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Faith and Fear in Flushing made its debut on Feb. 16, 2005, the brainchild of two longtime friends and lifelong Met fans.
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by Greg Prince on 13 December 2008 4:21 am
Jimmy was cutting every link between himself and the robbery…still, months after the robbery, they were finding bodies all over.
—Henry Hill on the aftermath of the Lufthansa thing
The Mets bullpen crew whacked the Mets’ playoff hopes. The Mets are getting even.
Heilman.
Smith.
Now this.
When they found Schoeneweis on the Diamondbacks, he was frozen so stiff it took them two days to thaw him out for Spring Training.
by Greg Prince on 11 December 2008 6:00 pm
Like any rightly prioritized Mets fan, I spent Wednesday evening watching the UltiMet Classic airing on SNY, the three-hit shutout spun by Johan Santana on Saturday, September 27. It was the final Mets win in the history of old Shea Stadium and, maybe, the end of an era in another way.
When Johan induced a deep fly to left from Cody Ross for the final out, “Takin' Care of Business” blasted from the loudspeakers. It became a tradition in 2006 and it stayed a tradition, outlasting some mighty seedy business in 2007 and 2008. It was a tacit acknowledgement that the Mets envisioned themselves essentially the same team from the year they dominated the Eastern Division to the moment they were desperately trying to stave off their second consecutive premature elimination.
Within a couple of hours of the rebroadcast, the music stopped playing for the Mets of that era. I think we've moved on, and I'm not talking just from Bachman-Turner Overdrive.
The Mets have dramatically altered their cast of characters, trading a trio of featured performers from the TCB era in a moderately epic transaction that clearly looks ahead. It's hello, J.J. Putz, legitimate closer turned Francisco Rodriguez opening act. It's hello, two other guys I've heard of from the Mariners, Sean Green (whose name will inevitably be misspelled) and Jeremy Reed. It's a three-team, twelve-player deal that also waves some serious goodbyes.
Goodbye Joe Smith. Goodbye Aaron Heilman. Goodbye Endy Chavez.
Goodbye to 2008 and 2007 and 2006.
The bottom line portion feels strongly net-positive because our last conscious thoughts, to channel Douglas MacArthur, have been of the pen, the pen and the pen. This pen needed a Putz as opposed to what it's been filled with lately (go ahead, get it out of your system). Yet it's strange. Learning the guys who are no longer Mets were no longer Mets took me by surprise.
I'd gotten used to Joe Smith, even if it's only been two seasons. Smith was a nice story, the youth and the sidearming, the vague gee-whizness about him yet the guts to punch out one big-time righty after another. He was the only reliever I trusted by the end of 2008, which is a sad commentary on the state of Met relievers considering Smitty was a specialist, but he earned that trust. He takes it to Cleveland, the other corner of this triangular trade.
I'd gotten used to Aaron Heilman, even as I kept thinking I should get to a doctor and see about having him removed. There was a lost opportunity, maybe two, with Heilman. That endless hum of chatter that perhaps he should be a starter was not without merit. He worked hard to become a good one — anybody remember that one-hitter? — and he was moved for the good of the team. Nobody with tenure ever does anything for the good of the team, save for the occasional exceptional Craig Biggio type. Heilman moved for the good of the team to the pen, whether he wanted to or not. He was nasty for a while. Then he was hurting and immensely ineffective. I saw Aaron more as pitiable than pitiful. I saw him as a Met since 2003. I saw him give up a monster of a home run to Barry Bonds and survive to beat the Giants anyway. I saw him keep the Cardinals at bay, tightrope style, in the twelfth and the thirteenth and the fourteenth until Albert Pujols got the last word in on him. The last word for Aaron Heilman and the Mets should be somewhere north of “boo.” I hope his next words are “…and starting for the Seattle Mariners.”
I'd gotten used to Endy Chavez and his continuous loop. You'd think Endy had done only one thing in a Mets uniform. He never had to do anything else, but he kept contributing as best he could and as frequently as asked, which was mostly in tops of ninths when the Mets led and somebody inexperienced or brittle needed to be removed from left. That final-ever Shea Stadium win that ended with a deep fly? That fly landed in Endy's glove, inserted minutes earlier. No big shock. We all know Endy Chavez's glove is where homers went to die. Now Endy Chavez's glove and all the rest of him go to Seattle. He'll catch everything there, too. Other outfielders can only envy Chavez.
Smith, Heilman and Chavez (plus Jason Vargas, Mike Carp and two minor leaguers utterly unfamiliar to me) are all gone. They may not have been the signature players of the past three seasons, but they left their mark on this era that feels, every day, like another era. Not saying that's a bad thing. Watching that final win of 2008 Wednesday night twisted me up good inside. Part of that was the drama of the game itself, part of it was knowing what followed the next afternoon. We know the Mets lost that Sunday and didn't make the playoffs just like they lost on the same Sunday in 2007 and didn't make those playoffs. But that's not what was twisting my insides.
When the Mets didn't win Game 162 again, it ended Shea, yes, and ended the season, sure, but it also ended these past three years, the three years of “Takin' Care Of Business” every day. This is not a musical rumination. Mets games were a lot of fun to be at since 2006. Yeah, morons sat behind me and yeah, idiots booed, and you bet, three graspable World Series refused to be played before my eyes, but it was an exciting time, I swear it was. Even with the attendance figures inflated beyond rational belief, Shea was a lot more filled than not. The fans were a lot more happy than not. We were always in it. There was always something at stake. It curdled in mid- to late September twice, it came up a scooch short in October once, but it was a great thing to be a part of. Before 2006, it was only intermittently like that.
Every era of Mets baseball is my era, I like to say. It's why I was so touched when those 43 Mets walked onto the field after Shea's final out. Except for the few guys whose Met careers completely predated my awareness, every one of them set off an electrical charge for me. In an instant I was back in their seasons, watching their teams. Those were my seasons, my teams. Smith and Heilman and Chavez…those guys, too. They're 2008 and 2007 and 2006, the whole vibe that the Mets were so close to the promised land. Even if it revealed itself as a misguided notion, it brought me to a state of constant roar. It might surprise you to learn that's not my default setting. And it surely gave me a lot to write about in this space.
Let's not get too carried away with our bon voyages. Smith and Heilman and Chavez are gone, but Wright and Reyes and Beltran and Delgado are still here, as are a few others who have filled supporting roles in our most recent seasons of boisterous contention. The goal is to have that core, in conjunction with St. Johan and our merry band of closers, touch off a whole other era — ideally an even better era in what's intended to be the most worthy of settings.
That would be fantastic. But it won't be what we've had. What we've had needed revision very badly in spots, niches that have been, as far as can be told from the vantage of December, beautifully addressed. Yet I wouldn't lightly dismiss what we've had. We've had a pretty high time for three years. Three Mets who had a hand in it are no longer Mets. It is no longer their team, their time. That is not necessarily to be mourned, but it is to be acknowledged. So, too, it is emphasized, in case we forgot, that our favorite game is a business. Sometimes, no matter what's come before, business has got to be taken care of.
And speaking of business, Metstradamus made quick work of any and all sentimentality one is tempted to attach to the career of Aaron Heilman with a stunning video tribute here.
by Greg Prince on 11 December 2008 7:47 am

The trade needed to be made for the bullpen’s sake, but it’s sad to see the back of Endy Chavez as he leaves town. We’re not used to this view of the little left fielder who could and did. We’re used to something more like this.
by Jason Fry on 11 December 2008 6:53 am
So with K-Rod barely over his tour of Citi Field, he gets a sidekick: J.J. Putz, whose name is pronounced “puts.” As in “puts down Phillie farragos, Brave brouhahas, Marlin mischief and Nat nastiness in the eighth.”
Unless he screws up, in which case it'll be pronounced the way I assumed it was pronounced until I first saw him on national TV.
The downside? It's that Shawn Green is back. Ha ha, no, it's SEAN Green we get, a sinkerballing righty who was a bridge to Putz last year for a while before both he and Putz seemed to lose their way. (In other words, they both got demoted a rank.) Green II is a middle reliever; so we'll throw him against the wall of the season with the rest of the bullpen spaghetti and hope he sticks. Oh, and from the Indians we got Jeremy Reed, a so-far-failed outfield prospect.
Gone are Aaron Heilman, Endy Chavez and Joe Smith, along with brief Met Jason Vargas, positionless now-not-a-future-Met Mike Carp and two minor-leaguers, Maikel Cleto and Ezequiel Carrera.
A change of scenery and simple regression to the mean will probably mean a much better year for Heilman, and may the baseball gods bless him for it. While the stats said he'd be better just by pitching his way out of statistical noise, everything you know about New York and New York fans suggested that too many bad things had happened for him to ever get a chance to pitch without spectator noise. Heilman is far, far better off — for his own sake as much as ours — as somebody else's problem or, quite possibly, somebody else's nice comeback story.
Endy? If I ever cross paths with him in a bar I'll of course buy him a beer and ask how he ever jumped that high, but as a hitter he was a heck of a defensive outfielder.
Joe Smith, like Sean Green, is a middle reliever.
K-Rod's strikeouts have declined and Putz stumbled through injuries last year, true. But come Opening Day K-Rod will be 27 and Putz will be 31. In the last two years they've accounted for 152 saves. The bullpen killed us in '08; now, it would take a remarkably pessimistic Met fan to deny it's been resurrected.
K-Rod and Putz won't serve as our missing starting pitchers, man the two corner outfield spots and kidnap Luis Castillo. But it's a heck of a start, ain't it? We should remember that even with this upgrade, our bullpen will cause us sleepless nights. That's what bullpens do. But for tonight, at least, we can sleep more soundly.
by Greg Prince on 9 December 2008 9:01 pm
Mets fans are a picky lot. Given a clear shot to sign the guy with the most saves ever in one season, that season being the most recent season, I haven’t seen a lot of “Oh Boy!” enthusiasm for that guy’s arrival. But he is arriving, crazy arm angles, dropping velocity and all. Reliable sources are reporting Francisco Rodriguez is our new closer, ye olde physical pending. K-Rod is coming for three seasons at a cost of $37 million plus incentives. I’m trying to think how much incentive one needs on top of $37 million over three years, but if they make him pitch better, then okey-doke.
After attempting to convince myself Sunday that I didn’t especially want K-Rod, I’m kind of glad he’s here. He won’t be the definitive bullpen or overall 2009 answer unto himself, but short of an indelible period at the end of a sentence, he’s the best punctuation with which we could hope to halt the opposition in our next flight of final innings.
This whole cult of the closer thing doesn’t sit right with me, but that’s the way baseball is these days. I was pretty happy for those ten or so minutes between the demise of Wagner and the elevation of Ayala last August when Jerry mixed and matched and we were doing all right. That’s apparently not a viable long-term strategy. So we may as well go with the guy who’s had the most success and isn’t too old and hasn’t yet been hurt. At this juncture three years ago, save for age and injury history, that was Billy Wagner. He worked out for the most part. He did make me nervous, I won’t deny it. But they all make me nervous. Looper had that one really good year and he made me nervous. I had more patience for Armando longer than most Mets fans and he made me nervous. Full medicine cabinets of Xanax were devoured during the Franco era, and he was pretty decent.
It comes with the territory. K-Rod will blow up at some point. Wagner did. Looper did. Benitez did. Johnny did. You could rationalize their misfires as isolated, and it would be fair. But you couldn’t rationalize away what was in your gut. The last closer who didn’t make me nervous over the long haul as a rule was Randy Myers, and his haul wasn’t all that long. Thinking about Randall K. makes me wonder why we can’t grow and groom our own closer. My impulse was to go for Billy in ’05 just as it’s been to go for somebody with a name in ’08, but what if we had focused Heilman on that role after his successful conversion to the pen back then? It almost seems like twitchy cheating to constantly throw money at the problem. The money (except for the end of 2008 and all of 2009) wasn’t ill-spent on Billy Wagner, but why is that always the answer? Would the roof cave in if Closer X got the job coming out of Spring Training and made his way, absorbing the bumps, the bruises and the boos until they became less frequent?
In New York, for the Mets, with us, probably. Too bad.
Welcome Mr. Rodriguez. You’re one of the best if not the best. Don’t take it personally if our acid starts churning…now.
by Greg Prince on 7 December 2008 6:14 pm

This is a peek into Shea Stadium circa summer 2008 as it is a peek into the talent of David G. Whitham, an incredibly gifted photographer of baseball and everything else (which is how we like to rank life around here). I met David through my friend Sharon late in the season and he’s been kind enough to share some of his work with us for occasional posting through the interminable winter months. For a better, more panoramic view of David’s Mets photography, visit the dgwPhotography site here.
by Greg Prince on 7 December 2008 5:52 pm
I wake up most days with my mind on Met things that have already happened. Today I woke up with my mind on Met things that have not yet occurred. I woke up this morning and decided I wanted K-Rod as our closer.
Then I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and decided differently.
The only American League team to whom I pay the least bit of going attention (in a positive sense) is the Angels. I've followed Francisco Rodriguez since he blew away everybody he faced in the 2002 postseason, which is when I latched onto the Angels as, more or less, my A.L. team. I enjoyed watching him take the closer reins and was quite gratified when he blotted the name Bobby Thigpen from history's upper echelons. He is dynamic, he is exciting, he is brilliant.
He also scares the living spit out of me. He is Billy Wagner with younger, better stuff, but he's Billy Wagner not in that oh no, here comes Wagner, we the opposition are screwed way we looked at Wagner when he was an Astro, but rather in the sense we've gotten to know Billy Wagner first-hand. Rodriguez is Wagner in that what now? mode you attach to your own closer from watching him too closely and too often. I love K-Rod, but in an extracurricular, other-league manner. He comes here, and the ninth-inning butterflies are swirling while still caterpillars — assuming the caterpillars aren't routinely squashed in the cocoons of the sixth, seventh and eighth innings per usual.
K-Rod closing for the Mets? It could be great. It could be much worse. After these last two seasons of bullpen roulette, I'm not prepared for much worse. It can't get much worse. It can, but it can't. It just can't.
Thus, after deciding differently this morning, I leaned to Kerry Wood, someone I'd been writing off as injury-prone since his name first came up as closing possibility.
I've seen guys written off as injury-prone shake it off (as well as guys in that position who simply get more injured). Wood's only 2008 injury of disabling note was a blister, wasn't it? He didn't look too terribly blistered when saving two games against the Mets in the final week, did he? These are not rhetorical questions, by the way. Let me know if I'm crazy. I'm not suggesting a 20-year, $400 million Citi deal for Wood or the kind of terms K-Rod's going to command, even in a slow market. I'd sign Wood for no more than two years. I think the guy still throws very hard, will still have something very big to prove and will come here a lot cheaper than K-Rod or Brian Fuentes. Fuentes I want little part of given that he flopped as a closer once (in the only season when it really mattered for his team) and I wouldn't trust too many pitchers with Colorado in their background…even if supposedly the construct is “if he can pitch in Denver, he can pitch anywhere.” I understand he's lefthanded and lefties definitely need apply considering the presence of the lefty-laden world champs in our division, but the idea of Fuentes makes me squirm. He'll come here for too much money, he'll blow a couple of saves and then we're in “he can't handle New York” territory.
Underinformed speculation on my part? You bet. Talking out my asphalt? Could be. It's December, it snowed overnight, I woke up, for a Met change, wondering what's next. Catch me in a few hours and I could change my story completely.
by Jason Fry on 5 December 2008 1:23 pm
Ow, this stove is … not particularly hot.
Ow, this stove is … not particularly hot.
During other, long-gone and apparently equally endless offseasons, Bill Veeck used to call up one of his fellow owners and engineer a “dog-and-cat trade” — a swap of generally useless utility infielders or outfield caddies or what in a few more generations would be called middle relievers. The idea wasn't really to improve the ballclub, though sometimes that was a lucky by-product, but to sell papers in two towns and keep fans talking about their baseball teams while the snow piled up.
Yes, dog-and-cat trades are pointless. But weeks like these remind you of why they're useful. Without them, you get the thigh-high morass of non-news, which for Met fans tends to mean anxiety and muttering.
It was just so Metsian, for instance, that a media tour of a ballpark that's finally starting to look like a ballpark would have to turn into an awkward colloquy on whether the Mets should give back $20 million as some kind of charitable gesture, and on Jeff Wilpon's feelings about credit crises and federal bailouts. Yeesh. Sometimes you look at the Mets and you think that Tommie Agee's twin catches and Zisk/Augustine and Mookie jack-knifing away from the plate and the ball squirting through Buckner are actually a vague return on our franchise's mostly unbroken run of buzzard's luck. Yay, we're getting $20 million a year for naming rights — and naming rights don't slump or get hurt! What could possibly go wrong?
Should Citibank dive into the death spiral it's trying to pull itself out of by cutting back on parts of its marketing budget designed to increase consumer awareness? Should the Mets forego the salary of a Cy Young winner or All-Star power hitter every year to show they too are tightening belts? Neither is worth even vaguely serious consideration — such a sacrifice would be a pinprick on Citi's balance sheet and a giant wound to the Mets' future payroll — but sports columnists and politicians make their livings outside the realm of vaguely serious consideration, running neck-and-neck as always in their race to be more fatuous. For me, the most interesting thing from the Citi tour was hearing that David Wright, Ryan Church and Nick Evans had taken batting practice there soon after the season ended — which cheered me up for about a nanosecond before it vanished under the tidal wave of polemical silliness.
A dog-and-cat trade would have pushed this nonsense off the sports pages, leaving us to wallow in more interesting nonsense. Instead, we have agate-wire pickups (Adam Bostick is back! We signed a backup catcher who doesn't have the initials R.C.!) that can't even excite me and Greg. We have closer anxiety before we actually have a closer, which was entirely sensible during our nightmare September but is pointless now. It's barely December and not one of them even plays for us, but I swear it feels like K-Rod has already blown a brace of saves for an enormous amount of money, Brian Fuentes isn't fooling anybody, and Huston Street is hurt. Oh, and Manny's potentially a Met target and Aaron Heilman wants to start but we don't want him to start because we'd be better off with him relieving, except recently he can't really relieve, so let's boo him. I swear I've read both those stories about 11,000 times since the Dow was at 11,000.
This always happens — were I a wiser man, I'd paw through this tangle of mini-stories and non-stories and maybe-stories and old stories, conclude “must be getting to be the second week of December,” and simply wait for the days to start getting longer instead of worrying about any of it. (And hey, remember that last offseason we did absolutely nothing anybody liked — until we stole the best starting pitcher on the planet away from the Twins.) But that's not the way baseball works in the dead of winter — this is the kind of “always happens” that's no help each time it happens again, because when the grass has turned to tundra and you've got your head scrunched down to your chest against the cold it's hard to imagine anything as simple and satisfying (or simple and aggravating) as a June game against the Pirates. So your baseball-starved mind fills up with the unsimple and the decidedly unsatisfying.
I flew back from North Carolina on the day after Thanksgiving, and coming into La Guardia I had an excellent view of Citi Field and Shea Stadium from just above the water, just as I'd hoped. Seen from the side, Citi looked startlingly finished and ready for action, and with its outer ring still intact so did Shea — two ballparks almost intertwined, nearly in each other's arms. At another time it might have given me a smile, or made me briefly sad, but not this time. Shea is no more but somehow still half-alive and Citi is near but not fully born, and knowing that made it into a mess — it looked like what it was, which was two ballparks occupying a space made for one.
The site, like the Mets and like all of us, is betwixt and between, stuck at the bleak crossroads of 2008's disappointments and 2009's anxieties. And it would be better for all involved if we could just hurry up, move along and get wherever it is we're going.
by Greg Prince on 4 December 2008 4:17 am
Sometimes I just want to e-mail my friend Rob Costa. No particular news, just the impulse to stay in touch with an old friend, maybe bring him up to speed on some positive development, send him a link to an article, revisit an inside joke. It remains an impulse unfulfilled since December 3, 1998, ten years ago tonight.
I came home from work on the ten-something train that night in my usual complaint mode. Stephanie, not yet in her new job in the year after she finished grad school, was up, so she was there to listen to me spout off on whatever had gone wrong that day. It was after eleven o'clock when we were in the living room and the phone rang.
Once you reach a certain age, you don't want the phone to ring after eleven o'clock.
I picked it up and it was someone whose first name I forget but whose last name was Costa. I didn't really have to hear what followed. I just knew. Rob had died. His brother was going through his address book, saw my name and number and thought he should contact me to let me know and invite me to the wake tomorrow.
Whatever was bothering me when I got home from work was forgotten. My friend from college, 33, was dead.
I won't pretend Rob and I were particularly close by 1998. But we each knew where the other was. I was in his address book. He was in mine. Our relationship was mostly that of e-mails since 1994. He was one of the first people I had already known who was online as a matter of course when I became fascinated with this new and wondrous avenue of communication. When I'd work late, really late, I'd take an AOL break (which entailed firing up the art director's Mac) and maybe find a message from Rob. Or start a thread in his direction. It would go back and forth for a while, probably longer when I was in procrastination mode. We'd trade progress reports regarding the relatively new elements of our respective lifestyles: his being gay and my being a cat person. They weren't really equivalent, but I had the sense we got the same rush from exploring a previously repressed part of our true selves. OK, so they weren't close to the same, but our respective fervor of the converted seemed similar enough. I was crazy about my kitties and he was, well, happy to be out.
Funny thing about Rob and phone calls. I knew what his brother was going to tell me in '98 just as I knew what Rob was going to tell me on a Friday night in the summer of 1990. He called me at home while the Mets were playing the Cubs at Shea. We didn't speak that often and hadn't seen each other since just after New Year's in 1987 (Flo & Eddie — the Turtles — at the Bottom Line), which in turn was two years after we were in school together. Anyway, he calls and says he has something to tell me, a little hesitant in tone, and I thought to myself, “He's gonna tell me he's gay.” And he did. Damned if I knew how or why I intuited that. I had never particularly considered whether he was or wasn't. I went through the “come to think of it, I never saw him with any girls in college” bit in my head, but that didn't really prove anything (like I was a Lothario at USF).
As I tried to keep one eye on El Sid and Greg Maddux, I listened to Rob tell me how he knew it for a long time, how he dreaded admitting it to his family, how they were far more accepting than he could have hoped and how now I was the first straight friend he was telling. That floored me more than the news flash. We knew each other for one academic year, my last. He transferred to UConn thereafter. With him in Connecticut (Fairfield County when classes were not in session) and me on Long Island, we got together a few times, but “first straight friend” to get the call? Really? Not that it's a contest, but I felt honored…and not even that mad to have been distracted from the Mets beating the Cubs.
Rob always had a great way of saying something that made you feel good about yourself or about humanity. For instance, on my dorm room wall, I had a pretty lame but free poster from my local Anheuser-Busch distributor. It had an outline of the state and a beer bottle making like a rocket ship. BUD'S TAKING OFF IN FLORIDA, it said. As I began the process of packing up, Rob asked it he could have the poster as a reminder of his one year at USF so he could put it up at UConn and think of all the good times we'd had. It didn't amount to more than drinking and bullshitting and that sort of thing, but that was such a nice thing to say. When Rob's brother called, with only the vaguest idea who I was, and when I met him and the rest of Rob's family as well as Rob's partner (who greeted me with, “oh yes, you're the baseball aficionado”) at the wake, I wanted to tell them, “I'm the guy from the Florida poster.”
We invited Rob to our wedding in 1991. He was kind of down when I spoke to him in the weeks leading up to it, but I urged him to show, it'll be fun, bring somebody if you like. I noticed that on the table where all the place cards waited, that one sat alone once the festivities were in full swing: Rob's. We got married three days after Magic Johnson revealed to the world he was HIV-positive. I felt silly (and a little ignorant) immediately thinking the worst because my friend was gay, but I had this very bad feeling that Rob wasn't prevented from attending by car trouble or the blues. Sure enough, he let me know that he and a famous basketball player had something in common. HIV is what finally got him seven years later.
Adjusting to his health situation pretty well when it was still fairly new, however, he accepted our invite to visit us the Friday of Thanksgiving weekend, which was a couple of weeks after the wedding. He was the first guest we received as newlyweds and it was a wonderful time. Stephanie liked him from the get-go. Since Rob and I were comrades in pop music tastes, I inflicted a sampling of a medley I had created the year before: a six-sided salute to more or less every hit of the '80s. In describing the painstaking process that went into what was then the crowning creative achievement of my life, I told him if there's ever a fire in our place, the first thing I'm grabbing is these tapes.
“I would hope the first thing you'd grab,” he cautioned, “would be Stephanie.”
That's the feel better about humanity stuff I mentioned.
During the e-mail era, Rob, by then working as a salesman for a pharmaceutical firm, was keeping his virus in check. Now living on Long Island, he met us on a Sunday in the summer of 1995 for a Mets game. His firm had box seats that he normally gave to clients. This Sunday we were his clients. I asked where the seats were. He had no idea, he said. He just handed them out usually; he hadn't been to Shea since I invited/dragged him to a doubleheader in 1986 (during which we drank a good bit of the Bud that was taking off in Flushing and the Mets split with the Cardinals). Our return was a momentous day in the history of The Log: Bobby Jones beat the Marlins and it created my first winning streak in a very long span. It actually helped turn around my entire Shea history. Before that day I was 39-51. From then on out, 179-133. It felt like it was going to rain all day. It never did.
The last time I saw Rob Costa was a sunny Thursday the following April. He was visiting clients in the general vicinity of my office and let me know he had four tickets for the upcoming Sunday game. He couldn't go but wanted to give them to me; he'd drop them off where I was working. The least I could do, I figured, was take him to dinner in appreciation. As we walked to the local Bennigan's, he asked me how “B 'n' C” were doing. I told him I didn't understand. He was referring to Bernie and Casey, he said — you know, your beloved cats.
Oh, I laughed. I thought you were referring to something else. When Stephanie and I go grocery shopping, I said, we refer to my cereal of choice, Banana Nut Crunch, as BNC. I was wondering why you were asking me about it and, for that matter, how you knew our nickname for it. I thought it was, at best, slightly amusing. Rob, however, turned almost melancholy in considering what I'd told him.
“I'm just thinking of you and Stephanie grocery shopping — making your list, going through the Sunday Times, clipping the coupons…it's so sweet that you do that together.”
I never thought about Banana Nut Crunch quite the same after that.
Ten years. Ten years since I got that post-eleven o'clock call. I don't think of Rob Costa all that often, but I do think of him. I would love to drop him a line.
by Greg Prince on 3 December 2008 8:09 pm

A nice surprise from the Mets Guy in Michigan: the Faith and Fear t-shirt getting some sun in the Cayman Islands. Dave Murray poses alongside the Caymans’ national symbol, Brian Schneider.
You, however, can be quick to join Dave in numbering up for the holidays by clicking here. (Trip to Cayman Islands not included.)
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