes you have to divine for yourself when an epoch began. Sometimes it takes years of retracing to reach back to that first step.

But sometimes you and you alone know right away. I know I did. On May 3, 1997, ten years ago yesterday, I could feel the earth move under my feet.

The Mets weren’t bad anymore. They were good. We were good. The Mets and I commenced that Saturday afternoon to forge a bond that would outweigh every link in which we had been previously joined. For all the many dates and many seasons that I can point to that made me The Fan I Am Today, it was that date and, ultimately, that season that shifted the plates of my identity where this team of mine is concerned. Saturday May 3, 1997 marked a sea change.

A Shea change.

And to think I didn’t want to go.

Neither did most of New York. That Saturday afternoon was preceded by a most unsavory Saturday morning, drenched in rain and gloom. It didn’t seem likely the Mets would face off against the Cardinals as scheduled at 1:40 PM and that would have been OK by me. It was Saturday. I was tired. I’m always tired on Saturday. But I had been invited to the game by my friend of about a year Laurie. She called to let me know was planning on going regardless of skies. It was supposed to clear up soon. They would play. I glanced out the window. I guessed I could see something that didn’t look like a cloud. See you there, I said.

I hung up and considered the weather and the circumstances. Sure it might rain some more. Sure I’m tired. But as I would ask Stephanie, just as I would rhetorically ask aloud whenever I was tempted to demur in this sort of situation, who am I to not go to a Mets game?

So I went. I donned my green golf jacket, grabbed an umbrella and whatever other chozzerai I felt compelled to drag with me and loped on over to the East Rockaway train station. I had warned Laurie that the vagaries of the LIRR would probably deposit me at Shea right around first pitch. That’s OK, she said. She would leave my ticket at Will Call and I could meet her inside. She did it all the time that way. Just bring ID.

I took my train to Jamaica, then changed for a train to Woodside and then, instead of automatically climbing toward the 7, spied a Port Washington-bound Long Island locomotive coming my way. Great. I’ll just get on here and take it the six minutes east. They didn’t always stop at Shea Stadium, but they did when there was a game.

I’m standing by an exit when a conductor comes by for my ticket. Where’d you get on? he asked. Woodside, I said. For Shea. Shea? he asked. We don’t stop at Shea unless there’s a game. There’s a game today, I told him.

“There is?”

Yeah. There’s a game.

It was news to him. It was news to the entire crew that had planned to blow right by Shea en route to Flushing Main Street. He notified the engineer or the motorman or whoever actually drives a Long Island Rail Road train that we would be making an unplanned stop. There’s apparently a Met game today.

We slowed. An announcement blared:

“YANKEE STADIUM.”

Ha ha. I got off.

I was alone. Utterly alone. The Mets were taking the field at this very moment and not a single soul besides myself was detraining. On a Saturday afternoon in New York, nobody else from Long Island had joined me on public transportation for this affair. Maybe they hopped the 7 at Woodside except I didn’t see anybody else get off the railroad there either.

I walked up the LIRR steps alone. I walked across the LIRR boardwalk alone. I cut through the Roosevelt Avenue overpass subway station alone.

Alone. Alone. So alone. When I came down the steps and crossed Roosevelt and headed left toward Will Call, I could hear the PA inside Shea. The game had started. Everybody who was going to be there for it was there for it already. There was nobody…I mean nobody else in Casey Stengel Plaza. You know that standard shot they show during the first innings of Mets telecasts of fans ambling off the 7 extension staircase, rushing, as Terry Cashman put it, to the stadium in Flushing?

There was none of that. A Major League Baseball game was just underway over a big blue wall, an event whose score would be repeated on newscasts and recorded in newspapers and researchable in archives for all time and there was nobody making a late dash for it.

Nobody but me. And it hadn’t rained a drop since I left the house.

I went to Will Call, between Gates D and C. There was a woman behind a window. I told her my name as I fished out my driver’s license to prove that I was indeed the person for whom a ticket to a Mets game had been left.

She put up her hand as if to say “don’t bother” and handed me an envelope with one ticket. Mine, from Laurie. Gate E.

I passed through the turnstile, I was handed a Dunkin’ Donuts travel mug that celebrated the 1996 accomplishments of four “RECORD BREAKERS” (Todd Hundley and Lance Johnson to the left of the Mets and Dunkin’ logos, John Franco and Bernard Gilkey to their right) and I escalatored up to field level.

Laurie was waiting for me in the right field corner. Also alone. I don’t mean she didn’t come with anybody else. I mean nobody else was sitting in the right field corner. Hardly anybody else was sitting on the first base side of field level. Or the third base side. Or any side of any level.

When you examine the boxscore for the Mets-Cardinals game of May 3, 1997, you will read there was a paid attendance of 16,248. Good fiction can be amusing. The next day in the News Mets officials conceded threatening weather had kept the crowd down to a turnstile count of about 4,500. “About” was charitable. I’m pretty good at counting the house. If I’d been ambitious enough, I could have literally counted the house. There were no more than 2,500 people in the stands, vendors included.

Yes, it had rained. Yes, Ed Coleman had been on WFAN in the morning hedging, hemming and hawing on whether there would be a game and whether it would start on time. He sounded surprised when it was given a go. Nevertheless, the Mets couldn’t round up 3,000 witnesses on a Saturday afternoon to watch them play baseball? Professional baseball?

Make no mistake. The Mets had lately displayed evidence of professionalism so glaringly lacking in years and even weeks past. The previous Sunday, Rey Ordoñez had salvaged a getaway game in Montreal with a two-run single in the tenth, raising their record to 9-14. I was so thrilled that I celebrated with a can of Chef Boyardee Beefaroni. Must have been my first in close to a decade. It would be my last forever (cc: Teddy White). The next afternoon I took sick, sending back my Beefaroni in a most unfortunate manner. I lay in bed through the evening, dehydrated and delirious, managing mid-game to flip on the Mets and Reds from Cincinnati. The Mets, Bob Murphy said, had taken a 13-0 lead.

Ohmigod, when was this fever going to go down?

It was true, though. Rick Reed was throwing a shutout and everybody in the lineup but Rey-O had driven in at least a run. We won 15-2. I felt much better.

The Mets would take two from Cincy, come home, split two with the Padres and then win on Friday night against St. Louis. Having begun 1997 a dreadful 3-9, we were now a nearly respectable 13-15. It doesn’t sound like much, but the Mets hadn’t been over .500 this late in a season since 1994, hadn’t finished over .500 since 1990. Anything that smacked of progress was noteworthy if you were a Mets fan in early 1997.

Progress is what Laurie and I hoped for as we settled in to watch the final eight innings together that Saturday. Reed was pitching. He mowed down the Cardinals in the first. He was mowing them down in the second and didn’t give up a hit (as if we wouldn’t have noticed such a development) until the fifth. Where did this guy come from?

Oh that’s right — Pittsburgh. He was a blasted Pirate in the summer of 1988, coming up from the minors and outdueling Bobby Ojeda 1-0 on a Monday Night Baseball telecast from Three Rivers. The Mets and the Bucs were duking it out for the lead in the East at the time, so it was quite an unwelcome debut from my perspective. The Mets’ too. “I had forgotten what minor league pitching looked like,” sniffed Wally Backman. (Nice talk from someone who was just made to look silly.)

Nine years later, Reed had knocked around leagues major and minor mostly undetected by the baseball populace at large until he was spotted in Spring Training with the Reds in 1995. That was a bit of a problem as the vast majority of players in camps that spring were of the replacement variety. Major Leaguers were on strike. Rick hadn’t been a Major Leaguer since May 9, 1994, just before Texas sent him down, three months before the Players Association walked out. Reed wasn’t on strike. But he wasn’t looking to break one either. He just wanted to throw in front of scouts (not in games) and he was working for a reason most of the job-actioners couldn’t have possibly imagined — because his family needed the money. Really needed the money. Medication-for-his-mother needed the money. His eventual teammates on the 1995 Reds were about as understanding of his circumstances as Reed was considerate of their feelings when he shut them down in that 15-2 laugher.

None of this yellowing Red drama would have come to our attention except Bobby Valentine had Reed at Norfolk when both were exiled there in 1996. Bobby gave him a shot in the spring of ’97 and Rick came through. Made the team as a long reliever. Moved into the rotation. Was untouchable in April. And now was taking care of the Cardinals in his first May start. From our vantage point among the orange acres in right, Laurie and I agreed we liked Rick Reed.

We liked a lot of what we were seeing. We liked John Olerud, our new first baseman. He had entered the day hitting .355 and ended it hitting .360. Olerud, the former Blue Jay star, put the first run on the board with a solo home run. Laurie and I stood and applauded. I imagine we’ve each done that for Met home runs all our respective lives, but this home run I know we stood and applauded. Attendance was so sparse that I had a hunch that we might show up on television. In those days, SportsChannel repeated a condensed version of the game all night. SportsChannel Light, they called it. Stephanie set our VCR to tape SCL and sure enough, as Olerud rounded first, the camera picked us up in the distance. A blue speck and a green blob clapping away.

I was the green blob.

Speck and blob weren’t done showing their appreciation. Though Reed (Laurie noted that union rep John Franco had referred to him in an interview as “Reeder”…wasn’t that adorable?) had surrendered an RBI single to John Mabry in the top of the fifth, we got it right back when Carlos Baerga doubled (second of four hits on the day) and Carl Everett, in for the shin-splinted Lance Johnson, drove him home. An inning later, Mets RECORD BREAKER Todd Hundley made like the guy on the travel mug and hit one out. And an inning after that, a rally of Valentinean proportions — Baerga single, Ordoñez bunt, Steve Bieser (The Beez!) pinch-walk, Everett single — produced a fourth run. An infield single by Olerud would load ’em up and Hundley would draw a base-on-balls that would send the Mets up 5-1.

Takashi Kashiwada entered the game in the eighth and gave up nothing of consequence. Final score: Mets 5 Cardinals 1. The Mets pulled themselves to within one win of .500. I had collected, in addition to my travel mug, a replica white cap (just like the Mets promised to wear every Sunday but would fashionably cease doing within two sensible weeks), a Mets rally towel (Laurie flashed her MBNA credit card to secure me one since I wasn’t anxious to produce financial information on demand at a baseball game) and a copy of Total Mets, a valuable volume of stats that the Mets had sworn you could get only by subscribing to at least a mini-plan of season tickets but, well, it was obvious there were a lot of books left over.

Something else I got that day, too. A feeling. A sense. A certainty almost. Why was this win different from all other wins? The Mets hadn’t been very good in 1996 but I did manage to see them beat somebody four times in person. I never once left Shea thinking it meant anything. Today, May 3, 1997, I did. This team of ours was 6-1 since Ordoñez and Montreal and the misguided Beefaroni. The Cardinals were a defending division champion yet we had outplayed them for two straight days. Johnson may have been hurting and Gilkey may have been regressing, but look who was coming through for us: the abandoned Olerud, the outcast Reed, the heretofore disappointing Baerga and Everett, the unknown Kashiwada. Hundley was still homering and even third base, always a mine field around here, was shaping up with the recent insertion of Edgardo Alfonzo in the almost everyday starting lineup. His glove was good. Ordoñez’s, at short, was Gold.

Sometimes a fan just knows. I knew that May 3 as Laurie and I left our spacious enclave in right field for the utterly uncrowded platform that we were seeing a better Mets team than we had in ages. It was a Met team whose possibilities I couldn’t stop dwelling on — nearly .500! — even after Laurie and I parted ways at the penultimate Fifth Avenue stop. I rode back into the city with her to be gracious (the game was her treat) and, as long as I was in midtown, headed over to the Virgin MegaStore in Times Square to do a little CD shopping — “MMMBop” had just caught my ear that week — and who do I see on one of the shop escalators? Somebody carrying one of those RECORD BREAKERS travel mugs. Somebody else in the world was at the Mets game today.

The sun had come out, too.

The Mets lost the finale of the Cardinal series. They’d split two apiece in Colorado and Houston (there were a lot of two-game series that year) and then, at Busch Stadium, sweep three from St. Louis. On May 11, trailing 4-3 in the ninth with Alex Ochoa on and one out, Bobby V would send up Carl Everett as a pinch-hitter and Everett would homer. Then he sent up Butch Huskey to pinch-hit directly after and Huskey went deep. Back-to-back pinch-homers put the Mets up 6-4, providing Cory Lidle with his first big league win. The Mets were 19-18, over .500 at last. The first-place Braves were a pipe dream but almost a quarter of the way through the schedule, the Mets were within three games of the lead for the Wild Card in the National League.

1997 really was going to be different. The likes of me and Laurie and that person with the travel mug at the MegaStore and the gang I knew only as the Metcave on AOL wouldn’t root alone for long. The Mets would see to that. We who had persevered as Mets fans since it all fell apart in 1991 would now see it pieced together again. Had it only been seven years since our last pennant race? Felt like seventy.

Maybe the rest of New York would take a while to get the memo. Maybe almost everybody else would be tangled up in the Knicks’ nonsense with Miami for another week or worry about the Rangers in what would be their last playoff appearance for almost a decade or remain distracted by another local baseball team, but we knew a change was gonna come if, in fact, it hadn’t already arrived. The weekend after we topped .500, we took three from the Rockies at Shea, the last of them on a Monday afternoon. Down 3-2 in the ninth, Alfonzo doubled and Olerud homered. A walkoff win. I was in heaven. Listening in my office, I bolted to share the good news with somebody who cared. Nobody where I worked did. Not yet.

So it was private heaven. I’d been in private hell long enough to know this was much better. Even if there were few back pages and not much talk on the radio and plenty of good seats available, there was no denying these Mets were coming on. I would follow them and their place in the standings to the end of 1997 like I hadn’t followed them ever. Like my life and my identity depended on it. I would follow them that way into 1998 and 1999 and into the new century with a depth of purpose and commitment I don’t think I had ever devoted to them even in their glory seasons of the ’80s. All I wanted to do was think about the Mets, talk about the Mets, write about the Mets. It started in earnest that damp and lonely May Saturday when they clearly became a contender.

I don’t know if anybody else saw it. But I did.

Next Friday: The Mets play poorly…and I couldn’t be much happier.