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Faith and Fear in Flushing made its debut on Feb. 16, 2005, the brainchild of two longtime friends and lifelong Met fans.

Greg Prince discovered the Mets when he was 6, during the magical summer of 1969. He is a Long Island-based writer, editor and communications consultant. Contact him here.

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Piazza: The Space Between

When I wrote Piazza: Catcher, Slugger, Icon, Star, I wanted to show what it was like to root for the Mets in the years before Mike Piazza; how different rooting for the Mets became at the height of Piazza’s powers; and what is was like saying so long but not goodbye to someone who’d come to embody the Mets for so long. It’s all in there, and I think any Mets fan who lived through those times or thinks about these sorts of things will enjoy reading it.

Mentioned only fleetingly is another portion of the Piazza experience, the part where Mike’s status diminishes over time, the denouement of his Met tenure, the years between Met megastardom (1998-2001) and ascent into Met legend (2005-eternity). If you read me here, you know I don’t really go in for fleeting mentions, which is to say I wrote a good bit about those years that have kind of gone down the Mike memory hole — after the dramatic home run of September 21, 2001, before he left New York for San Diego — but had to cut much of it for space.

Even icons experience a denouement.

It’s the All-Star break. Mike was a Mets All-Star seven times. And we’ve got all the space in the world here. So during this week, while we peer into the TV in quest of Conforto sightings, I’ll be excerpting some deleted scenes, concentrating on those beloved seasons 2002, 2003 and 2004, along with some outtakes covering later years.

Not so incidentally, I’ll be appearing at Long Island’s most beautiful book store and wine shop, Turn of the Corkscrew in Rockville Centre, Friday night, July 28, 7 PM, to talk Piazza, Mets fandom, Mets writing and whatever else comes up. I hope you’ll join me there. The Mets are in Seattle that night, so the early evening will be the perfect time for a get-together. (A couple of other exciting announcements to come in the days ahead, so keep your eyes on this space.)

***

At Shea, before October of 2001 moved on to its usual autumn theater, there were a couple of moments worth preserving, even if they weren’t on a par with Piazza’s homer off Steve Karsay. On Saturday night, October 6, Lenny Harris pinch-hit in the bottom of the sixth for Rey Ordoñez and singled. It was the 151st pinch-hit of Harris’s career, the most by anybody in major league history. The Mets treated it as no less worthy of celebration than any milestone Rickey Henderson or Barry Bonds produced over the final week. Mike led a charge from the first base dugout to swarm Lenny. Tina Turner’s “The Best” blared from the sound system. The Mets had recently lost the division a year after losing the World Series, two years after losing the pennant, three years after losing the Wild Card. There’d been enough loss in their city lately besides. Harris was a well-liked teammate and his record was certainly noteworthy, but what appeared obvious from the stands at Shea is the Mets needed to end a campaign with something to shout about.

Not that they would, technically. There was one game left, on chilly Sunday afternoon, October 7, the latest date on which the Mets had ever played a regular-season game. Moments before first pitch, President Bush addressed the nation to announce America was launching an assault on Afghanistan, retribution for harboring the terrorists who executed the September 11 attacks. After all the caps and all the flags and every well-meaning beat of healing amid a morass of unyielding pain, the truth was these games could do only so much. Now, at least for the Mets, the games were ending. As Mike said in the wake of his September 21 home run, “This isn’t life and death, this is baseball.” Given Bush’s de facto declaration of war, life and death seemed destined to continue their tango unabated for who knew how long.

With serious real-world news reverberating in their heads, the Mets limped to the finish line, losing to the Expos, 5–0, concluding their mostly forgettable until it was seared into memory third-place season at 82–80. Come the seventh-inning stretch, “God Bless America” duties were assumed by the team as a whole, with Harris and first base coach Mookie Wilson serving as leaders of the choir. “We started off slow,” Piazza admitted. “A few voices cracked in the beginning. I think we were all flat. It wasn’t that easy. But I think we finished strong.”

So the 2001 Mets turned in a mostly off-key performance. Even the severest critic couldn’t say the way they went after it wasn’t heartfelt.

***

Come 2002, team history was on the verge of rebooting if not repeating itself. A decade earlier, the Mets had tried to prop up a faltering contender with a thorough housecleaning and the importation of big, impressive names. That it backfired then didn’t necessarily mean it couldn’t rekindle Met fortunes now.

Thus, out from the 2000 pennant-winners went Robin Ventura, Todd Zeile, Benny Agbayani, Lenny Harris, Glendon Rusch and Rick White. Out from the 2001 late surge went a few more recent contributors: Tsuyoshi Shinjo, Kevin Appier, Desi Relaford and Matt Lawton. In from the outside came Roberto Alomar, the acclaimed second baseman; Mo Vaughn, powerful first baseman; Jeromy Burnitz, who’d grown into an All-Star since Dallas Green decided he didn’t want him around; Roger Cedeño, still speedy and presumably further seasoned since his 1999 stay; starting pitchers Pedro Astacio, Jeff D’Amico and Shawn Estes; and relievers David Weathers, Mark Guthrie, Satoru Komiyama and Kane Davis.

The net Met effect was negative. Various and sundry base hits and decent outings aside, the transformation didn’t take as intended. The Mets were transformed from a team barely hanging on in the race when August began to a team that plunged precipitously out of it before August ended. Shea had less and less spark to it as the season went on. “A team of strangers,” a clubhouse observer called this collection of players. It showed in the standings. Mojo not only didn’t rise, it never seeped onto the premises…and no dogs whatsoever were let out.

Not having merited a ticker tape parade when they had their best shots at it in 1999 and 2000, there was no platform for first base coach Mookie Wilson to revise his speech from 1986 and declare that the 21st would be the Century of the Mets. After that late lunge in 2001 came up empty, whatever early momentum the franchise was carrying in that direction began to dissipate. Yet amid this Met miasma, Piazza persevered. His numbers — 33 HR, 98 RBI — were still splendid. He was elected to another All-Star Game and awarded another Silver Slugger, both honors earned. But without a playoff spot to chase, the sidebars became the main stories. Most bizarre was the topic that burned up the tabloids for a spell, namely whether Mike Piazza was gay. He said he wasn’t. No ballplayer ever said he was while he was still playing ball, but Piazza’s celebrity became a convenient vessel for speculation that arose from a fairly banal Bobby Valentine quote on the subject in general. Baseball, the manager opined when asked, was “probably ready for an openly gay player”. Next thing he knew, Piazza was telling reporters before a game in Philadelphia in May that he was straight: “The truth is I’m heterosexual and date women and that’s it. End of story.”

A more familiar subject reared its ugly head in June when Roger Clemens returned to Shea to pitch against the Mets for the first time since the 2000 World Series, meaning he’d step into the batter’s box and leave himself vulnerable to the payback for which so many who bled blue, orange and black had been salivating. It was a little late for any pitch aimed at any part of him to be delivered meaningfully, however. That World Series was over. Mike Hampton, his mound opponent of twenty months earlier who demurred from retaliation, was ensconced as a Colorado Rockie. Clemens would instead face Estes, a San Francisco Giant in 2000; his team lost to the Mets in that year’s NLDS. The feud had nothing to do with him, but when he found himself toeing the rubber at Shea facing the Yankee pitcher, he did what was more or less expected of him. He threw behind Clemens.

Way behind. He missed an enormous target. Like so much else about the 2002 Mets, it wasn’t a good look. More substantively, Estes and Piazza each homered off the Rocket and the Mets beat him soundly, 8–0, but Clemens going physically scot-free gnawed at the Metropolitan sense of self-respect.

The Mets’ play didn’t elicit much regard, not even from one of their own. Keith Hernandez, an occasional member of the cable broadcast crew, lashed out at his alma mater’s attitude in early September, writing on the MSG Network’s Web site that “the club has no heart” and “the Mets quit a long time ago.” The criticism, no matter how valid it looked to any viewer who’d kept paying attention to the floundering Mets, didn’t sit well with Piazza who fired back that Hernandez was “a voice from the grave.” The announcer retracted his statement and apologized to the players.

Piazza and Hernandez never played together but they were teammates in a sense. While the present was growing ever more difficult (the Mets feinted toward Wild Card contention in late July, trading Jay Payton to Colorado for pitching help, but ultimately went winless at home in August), the franchise celebrated its fortieth anniversary by unveiling a fan-voted All-Amazin’ Team. Keith was its first baseman, Mike its catcher. Edgardo Alfonzo and the injured John Franco, out all season as he recovered from Tommy John surgery, were the only other active Mets to make the squad. Everybody elected was connected to one of the club’s four World Series teams. Though Jerry Grote and Gary Carter had rings to show from winning world championships, by 2002 it was clear no catcher took a back seat in Met history to Mike Piazza.

Then again, sometimes it was hard for the Mets to accommodate their own history in the front seat. The afternoon after the All-Amazin’ festivities, the club posthumously inducted Tommie Agee into its Hall of Fame. While the honor was well-intentioned, the execution was about as bad as everything else the 2002 Mets tried. Valentine chose the pregame period to hold a team meeting, meaning no current Mets — not even their all-time catcher — were in the dugout to witness the enshrinement. Tom Seaver expressed his disenchantment over Channel 11 during the game that followed (another loss).

Valentine fired back a few weeks later, but by then, he had bigger problems brewing. A few fringe Mets were identified by Newsday as marijuana users, which provided Bobby V yet another platform from which to address the media, which didn’t come off very smoothly. The skipper denied his players could be pot-smokers because you couldn’t possibly play ball while high and, to reinforce his point, he took a drag from an imaginary joint, which made for an interesting photo opportunity. Maybe if Joe Torre had done the same, it would have come off as a teachable moment. In Valentine’s hands, the gesture made the Mets look, well, like the Mets. In 2002, that wasn’t the most inspiring of selling points. In any event, marijuana wasn’t a burning issue in baseball until this mini-scandal, but the recently negotiated Collective Bargaining Agreement, agreed to in August on the eve of a strike deadline, did include a provision to implement testing for performance-enhancing drugs, referred to generically as steroids, in 2003.

The 75–86 season that nobody was high on — the first to see the Mets land in last place since 1993 — ended on a Sunday at Shea against the eternal division champion Braves. Bobby Cox sent up a rookie pitcher from Korea as a pinch-hitter. His last name was Bong. The irony wasn’t lost on anybody.

Valentine’s tenure had encompassed so much compelling baseball and an undeniable amount of success, but little of either in 2002. Fingers could be pointed and blame could apportioned, but in baseball, the manager is inevitably suspect, particularly one who rarely shies away from the media when he has something or somebody to criticize. Bobby V’s time was up. Fred Wilpon, who had bought out Nelson Doubleday in August, dismissed Valentine shortly after the final game.

***

On a mid-December weekend in 2002, the Mets broke up what was left of what was once considered the Greatest Infield Ever. Rey Ordoñez — who’d stopped winning Gold Gloves, never really developed as a hitter and responded to booing by calling Mets fans “stupid” — was sent to the Devil Rays. Alfonzo, despite his All-Amazin’ designation, was allowed to leave as a free agent, signing a four-year deal with the Giants. The “team of strangers” was about to grow even stranger.

Who were these guys? The 2003 Mets took shape as names garnered from places most Mets fans, no matter what Ordoñez thought of them, were hesitant to embrace. Mike Stanton, the ex-Yankee, was now a Met reliever. Cliff Floyd, a longtime Marlin, was now the Met left fielder. T#m Gl@v!ne…T#m Gl@v!ne…as much the personification of Brave oppression as anyone who wore a tomahawk across his chest, was now the Met staff ace. They’d join Vaughn and Alomar — plus, for a few weeks early in the season, a pre-retirement David Cone — and be managed by Art Howe, late of the Oakland A’s. Howe piloted the Athletics to three consecutive playoff appearances, yet GM Billy Beane didn’t seem particularly concerned about keeping him around. Wilpon testified that during a search process in which the Mets also considered Lou Piniella (for whom Seattle demanded compensation), Howe “lit up” the room and “blew me away.” He made Howe’s hiring official the day after the Angels defeated the Giants in a seven-game World Series.

Within this cornucopia of newcomers, Mike Piazza, thirty-four years old, remained a Met. He was still on the cover of one of the pocket schedules (Gl@v!ne was on the other), still the starting catcher, still the cleanup hitter on Opening Day when Gl@v!ne debuted at Shea in a Mets uniform. Mike went one-for-four. T#m gave up five runs in less than four innings. The Mets lost to the Cubs, 15–2.

The year never got much better. Fifth and last place became the club’s permanent home in June. Attendance dipped to its lowest level since 1997, the year before Piazza joined the team. The Mets commemorated the thirtieth anniversary of the 1973 Mets in July, taking great care to honor Tug McGraw, who’d been diagnosed with brain cancer during Spring Training, but the season as a whole felt more like a tenth-anniversary homage to 1993. The 95 losses at year’s end would be the most the Mets piled up in a decade. All six Subway Series games, including one started in the Bronx by Clemens, went the unstoppable Yankees’ way (though the 2003 World Series wouldn’t; they’d lose it to the surprising Marlins in six). Turnover turned staggering. Acting as sellers instead of buyers, the Mets whisked away players by the fistful. Alomar, Burnitz and — after 160 saves overshadowed by a few too many critical leads that got away late — Armando Benitez were among those swapped for prospects. The GM trading them was not Steve Phillips, who took his share of responsibility when he was axed in June, but newly elevated assistant general manager Jim Duquette.

Piazza missed the bulk of the fun, such as it was. A horrific groin injury in which muscle tore away from bone was sustained during an at-bat May 16 at San Francisco, sidelining Mike for three months. That it occurred while Piazza was standing beside and not crouching behind the plate was ironic in light of developments the week before. Howe, who upon his hiring waved away the possibility of moving Mike to first base (“as long as he’s doing the job behind the dish, he’s going to be there”), let MSG know he was, in fact, contemplating a position switch for his superstar. What had changed from December to May was the availability of Vaughn. Mo’s arthritic knee eliminated him from the lineup, the active roster and, eventually, playing any more baseball. The Mets needed a first baseman. They had Mike Piazza.

Asking a highly decorated catcher to take on a new position late in his career wasn’t an absurd notion. Every time a clip of Bill Mazeroski’s World Series-winning homer from 1960 aired, the accompanying radio call from Chuck Thompson included “back to the wall goes Berra.” Yogi didn’t rush hundreds of feet from behind the plate to chase it down; he was playing left field for the Yankees. In his final three seasons with the Reds, Johnny Bench started more than 200 games at third and first. Carlton Fisk played a little first base and left field in addition to DH’ing for the White Sox. If the two All-Century catchers and the one who caught more games than any other catcher — and hit the most home runs in games he caught — could find other things to do on the diamond, then why not Piazza?

No reason, really, though it would have been nice had Howe brought it up to Mike before telling the media what was on his mind. Art told the press before he told his would-be first baseman of his position-switching plans, and that didn’t sit well with the Met of Mets. It didn’t help matters that the season was more than a month underway and nobody had asked Piazza to try his hand at first during Spring Training. He had last played it for an inning in 1993, having otherwise devoted himself to catching once it became his only conceivable path to the majors. Nevertheless, he said he told Howe and then-GM Phillips, “I’ll do whatever you think needs to be done for this organization. Obviously, my love is for this ballclub and I’ll do whatever you guys want.”

Soon, all eyes were on otherwise mundane BP activity during the Mets’ ensuing visit to Denver. Mike Piazza was taking ground balls at first base. It was a story. Then it receded, thanks to the injury in San Francisco. While Mike mended, Vance Wilson and rookie Jason Phillips caught. Phillips also showed a talent for first base. Another new face in the infield belonged to Jose Reyes, called up on the eve of his twentieth birthday to fill in at shortstop. It was supposed to be a temporary promotion, but Reyes impressed and held down the position through August, when an injury ended his season, too.

By then, Piazza — having not been selected to an All-Star Game for the first time in his career — was back with the Mets. He returned on August 13 with as much of a bang as could have been imagined. At Shea, against Barry Bonds, Edgardo Alfonzo and the Giants, Mike teed off on Jerome Williams for a two-run homer in his second at-bat…second at-bat in the game, second at-bat in three months. He singled home a run in his next at-bat and drove in two more two at-bats later. Those five RBIs turned the lights out on the visitors and, you might say, the home fans. The next afternoon, New York and much of the Northeast experienced a power outage that left the city dark and the finale of the Giant series cancelled. Perhaps Con Ed should have just plugged into the Mets’ catcher. It certainly appeared he had an ample supply in reserve.

Mike finally met first base under unusual circumstances. In late July, Bob Murphy, Mets voice since 1962, announced he would retire at season’s end. The Mets hastily arranged ceremonies in his honor for the last night of the home schedule, the final game he would call, Thursday, September 25. The occasion couldn’t have felt sadder. The Mets were concluding their second consecutive last-place season and the man who had made all the bad years sunnier by his innately hopeful nature (the Mets were never out of a game by Murph’s reckoning, they were just a few batters from bringing the tying run into the on-deck circle) was saying goodbye. During his pregame remarks, Bob retraced the franchise’s steps more than his own and closed with a farewell and amen that deserved a crowd larger than the 25,081 who paid their way in:

“I hate to say goodbye so much. I know I have no choice. It was a lot easier saying hello the first day we came to New York forty-two years ago than it saying goodbye here tonight. There’s no point in keeping you waiting any longer. Let me tell you how much I love you, let me tell you how great you have been. I’m gonna miss you, believe me I will. I’ll start missing you the minute I walk off this field. It has been such a marvelous, marvelous time. On behalf of my wife, Joye, we both say thanks to you for being so good to us, for allowing us to be a part of your life and for enjoying baseball with us. Thank you very much. Good night and God bless.”

After an appreciative standing ovation, Murphy took the elevator to the radio booth to call his final game, Mets versus Pirates. Piazza took his place behind the plate to catch Gl@v!ne. When Mike looked out toward the outfield, he could find Raul Gonzalez in left, Timo Perez in center and Cedeño in right. Around the infield, he could see Ty Wigginton at third, Jorge Velandia at short, Joe McEwing at second and Mike Glavine at first.

Mike Glavine? Yes, he was related to T#m, and his presence on the roster and in the lineup after nine years in the minor leagues attested at least as much as the Piazza-Lasorda connection ever did to the benefit of knowing somebody somewhere. With this oddball assortment having taken the field, Bob and Gary Cohen called what was unfolding as an otherwise typical 2003 Mets loss. In the top of the ninth, however, it became highly noteworthy. Moving over to play first, replacing Tony Clark, who had already replaced Glavine, was Mike Piazza.

Here came what all the fuss had been about: a liner and two grounders. Three putouts sans incident for the newest Met first baseman. In the bottom of the ninth, Mike would go down as the victim in the final strikeout Bob Murphy would ever call, taking a third strike from Julian Tavarez. Wigginton then grounded to second, ending Murph’s forty-two seasons with a 3–1 defeat and sending the Mets to Miami to play out the remaining frayed edges of their string. Mike caught the first game, the one that allowed the Marlins to clinch the National League Wild Card, then sat out the last two, ending the year with only eleven home runs in sixty-eight games. Further stabs at first base would have to wait until next season.

In our next installment, it’s the year of “meaningful games,” departing teammates and the brink of another era.

To the Break With a Thud

Last games before All-Star breaks are an intriguing subgenre. I can clearly remember the Mets going out on high notes that were microcosms of the momentum they rode as first halves closed. You don’t want the pause in the schedule, you don’t want the bats put away, you can’t wait to get back to baseball for real because McFadden is pitching, Whitehead is catching and ain’t no stoppin’ us now. I can also clearly remember the Mets going out on low notes, appearing uninterested and uninspired about having to put in nine more innings before they could shower, dress and head for the airport, leaving a fan to rationalize, well, it’s a long season, they’re only human, this is just one game, give them the break they are contractually due.

This year’s version of See You This Friday landed thuddingly in the latter camp. The Mets were overmatched and outclassed by the Cardinals in St. Louis, 6-0. It was another of those games — there’ve been too many in 2017 — in which except for DNA evidence that the Mets were on the field, they left no impression they ever showed up. The Cardinals have not been lighting up the league by any means, but they managed to put their mini-vacation plans on the back burner for a few hours. Paul DeJong had one of those series that compel mischievous sorts to go to a sports franchise’s Wikipedia page and edit the entry for Owner. De facto CEO DeJong went 9-for-12 over the weekend, compiling seven extra-base hits and homering in all three games. This was how Stan Musial treated the Mets circa 1962, except the Mets were expansion babies and Musial was already a living legend.

Paul DeJong is so new to Met nightmares that Sunday’s losing pitcher, Steven Matz, admitted in the postgame scrum that he wasn’t sure how to pronounce the rookie shortstop’s last name. After having given up five runs and seven hits in a four-and-a-third innings, I doubt singing DeJong-er man’s praises was high on his list of priorities. Like the rest of the Mets, Steven can call Paul “sir” until further notice.

The Mets are infrequently good on Sundays this year, but too many weeks have been nothing but Sundays on the 2017 Mets’ calendar…and not just Sundays before All-Star breaks when there is no momentum to put on hold. This Sunday, though, was motions-going at its most mechanical. Matz at least threw a tantrum upon being removed from the game if not many effective pitches during it. It wasn’t the dugout’s fault, Steve, but the disgust you displayed once inside it was sort of admirable. As for the rest of the team, Terry Collins said something about needing to get the “energy” back, which seemed like a diplomat’s euphemism for we’ve been sucking an awful lot and I have no answers.

The offense mustered three singles and a walk versus Lance Lynn and two relievers. None of the four Mets baserunners attempted to steal a base. That would take energy. The Mets have gone eighteen games without a stolen base. They’ve attempted to steal only twice in that span. Even accepting all the strategic and circumstantial variables that contribute to a reticence to run, that’s stunningly torpid — indicative of how the Mets have looked more often than not.

The lack of new blood on the roster could also be taken as telling, considering how much DL activity has transpired. We closely track personnel comings and goings, mostly for obsessive fun, but there may be something to how few flat-out new Mets have come along in 2017, particularly among position players. Only six Mets have debuted as Mets this year and every one of them is a pitcher, none of whom was brought in or up because he was considered an overall improvement to the staff in place. Paul Sewald, Adam Wilk, Tommy Milone, Neil Ramirez, Tyler Pill and Chase Bradford were added to the roster because the ever-depleted Mets needed something approximating a live arm to soak up innings. None of these gentlemen, to put it kindly, has boosted the rotation or the bullpen to another echelon.

No wholly fresh catchers, infielders or outfielders have made the Citi Field scene since Gavin Cecchini made his Met debut last September (he enjoyed a nice series as the starting second baseman in L.A. and was sent down right after for his trouble). You’d figure a journeyman from somewhere else would journey through the clubhouse just by accident, a Ruggiano, a Loney, a dude off the street toting an episodically productive bat and a few words of wisdom. One never knows where a change of perspective will come from. We didn’t greet Jay Bruce particularly warmly last August, but now Bruce is the media’s go-to guy, not to mention the only player who’s played regularly and hit reasonably consistently from Opening Day onward.

Even with the Mets losing their fifth of six, falling eight games under .500 and mired a prohibitive distance from first place in their division, I took a quarter-minute to calculate that if we sweep Colorado this coming weekend, we’ll be five out in the loss column for the second Wild Card, seven-and-half away from potential paydirt overall, never mind that there are presently five teams between them and us. This shows what a fan will do to persuade himself a season with 76 contests remaining isn’t effectively over. As we relearned in 2015 and 2016, seasons with tangible stakes on the proverbial table are exponentially more enjoyable than seasons that keep going solely because they must. Yet I have to admit that while I will root for the Mets to top the Rockies come Friday, Saturday and Sunday, I’d be perversely relieved if the Mets somehow don’t sweep. Delusions can be nagging things, and I wouldn’t strenuously object to having the one that says these dismal Mets have the slightest of slight chances extracted from the more warped recesses of my mind.

Then again, a slight chance is better than none, and if they can sweep…

See what I mean?

Amed Rosario is the subtext to any conversation centered on new blood, and I imagine he’ll be here within a few weeks. I’d love to believe he could be the spark to a meaningful second-half surge, but that circuit breaker has already tripped. Does this team strike you as one phenomenal callup away from a legitimate playoff race? Michael Conforto in July 2015 and T.J. Rivera in August 2016 helped teams that were, for all their glaring faults, not that far gone when the callow cavalry arrived, and neither of them was asked to lead a wholesale transformation. Except in my most delusional of delusions, these Mets have been nowhere near contending since a CVS near you was stocking its Mother’s Day display.

If somebody upstairs at 120-01 Roosevelt Avenue has determined Rosario’s career will take shape more smoothly because he’s on hand in early August as opposed to middle July, swell. I don’t know that it will make that enormous a difference in the long term, but the long term is what matters in Rosario’s case. It matters in everybody’s case, I suppose, but not everybody the Mets nurture is so universally highly rated. The people who make these decisions on when to make The Call know Rosario better than I do. I’ll lean a little on their side for now.

Allow me, as long as we have a void of several days to fill, to drape an additional layer of wet blanket on the evergreen cry to get the kids up here so we can see what they can do.

Generically and specifically, I’m all for it, but I’ve also come to realize the concept is a bit of sham. I’ve been watching the Mets promote kids up here to see what they can do for a long time. You know what we see? We see ups, we see downs. We rarely see anything definitive, at least not the answer we seek. The last midseason callup among Met position players I can recall alighting and showing exactly who he was for the good and being on track for what was to come was David Wright thirteen years ago. He was beautiful from the get-go and was on his uninterrupted way to stardom. The 2004 Mets slid down the tubes, but Wright rose and kept rising, just as we picture it when we idealize the process.

Since then, it’s been ups and downs among the see-what-they-can-do set. Which is absolutely fine. It’s absolutely baseball. A kid hits until word gets around and they start pitching to him differently. A kid keeps hitting but has trouble fielding. A kid doesn’t really have a position. A kid encounters turbulence and loses confidence. A kid is exposed too much or sits too long. A kid gets hurt and tries to play through it. A kid is sent down. A kid comes back up and might as well be starting all over. There’s a reason everybody doesn’t take a glide path to stardom. There’s a reason Futures Games aren’t Certainties Games. We see the kids. We really don’t see all we hope they can do for quite a while. We may never see all we hope they can do because it will turn out they won’t do it. Sure, you might as well get started on seeing them ASAP, but be ready — and don’t be surprised — to wait to see all there is to see in them, the ups and the downs.

I think about the kids we were delighted to greet, partly because of course we love new blood, especially when it flows from within the organization, partly because there wasn’t a notably better incumbent alternative. Lucas Duda came up in September 2010 (though September is its own animal on the player development timeline). Wilmer Flores and Travis d’Arnaud came up in August 2013. In none of their cases were their early samples dead-on indicators of great things to directly come. We wrapped our arms around the flashes of brilliance and competence. The parts where they didn’t quite have it together? Just give them more time.

Exactly. Each of the aforementioned former callups helped constitute a National League champion in 2015. Each has had his stretches of splendor. Each has also frustrated, irritated and disappointed to varying degrees. None has become what you’d objectively call a star. Not everybody does, not everybody will. Also fine. Also baseball. Topps never plastered prospects’ faces on cards marked FUTURE ADEQUACIES, yet the minor leagues, including Mets’ affiliates, are chock full of them.

I guess this is why I can’t get hopping mad when the brightest player to be seen later isn’t seen right this very minute and why I don’t jump for unalloyed joy simply because somebody who’s young and brings buzz is reported flying east from Vegas. I’m generally for it, I truly am, I just don’t necessarily swallow it as an instant panacea. Plus I’m not so transactional in nature that I relish throwing overboard Mets I’ve grown used to, Mets I haven’t forgotten getting big hits as Mets, even if not enough have them been recorded lately. If I’ve grown fond of this guy or that, I’m likely to put as much stock in the “2” in a 2-for-22 slump as I am the rest of the “22,” assuming there was a 12-for-22 somewhere back in not so prehistoric time. I root for the Mets, and I root for Mets who are on the Mets. Those who haven’t been Mets yet tend to have to wait their turn to garner my full-throated endorsement. My philosophy, passively accumulated over these many seasons, has become they’ll get here when they get here. When they get here, I’ll root for them plenty.

Adam & Yadi Will Always Know How to Survive

It hit me one March day, when they were apart, how long they’d been together. Yadier Molina was captaining Puerto Rico to the finals of the WBC. Adam Wainwright was working out his kinks against the Mets on the East Coast of Florida. Soon enough, they’d reunite, accomplished battery, same team, another year. Two baseball standouts who go about their business away from our line of sight, save for two series per season when they reappear as living reminders of the forces that can conspire to prevent ultimate satisfaction.

Saturday they came into view again, bringing with them for our perusing pleasure their ever dustier scrapbook. It’s now eleven years old. Politely we agree to have a look. There they and we are, so much younger. We recognize them. We recognize ourselves. We flip through and wonder whatever happened to this 2006 Cardinal or that 2006 Met. We eventually come to their pages, toward the back of the album, and we don’t have to wonder what these guys are up to.

They’re still in St. Louis. They’re still sticking it to us. It’s what they do, Adam and Yadi, the Brenda and Eddie of the National League Central, except they go back to the green every spring. Yadier still makes All-Star appearances. This Tuesday will be his eighth. Adam’s not quite at that level anymore. The most recent of his three such designations came in 2014. Wainwright’s 2017 ERA (5.20) is unsightly, but he’s doing enough well to win twice as often as he loses for a team that’s south of .500. Throwing to Molina probably helps.

The catcher who stroked a deadly two-run homer in the top of the ninth on October 19, 2006, and the pitcher who broke a lethal curve into that same catcher’s mitt in the bottom of that same inning continued to pursue their professional relationship on Saturday. They dashed the Mets’ dreams more than a decade before. They’re not in a position to do much of that at the moment, seeing as how the only dream the Mets maintain currently is one day without calamity — breathe easily, Brandon Nimmo — and a couple of days off. The Mets aren’t much good. The Cardinals aren’t much better. But Adam and Yadi will always know how to survive…and how to beat the Mets.

Wainwright stared into Molina’s fingers for six-and-two-thirds innings to great effect. Other than a solo home run to Jay Bruce, he gave up nothing of consequence. Molina came to bat three times against Zack Wheeler, singling the second time and doubling in a run the third. That RBI put the Cardinals up, 2-0, in the sixth, providing enough cushion for Wainwright to sustain Bruce’s damage and leave on the winning side of what became a 4-1 decision in his favor. Wheeler (3-6) was pretty good. Wainwright (10-5) was better. Travis d’Arnaud caught a couple of Cardinals stealing, one of them Molina. The Cardinal our catcher didn’t catch, Tommy Pham, was the Cardinal their catcher drove in with what proved to be the decisive run.

I won’t say “and it was ever thus…” or insist it inevitably goes like this. Johan Santana outpitched Adam Wainwright a notable ballgame five years ago, with Mike Baxter memorably negating Yadier Molina’s offensive animus that very same Friday night. We win some, we lose some. We don’t forget we lost a Game Seven to those two — and 23 of their teammates — in 2006, but we can choose to remember we won four games in a much more recent NLCS. Called Strike Three to Carlos Beltran officially receded from recency when Dexter Fowler succumbed to the exact same result in 2015; less legendary, just as definitive. It took nine years, but we moved on to the next round. Dwelling on the worst of Molina and Wainwright isn’t a reflex reaction to random stimuli anymore, except twice per season, when we pause and remember because they continue to get in our face. We stay Mets fans. They stay Cardinal nemeses in tandem. Someday their red-tinged uniforms, the only ones they’ve worn as major leaguers, will be peeled off them. Until then, they are an anomaly in an age of accelerated diaspora. Molina’s been a Cardinal since 2004 (his first hit against the Mets beat Mike Stanton in walkoff fashion), Wainwright since 2005 (the first homer he surrendered in the bigs was to Victor Diaz). They were 2006 world champs instead of us. They — and 23 of their teammates — won Saturday’s game instead of us. They’ll be passing through Citi Field the week after next.

It’s not comforting. It’s less than reassuring. I root for neither of them to succeed. But lord help me, I’ve lived long enough to grudgingly admire their constancy and its context as it relates to ours.

Dumb Fun

That might have been the dumbest baseball game I’ve ever seen.

It wasn’t exactly what any of us expected from Jacob deGrom vs. Carlos Martinez, as neither ace’s location was what it needed to be. The result was basically an Adam West-Burt Ward Batman caper, with the principals milling around for a bit until it was time for more WHAM! and BIFF! and SOCK!

You could hear the Neal Hefti music as the Mets loaded the bases against Martinez with none out in the first, but nothing’s less dangerous than the Mets with the bases loaded. Jay Bruce struck out, T.J. Rivera drove in a run by getting hit by a pitch, and Lucas Duda lined out to Randal Grichuk, who threw Asdrubal Cabrera out at home by a time zone. Uninspiring, but hold your sighs, as it was a night for anybody and everybody to get a second chance.

(Well, except poor Cabrera. He repeatedly hit balls that could have doubled as SWAT team door-knockers, only to wind up 0 for 4. As always, it’s an unfair game.)

Back to second chances, with the momentarily revitalized Jose Reyes clubbing a homer to lead off the top of the second, giving the Mets a 2-0 lead. (Trade him! Trade him now!) But then the Cardinals went back to back to start the bottom of the inning, tying the game on homers from Grichuk and Paul DeJong. DeGrom stalked around the mound looking understandably perturbed, which was nothing compared to how he looked when the Cardinals did it again to start off the very next inning, with Dexter Fowler and Jedd Gyorko the new doers of dirty work. I don’t think I’ve ever seen that before; I’ll scoot out on this here limb and guess deGrom hopes to never see it again.

At that point in the game deGrom had given up four hits, each of them a solo homer, and surrendered home runs to four of the last seven batters faced. Yes really. Yet somehow the game was tied, as the Mets had kept battering Martinez. Yes really redux.

Oh, and then Bruce — the same Bruce who’d fanned with the bases loaded in the first — smacked a home run in the top of the fifth to give the Mets the lead once again. The good guys would add another run in the seventh on a T.J. Rivera double that drove in Yoenis Cespedes, who’d hit a little grounder right through Matt Carpenter‘s legs. (The run came off Elon University alum John Brebbia, which isn’t important except Elon was also the alma mater of Bill Graham, a momentary Met whose story is worth reading again.)

Anyway, Rivera’s RBI would prove important, as the Cardinals went to work against a forebodingly velocity-free Jerry Blevins and Paul Sewald, then faced Addison Reed in the ninth. Handed a one-run lead, Reed recorded the first two outs on two pitches, but both were rockets to dead center that threatened to leave Curtis Granderson undressed with stars orbiting his head, a la Charlie Brown. That didn’t bode well, so of course Reed then struck DeJong out in a nine-pitch battle, and the Mets had won.

DeGrom won despite giving up four homers, a feat previously recorded (or perhaps the word I’m looking for is “endured”) by Rob Gardner in 1966 and Johan Santana in 2009. And the Mets won despite being trapped in a farcical affair that couldn’t have been more ridiculous if it had featured actual superballs instead of the nope-definitely-not-different modern MLB version. A win’s a win, so I suppose it was fun, but it was dumb fun — the equivalent of deciding fuck it, dinner will be this leftover slice of pizza, a bag of Doritos and a dozen hits from a can of Reddi-Whip that I forgot was behind the milk. We won, but if every baseball game was like this one I’d just play videogames instead.

Ready for the New Present

Can your blogger file his recap within the 24-hour window? Well, with an 11 am start he can. Why was the answer even close to know? Because this was the first game of the season I had no desire whatsoever to recap — which for me is usually a sign that I’ve finally accepted that the competitive part of the season is over.

The Nats took care of that by ambushing Seth Lugo in a fifth inning that refused to end. I’d moved on to lunch by that point — what a strange thing an 11 am start is — and so watched the horror unfold on Gameday, its pantomime unfolding semi-discreetly by my foot. (Hey, when you’re a Mets fan people get used to you staring unhappily at the center of the Earth.) There was a lot of IN PLAY, NO OUT and IN PLAY, RUN(S) and Daniel Murphy renewing his battering of his former mates and by the time it was over it was 6-2 and I needed a white flag to wave with my red white and blue one.

Then there was the battering of various relievers in various innings and by then — about the time a baseball game would normally be coming into focus — we were in the car heading back to New York and hit a reception dead zone in western Connecticut and by the time we came out of it the game had reached its merciful conclusion.

Greg made an interesting point yesterday that I thought aptly captured a way he and I are different fans. Obviously we’re both keenly interested in the Mets’ past — that’s the foundation of what we do here. But then we part ways. “I find the future overrated,” Greg wrote of excitement for trades retooling (or rebuilding) by swapping veterans for prospects. “I value the present in summer, no matter how quickly summer tends to fade.”

I’m wired a bit differently. Unless a milestone or a postseason berth is in sight, I’m most excited by the future. Who will be the next Met to join The Holy Books? Who’s the potential answer at whatever position is afflicting us with troubles, and is that player ready to try his hand in the big leagues?

Sometimes those questions are a byproduct of dissatisfaction, of feeling that it’s not working and so should all be torn down. But more often it’s subtler than that — I’m eager to see new protagonists join the Mets’ long story, and to watch them transform from downy rookies trying not to beam as the ball struck for that first big-league hit is excused from play to cool-eyed regulars to grizzled veterans to role players hoping for a last few bright days in autumn. As I get older, that process seems stuck on fast-forward: I buy a ticket to watch David Wright make his debut against the Expos, then blink my eyes and find David Wright is the franchise hits leader, we’re all hoping for another comeback, and the Expos no longer exist.

This will be true of Amed Rosario and Dom Smith and some Double-A guy I haven’t heard of but will scout avidly once he arrives as the other half of the departure of Jay Bruce, or Curtis Granderson, or Addison Reed. The story will continue, with new vessels filled with old hopes, and the future will become a new present that echoes the ever-advancing past.

Seth Lugo looks uncannily like Jason Isringhausen, as if he’s his professional reincarnation. In a way he is, or might turn out to be — the facial resemblance is just an easy reminder. Some kid pinging doubles with an aluminum bat on a high-school field will grow up, arrive and remind me of T.J. Rivera, just as Rivera reminds me of Daniel Murphy. Perhaps by then Rivera will have gone Full Murph and be killing the Mets as a Braves regular. Or maybe he’ll have gone for Alternate-Universe Murph and have just passed Jose Reyes for second on the all-time franchise hits list while inspiring less-successful team efforts to convert uncertain infielders to corner outfield spots. Maybe Rivera will be losing hits because he’s arriving at first a step later than in the mid-teens — in which case I’m sure I’ll be privately auditioning a Binghamton Rumble Pony or Brooklyn Cyclone or St. Lucie Tebow as his desired replacement.

We root for laundry, it’s been said. I always thought that was clever but hollow. Most guys who don the orange and blue begin bearing my allegiance, yes. But the laundry’s the start of the relationship, not the entirety of it. Seeing what players make of that laundry, and how their contributions echo those that have come before, is what keeps me tuning in and stashing cellphones by my foot, even when the standings bring ill tidings and the calendar ceases to comfort.

Summer Blockbuster Goes Awry

It’s 10½ games to first place, we got one healthy starting outfielder, half a season, it’s morning, and we have a game before noon.
—Elwood Blues, if he were a Mets fan

Saturday afternoon, shortly past 2:10 PM Metropolitan Promotional Time, I entered Citi Field clutching an Asdrubal Cabrera bobblehead and overcome by a vision. In my mind, it was September, it was dark and I was entering the same building for a game to be named later. The vision lasted only an instant, but it was richly textured and deeply moving. Somebody in my vision said to me, “Let’s Go Mets!” not randomly but purposefully, for in my vision, in this coming September, the Mets were in a race like the one they ran in 2016, like the one they ran in 1973, like the ones they’ve run in other Septembers to lesser effect. Yes, “Let’s Go Mets!” as in let’s keep this thing going, the way we do when we have a chance that builds day by day, night by night, week by week until it’s the last month of a season we couldn’t bring ourselves to write off and now, in that last month, we’re closing in on something either incredibly rewarding or horribly heartbreaking, but we surely know we’re living the experience. Destiny, my vision said, was planning a rendezvous with us not that many dozens of games up the road. Let’s Go Mets! Let’s keep this thing going.

Several hours later, I was a prophet. The Mets played as dim a game as they could and won anyway. They made three fielding errors, at least as many baserunning miscues and trailed by exactly as many runs in the bottom of the seventh. Then they scored four to take the lead, the last two of them on a home run by Cabrera, who looked more like the Cabrera who inspired the bobblehead than the bobblehead does. Then there was rain and a rain delay and a double rainbow. Why shouldn’t have there been a double rainbow? The Mets had stroked six doubles already. The tarp came off and the Mets proceeded to win, 7-6, directly after winning, 2-1, a pair of completely dissimilar one-run wins whose only common element was the Mets coming out barely yet definitively ahead, picking up ground, pushing through June, breaking into July, making me believe, albeit from a significant distance, that September might not be spiritually postponed this year. I actually heard myself exclaim softly but firmly upon exiting the damp yet sunny Promenade, “Only four games under!”

I enjoyed that. It may be the most I enjoy the Mets in 2017. It’s Tuesday morning now, somehow almost start time for another game. First place has grown only further from reach since Saturday. September seems impossible to imagine in any sense, but you know it’s coming. The Fourth of July always embeds a tinge of sadness for me. We strive throughout winter to get to spring (or Spring) and we strive through spring to get to summer. Nothing is more summer than the Fourth of July. And when it’s over? In a blink, there’s the All-Star break, the opening of football training camps and back-to-school sales. In other words, fall and winter. The Mets will go on until October, but there’s a difference between the journey of a legitimate dreamer and the road to nowhere.

After Monday night, I have a pretty good sense of where the Mets’ road leads. Not that I didn’t before Saturday’s vision, but, gosh, what a nice dream it was.

Anyway, the Mets lost, 3-2, on Monday night. They and the Washington Nationals, each wearing uniforms the spirit of George M. Cohan got sick all over, engaged in a scoreless duel — Steven Matz matching zeroes with Stephen Strasburg for seven innings — as if the two teams were above the same fold in the standings. At first, it was frustrating. The Mets had one big bases-loaded chance, in the fourth, but couldn’t convert it. Matz was learning what it means to be an outstanding starting pitcher for the New York Mets…it means performing brilliantly without any offensive support whatsoever. Soon, though, it was scintillating. This was autumnal in nature in July, Darling v. Tudor, compelling you to wonder who, if anybody, will blink first. You waited for the clock to strike not midnight, but 10:44 CDT, if you know your historical cues.

The Steves took their leave as starters will in modern times. They both went seven until the managers went to their bullpens. The Mets’ is shaky. The Nationals’ is downright dangerous to their own health. National relief pitching, really, is the most fungible asset our dreamscape has to offer. Yeah, we have to get healthy and get better and generally get our bobbleheads out of our bobbleasses, but half the battle is waiting for a parade of Washington arms to blow one- and two-run leads. Give us that and, theoretically, we’ll pounce. Usually we have to wait for the out-of-town scoreboard to tell us something’s gone off the rails in our nation’s capital (in the baseball sense, that is). Monday night we could engineer the sabotage ourselves. We came real close in the eighth, too, when Brandon Nimmo, starting center fielder of last resort, sped from second to home on a long-enough hit to left by Jose Reyes, pausing maybe to process a tentative “GO” sign from the Hamlet of third base coaches, Glenn Sherlock. Whether that slowed Nimmo down or he was just beat by a good throw, I couldn’t say for sure. I could say the Mets had a great chance at blowing up the Nationals’ pen and failed to hit the plunger.

As mentioned, the Mets’ pen is shaky, so who are we to snicker at anybody else’s? Jerry Blevins, erstwhile in his dependability, is going through his rough patch, picking the wrong time and opponent for such a detour. Righty-swinging Michael Taylor took lefty-throwing Blevins disturbingly deep in the bottom of the eighth to put the Nats up, 2-0. The only saving grace was a baseball would necessarily be placed in the hands of one or more Nationals relievers in the ninth.

Against acting closer Sammy Solis, T.J. Rivera, as T.J. Rivera seems to often, reached base. He singled with one out. Lucas Duda, unfortunately, did nothing comparable. Lucas took apparent ball four for called strike three, per the interpretive stylings of Paul Nauert, ball cop. (Monday was an all-around great day for MLB umpiring.) Having gotten to the doorstep of victory with Solis, Dusty Baker made a change, bringing in the next acting closer, Matt Albers. Terry Collins countered with Curtis Granderson, who some idiot recently mentioned never gets hurt, which was true until suddenly Grandy’s hip started acting up. Curtis was deemed well enough to bat. Would he be well enough to hit?

Two strikes in, he didn’t look too well. But on the third pitch, it was the Nationals’ bullpen that reminded us of the importance of health coverage for all. They suffered their usual chronic pain when Grandy, aches and all, swung and sent an Albers delivery all the way into the first row of the right field seats. The Mets had tied the game at two. The flicker of the dream that summer hadn’t arrived only to end prematurely suddenly had a spark. If the Mets could tie these Nationals, the Mets could beat these Nationals. If the Mets could beat these Nationals, they could beat them again. They could gain ground. They could edge closer and closer. They and we could get to September, telling one another, “Let’s Go Mets!” like we mean it.

But first, the bottom of the ninth, with Paul Sewald reprising his role as Dale Murray, and Josh Edgin as Kevin Kobel, and Fernando Salas as, well, Fernando Salas. Bottom line: two out, runners on first and third, Salas pitching to Ryan Raburn. Raburn looped a fly ball to short left. Yoenis Cespedes charged in, dove, slid, missed it and rose gingerly. The winning RBI went to Ryan Raburn. The Mets’ left fielder looked like Sam Rayburn, except maybe not as athletic. Yoenis had a hamstring cramp on him. Grandy’s still got that hip to be concerned with. Jay Bruce probably has a trick knee that barks when it gets humid. Our one National League-certified young buck, Michael Conforto, is both an All-Star and currently disabled. Collins demanded a replay review. Perhaps he wanted the crew in Chelsea to see what his life has become.

Washington, a city of Northern charm, Southern efficiency and no bullpen whatsoever, stretched its lead over New York another game, which is the way we hopeful New Yorkers might choose to phrase it, but it’s hard to imagine anybody of a National ilk is measuring their season by how far in front they are of the Mets. Only the dreamers see the Mets racing the Nationals, the Rockies or anybody for a playoff berth. The realists are rubbing their hands together in grubby anticipation of magical trades that will exchange crusty veterans for blooming youth. We will sell and contenders will buy, proferring only the finest prospects for all those Mets who couldn’t get it done in unison as Mets, but dangle them properly and watch the bounties we acquire in return. Because that’s how you think when you’re not contending. That’s your dismal summer dream. Some revel in that stuff. I don’t. I find the future overrated. I value the present in summer, no matter how quickly summer tends to fade.

Long before the Metstream media treated “10:35 AM at Forbes Field, July 4, 1969” as new news, Faith and Fear readers knew the Mets play at all hours. Revisit this 2013 exploration of bizarre starting and ending times for a refresher.

The Baseball Gods Say 'No'

Some things you have might have missed in Sunday’s oft-snoozy, quietly weird, ultimately dispiriting loss to the Phillies:

  1. Rafael Montero wasn’t that bad. Yes, the wheels fell off in the second inning for Montero, who has a history of winding up standing forlornly by the side of the road waiting for a wrecker. But Montero was undone primarily by his defense — not in an obvious, what-the-hell-was-that way but in a quieter, that-play-would-have-been-nice-t0-see-made way. For example, you can’t get on Brandon Nimmo for not running down Maikel Franco‘s double that brought in the first two Phillie runs — the ball was off the wall in left-center, and Nimmo belongs in a corner outfield spot. Still, the ball was in the air for a long time, long enough for a better defender to reach. The third run came in on a ball essentially through Asdrubal Cabrera — forgivable since the infield was playing in, but still a play not made. And the fourth run came in on a farcical two-base wild pitch that Rene Rivera simply couldn’t find, a catcher’s nightmare that was a dream come true for surprisingly speedy fellow backstop Andrew Knapp. It sounds like damning with faint praise, but that inning aside Montero was pretty good — aggressive and efficient where he’s often failed to be either.
  2. It’s piling on, but the other three runs were also the product of poor defense: Chasen Bradford went to sleep and failed to cover first on an infield roller and Jose Reyes looked immobile on a ball up the middle. Blecchs all around.
  3. Meanwhile — stop me if you’ve heard this one before — youngster Nick Pivetta rebounded from a terrible start to stymie the Mets, riding a mid-90s fastball and mixing in a sharp slider to keep them off-balance except for a line-drive homer from T.J. Rivera. But he tired in the seventh, walking Jay Bruce to lead off the inning and facing Lucas Duda. The Phils’ bullpen wasn’t ready, and if ever you had a good feeling about being down three runs with one hit on your ledger, it was now. Duda popped a ball up to short center that had trouble written all over it — and, indeed, it popped out of Aaron Altherr‘s glove. Except it then hit Altherr in the shoulder, rolled obligingly down his arm and plopped into his glove behind his back for a crusher of a double play. Sometimes the baseball gods aren’t subtle in signaling that it’s not going to be your day.
  4. Another oddity: the Mets and Phils inflicted a double challenge on their fans. The Phils challenged an apparent 6-4-3 double play, contending that Franco was safe at first. The Mets waited around for the umps to agree, then argued that Nick Williams had roll-blocked Cabrera on the pivot, which should restore the double play. They didn’t win either challenge. Oh the majesty of replay!

You can’t win ’em all, as a philosopher once said. Sometimes that conclusion emerges from an agonizing reversal, a horrific mischance or something unforeseen. And other times everything warns you that’s what the verdict will be.

Moderated by Editor

So the Mets played an amazing game Saturday afternoon, with Asdrubal Cabrera hitting the go-ahead home run on the same day fans took home a bobblehead of him connecting for a walkoff home run against the same team last year, and —

Wait a second. I’m afraid this post has been flagged for review. Because what you’ve written is absurd.

How so?

Jeez, where do I start? How about the cheap theatrics? A guy hitting a go-ahead homer on the same day a giveaway is celebrating what’s pretty much the same thing?

But … that’s what happened! I swear it!

Look, you even have him hitting it against the same team. You’re the one who’s always talking about narratives, right? Can’t you be a little more subtle? More artful?

Look, I’m just the chronicler … the narrator, if you will. I don’t come up with the story myself — I just pass it along and try to give the retelling some structure. If I could determine the outcome of these things, we’d be gunning for the 13th World Series title of the Faith & Fear era.

Did you actually see this miraculous home run?

Well … no.

That doesn’t sound like very good chronicling to me.

I know. But let me explain. See, I’m in Connecticut at my in-laws for the holiday, and the game was taking forever, and we had dinner guests, and the Mets had just fallen behind 6-3 on this tremendous home run by Aaron Altherr

Was it his Bobblehead Day too?

Of course not.

Wait, I had my people review this. It was Tommy Joseph who hit the homer.

Tommy Joseph then. Anyway, it had been a frustrating game, and I kind of figured that was it, and anyway there was this huge bow wave of thunderstorms steaming from the west towards New York, so I knew there would be a rain delay. So I told myself I should go upstairs and be sociable, and I could discreetly check what happened on my phone and maybe slip back downstairs after the rain delay and hope for the best.

So the first time I check my phone the score I’m seeing doesn’t make sense: Mets 7, Phillies 6. That was pretty exciting, so I kept checking, and sneaked off during the rain delay to watch a replay of the Cabrera home run.

The one just like the one last year, you mean?

Yeah. I mean, it was uncanny — it was 20 feet or so to the left of last year’s, but about the same distance. Though of course Asdrubal didn’t punctuate events with an epic bat flip this time, seeing how this time the game wasn’t over.

See, that’s what I mean about subtlety and art. It would be more effective if this second home run of yours were hit to the other field, or clanged off the foul pole.

I suppose, but that’s where it went. And it wasn’t even the first bit of weird parallelism in this game.

Go on.

Well, Zack Wheeler started for the Mets, and he … well, he was Zack Wheeler.

That’s not very descriptive. How will your audience know what that means?

Believe me, they’ll know. It means he was really good — fastball hitting 98, sharp slider as an out pitch — but he was also really inefficient. Like it took him 40 pitches to get through the first two innings. But even then, he might have qualified for the win if not for this unlucky, unfortunate play in the fourth.

With one out T.J. Rivera committed an error at third and then Wheeler walked the next two guys — he wasn’t helped by a really small strike zone — which brought old friend Ty Kelly to the plate. Kelly’s an interesting player and I wish the Mets hadn’t lost him — he can work a count and has good instincts, though he always looks weirdly diffident at the plate, like he’s peeking around the bat. Anyway, Kelly worked the count full and then hit a grounder to Lucas Duda at first.

Duda — who had a really good day at bat and in the field, by the way — snagged it and threw to second for the second out, with Wheeler covering first for the return throw. But Zack took his eye off the ball to check where his foot was and the ball clanked off his glove. So instead of an inning-ending double play and Wheeler having the chance to come out for the fifth with a lead, the Phils had scored two and Terry Collins took Wheeler out.

OK, now I’m listening. That’s the kind of detail you want to make this narrative of yours engaging.

I’m glad you like it. But look, we haven’t gotten to the weird part yet. The Mets tied it up in the bottom of the fourth and then took a one-run lead on a Duda home run into the apple’s housing — I think they ought to call it the apple core, but nobody listens to me — but then the Phils tied it again in the top of the fifth after a two-out walk to Altherr and a throwing error and a Tommy Joseph double–

None of that sounds weird, just really sloppy. Plus you should throw some more protagonists and antagonists in the story, instead of just using Duda, Joseph and Altherr.

Hey, I chronicle what they give me. You’re right that it wasn’t exactly a baseball showcase. But here’s the weird part. In the bottom of the fifth Cabrera came up with the bases loaded —

The home-run guy? Can’t you use somebody else there?

I keep telling you that’s not how it works. Cabrera came up with the bases loaded and one out and smacked a grounder to Joseph at first, who threw to the shortstop and then back to Jeremy Hellickson, the Philadelphia pitcher, covering first. Hellickson took his eye off the ball to check where his foot was, and —

Let me guess, the ball clanked off his glove.

Nope. He caught it, no muss no fuss, and the Mets were turned aside. It was the exact same play where things went wrong for Wheeler — the two pitchers moved their gloves the exact same way, looked down the exact same way, were short of the bag and had to reposition a foot the exact same way. Except one guy caught the ball and the other guy didn’t.

Well, that’s not exactly parallelism, is it? Why do we need that detail?

Because it’s a reminder of how baseball turns on little things, and those little things are often somewhere between capricious and cruel. I think that’s something we need to keep in mind as fans — how thin the line is between success and failure.

All right, noted. So it seems like we’re up to the home runs you were telling me about — the one by this Joseph guy and the one by your pal Cabrera. What happened after that?

Well, there was the rain delay, and then Addison Reed was called on for a four-out save.

And did he get it?

Would you let me tell the story? He did, but it wasn’t easy. Altherr led off the ninth with a double — one that hit off the freaking orange line just above Jay Bruce‘s head.

Yikes! That’s dramatic! But once again, c’mon. Altherr again?

Sorry, but it was him. Leadoff double, but Reed held the line: flyout to center, grounder to first that moved Altherr to third, pop-up to right and the Mets had won.

Hmm. Well, that’s a feel-good ending.

It was! I wish they all were, but this one definitely was. Oh, and there’s one more thing I want to include. After the storm rolled through, there was a rainbow over Citi Field. It was beautiful.

That’s ham-handed — we really need to talk about subtlety in these write-ups of yours — but I agree that’s beautiful. So look, I still think you need a bigger cast of characters and a little lighter hand with the parallelism — the matching home runs and the two double plays and stuff like that. But this is good material and an OK first draft. So work on it some more and we’ll see…

Oh wait, it was a double rainbow.

You’re killing me here. Fine, write whatever you want.

I will! That was the game that brought the Mets to within four games of .500, and started their long climb back to the playoffs and then —

Let’s not go crazy.

Fine. I’ll settle for the nutty home run and how much fun it all was. But the double rainbow stays.

Baseball Like It Taut’a Be

Some games words filter into your brain. The word of the night Friday was “taut,” as in nice and tight, the way you’d figure someone who intermittently devotes himself to baseball as something of an academic discipline would like it. Give a student of the game a 2-1 affair won by his favorite team and played in 2:38, the student will grade it generously.

This one certainly did. I attended Friday’s game in tow with the Society of American Baseball Research. SABR’s annual convention is in New York this summer. It’s like fleet week, except instead of naval uniforms everywhere you go, you’re surrounded by men in vaguely ironic Ebbets Field Flannels purchases, at least in the vicinity of the Grand Hyatt. Most of the SABR buzz is over on the East Side, but every year they take in a ballgame in their host city, and this year the venue was Citi Field. It was my first national SABR event, a worthwhile expansion of my usual membership activity, which is generally confined to accessing the Sporting News archives as needed and skimming the weekly e-mail newsletter.

Lest you infer SABR has rigorous admission standards, it works like this: you sign up, you pay a reasonable amount in annual dues and you’re in. I recommend joining if you are intrigued by any of the facets that constitute baseball — and I’m gonna guess you are, given your choice of reading material at this very moment.

The first part of SABR Day at Citi Field commenced at 3 o’clock. This was the ballpark session, the only one I committed to. It entailed showing up at Citi at an hour when somebody stationed by a glass door usually tells you to get lost until later. My expectations were tempered by experience; first national SABR event, perhaps, but 238th regular-season game at Citi Field. Surprisingly, somebody in Flushing actually told somebody else to let us in. We flashed our lanyards at the Stengel entrance, subjected ourselves to the standard security search (lest someone be smuggling inside his backpack a lethal tract on 19th-century bunting) and were directed ever upward to Excelsior. We seated ourselves in the outer left field sections. Scanning of tickets and distribution of Free Shirt Friday apparel would wait.

The Mets furnished a splendid lineup of speakers, though the first one didn’t show. Terry Collins was going to talk to us, but we were told he couldn’t make it. I fantasized he was too busy unconditionally releasing Neil Ramirez, but maybe he was just too tired from the previous night’s late flight from Miami. Pinch-hitting for Terry (we SABR types love to use baseball terms) was Tom Goodwin, who you’ll recognize from those commercials with Curtis Granderson and myriad pats on the butt administered to runners at first.

Goodwin was solid. Coaches are good listens since it’s relatively unusual to hear from them. They’ll talk baseball nuts and bolts with passion. Tim Teufel did that at QBC this winter. Goodwin did it at SABR, except without the winks about what it was really like on the ’86 Mets. “Goody,” as he seems to be known internally, also reminded us David Wright a) still exists; b) is working hard; c) is missed. When Tom was moved to recall how well the lineup clicked down the stretch in 2015 with David batting second between Curtis and Yoenis Cespedes, I was shocked to realize that all that was less than two years ago.

In general — perhaps for positive reinforcement, perhaps for context, given how many of the attendees were from out of town and not walking around day and night conscious of every move the Mets make, every breath the Mets take — “2015” was mentioned an awful lot. I remember “1969” being mentioned an awful lot deep into the 1970s, as if to say “you know, we won something once, we might win something again.” Two years ago may or may not be a long time. I’ll have to do some baseball research on that.

The next talk was conducted by three Mets broadcasters: Wayne Randazzo (with a mic so faulty that the jets overhead couldn’t hear themselves roar), Steve Gelbs and Josh Lewin. Each of them was terrific. Josh introduced himself and added for those who didn’t already know, “Howie Rose is my spirit animal.” This is why we love Josh Lewin. I like Gelbs and Randazzo quite a bit, too, two young-ish men who have really grown over the last few seasons. (You can tell I’m edging into the prime SABR demographic when I use that kind of senior-discount language.) They all attested to the intense nature of the New York market, where people like us will point out instantly that uh, maybe what you said on the air wasn’t what you meant to say, here’s what you should’ve said. Wayne is from and has worked in Chicago and said there’s no comparison. Steve noted that on the Mets’ recent trip to Phoenix, there were two people at Chip Hale’s press briefing, “and one of them was Chip Hale.” They all embrace our market, though, and I embrace that they’re here.

At four, the announcers hustled downstairs to Collins’s presser — where there were more than two people and Neil Ramirez’s unconditional release was not announced — and Sandy Alderson took center stage. Seven seasons in, Sandy has reached that Terry stage of I can’t imagine anybody else in his role. A little success (did you know the Mets played in the 2015 World Series?) goes a long way, even in hard, unforgiving New York. Alderson always conducts good Q&A. He doesn’t necessarily tell you all you want to know, but he never doesn’t answer a question. Baseball people love the act of talking baseball, Sandy as much as anybody. It’s not state secrets or classified corporate intelligence. It’s putting the best nine guys on the field. Why not talk it up?

Tim Tebow came up. It wouldn’t have occurred to me to ask, but somebody did. I think Tim Tebow was signed by the Mets so there’s always be something to talk about (perhaps that’s why there are injuries, too). Sandy’s explanation of Tebow was the human embodiment of a shrug emoji. He’s famous, baseball’s entertainment…shrug. There was a delightful nugget thrown in about how if you turn to Tebow’s entry in the 2017 media guide, you’ll see the signing scout listed is James Benesh. James Benesh handles merchandising.

This is hilarious if you’re at a SABR meeting. Sandy knows his audience. He also mentioned calling the Braves and inquiring about Bartolo Colon. Well, their excess Bartolo Colon bobbleheads. (Also hilarious.) Sandy didn’t counter Goody’s portrait of David Wright as salt of the earth, but didn’t sound the least bit optimistic that he’d be playing baseball for the Mets this year. He couldn’t say whether Colon would be and didn’t go any further on projecting Tebow’s short-term future besides suggesting tickets for St. Lucie Mets games are now on sale.

Hard to follow Sandy Alderson into the spotlight, but there was one more group up for the challenge, consisting of assistant hitting coach Pat Roessler and analytics aces T.J. Barra and Joe Lefkowitz. Did you know the Mets send somebody from their analytics staff on every road trip so as to apply data to action? Or that players will nowadays ask to see data to support their coaches’ assertions on how they should approach an outside pitch? I didn’t until these fellas shared those tidbits.

We got two fine hours of SABR-catering, then our tickets scanned in a sane matter (they did it on Excelsior), then not one but two Free Shirt Friday shirts (Cespedes plus some Reyes overstock that perhaps the Braves would be interested in; Roessler was wearing one), then two hours to mingle. I got to meet if not my spirit animal then my fellow USF Bull Dirk Lammers, keeper of nonohitters.com and author of a book exploring all of Baseball’s No-Hit Wonders. Dirk and I were editors on our college paper in adjacent decades and are lifelong Mets fans. It was like we’ve known each forever. SABR will bring types like us together.

Then, if you registered for their convention in an ad hoc manner as I did, SABR will keep you apart during the taut game to follow. While Dirk, his lovely wife and others I either already knew well or was just getting to know were sitting over in Section 140, I was ensconced in Section 142. It was random, but it was all right. Those sections are the Big Apple seats or the Apple Orchard or perhaps sponsored by a hard cider purveyor. I’ve only recently gotten out of the habit of calling Excelsior the Caesars Club. You usually notice this center field seating area when The 7 Line Army takes over. They wave thunder sticks and make noise that would drown out Wayne Randazzo’s faulty mic. We paged through our 19th-century bunting tracts. Nah, that’s not true, but a national SABR gathering will be non-denominational, or at least catholic with a small ‘c’ in its alignment. Some Mets fans, but also some Phillies fans, a Dodger fan who once read Cespedes bounces around so much “because he’s a clubhouse lawyer,” and folks from all over with allegiances to match. Dirk’s from New Jersey but lives in South Dakota now.

I spent most of the nine innings with Howie and Josh in my ears. They convinced me (along with my eyes from 420 or so feet away) that Jacob deGrom was perhaps crafting something special. They made me believe a new chapter to Dirk’s book was possible Friday night. Curtis Granderson, whom Goodwin really likes and not just in commercials, put an end to that. As horrifying as it was, it was fascinating to watch from just beyond the center field fence the center fielder not catch a catchable ball. I’ve trained myself to watch the fielder, not the ball, but that’s usually from seats in foul territory. Here I was behind Curtis, so when I saw Andrew Knapp’s fifth-inning fly ball soar, I watched Curtis. OK, Curtis has got it…wait, why isn’t Curtis catching it? It was because Curtis didn’t got, er, get it. He misjudged it in a sky where, to be honest, I lost track of it immediately.

Knapp’s harmless fly fell in for a spiteful triple, which became the first hit deGrom gave up. It became a run when Jacob gave up a second hit, to former local sensation Ty Kelly. The only positive, besides not driving myself crazy with superstition for the next four innings (I wouldn’t have eventually grabbed a seat near Dirk & Co. if a zero was still in play under the hit column), was noticing Cespedes come over and give Curtis a consoling Goodwin-type pat on the butt. Not a clubhouse lawyer move, but the mark of a good teammate, I assume.

Otherwise, ouch. But not too bad an ouch, because the Mets took early advantage of Ben Lively’s early lack of tautness to post two runs. Should’ve been more, but they turned out to be enough. In center, I could hear Jose’s fourth-inning triple, both the ball and Odubel Herrera slam off the fence. (I could also hear every reliever thump the ball into his catcher’s mitt. Even Neil Ramirez sounded devastating.) I thought the Mets would take Lively apart, but he lived until the seventh. DeGrom, meanwhile, was barely bothered by the Phillies after the Grandy snafu, striking out twelve and allowing only one other hit. He and Lively dueled as pitchers used to, though not for as long as pitchers used to. Surely there’s some SABR research on that.

Relievers not named Ramirez took over and kept the game nice and tight until it ended 2-1 in 2:38, a metric I harp on because I figured it would allow me to make the 10:19 at Woodside. And it did, even though I walked much more slowly than usual to the 7 Super Express in deference to my new out-of-town pals who hadn’t been informed of how we step lively after we’ve stepped all over Lively, especially when catching a train is at stake.

They’ll learn. SABR teaches you plenty.

The One Where Stuff Happened

The Mets don’t lead the league in much, but they’re at least a wild-card contender in keeping us guessing, having concluded their road trip with a Rorschach record of 5-5.

That’s five to go in the They Rebounded From Getting Blitzed and Got Themselves Together on the Road So There’s Hope column (you may label this one differently, of course), and five to go in the They Got the Stuffing Beat Out of Them and Didn’t Even Look Like a Big-League Team column. Which adds up to a collective shrug and a quick turnaround to Citi Field, where the Phillies await.

Before leaving Miami at an absurdly late hour, the Mets had one final game to play against the Marlins. It was an odd one — a stop-start affair that felt like three different games grafted together. First came the laugher, with Jay Bruce and T.J. Rivera beating up on Jose Urena. Then came a long, draggy stretch in which everything took forever. And finally we got a spasm of worry, as the Marlins staged a two-out rally that would ultimately just be a bunch of noise.

All of that is storytelling, of course — the construction of a narrative around individual pitches and plays. This is how we get ourselves in trouble as amateur baseball analysts, ferreting out imaginary patterns and attributing random events to grit, heart, morality and fate. Still, it’s irresistible — we’re wired for storytelling and use it for everything from describing a mundane day of work/school to secondhand accounts of athletic contests. And since we’re so wired, most baseball games sort themselves easily and readily into premade narrative buckets.

That sounds like a post to be considered with greater leisure during the offseason, but you know what I mean: there’s the Laugher, the Coach Not Taking Us to Tastee-Freez After This Mess, the One Where You Were Out of It After One Pitch, the Thrilling Comeback, the Fizzled Comeback, the Horrible Tortoise-and-the-Hare Loss, the Heart Ripped Out Day of Infamy, the Moral Victory But Still a Loss, the Philosophical Conundrum of Tying It in the Ninth Just to Lose in 12, the All-Time Classic, the One You Knew You Were Going to Lose One Way or Another Eventually, and so on. Last night’s wasn’t any of those — it feinted in various directions but never really settled on any of them.

Sometimes a baseball game’s just a  baseball game, I suppose.

Like any baseball game — or at least any win — it had its pleasures. There was watching Seth Lugo as the antithesis of Rafael Montero, pitching efficiently and aggressively to Giancarlo Stanton & Co. and being rewarded for it, as the reconstituted Mets infield turned two more double plays on the night. There was the instinctively terrific defense of JT Riddle, a young shortstop who looks like he’ll be the next Marlin to make us grind our teeth in helpless agony. There was the big triple by the generically handsome Matt Reynolds — described perfectly by one Twitter wag as looking “like one of the teammates with no lines in a baseball movie” — that would push the Marlins back to a more comfortable distance.

Not a particularly memorable baseball game, but one that was just fine for a warm June night. And perhaps that’s its own narrative bucket.