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Faith and Fear in Flushing made its debut on Feb. 16, 2005, the brainchild of two longtime friends and lifelong Met fans.

Greg Prince discovered the Mets when he was 6, during the magical summer of 1969. He is a Long Island-based writer, editor and communications consultant. Contact him here.

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They Come From Buffalo

The Mets having their top farm club where they do now puts me in mind of a very old joke that makes me laugh every time I think of it (no offense to any readers with roots or relatives there).

“I come from Buffalo.”

“Oh yeah? I come from normal parents.”

Saturday night Keith Hernandez mentioned his parents were married in Houston, at home plate of old Buff Stadium, home of the Houston Buffs, or Buffaloes. Keith's dad, the one we always heard was adjusting his swing for him as a Met by watching how much of his “17” he could see via satellite, was a Texas Leaguer in the 1940s.

Keith just throws stuff like that out there the way you or I might say, “You know, I stopped to tie my shoes today. And then I tied them so I wouldn't have to tie them again.” Keith's dad came up a topic of conversation in the days when Keith was becoming a legend in New York. He used to play ball, it was said; he had contacts in the game who told him not to leave the Mets after 1983, that they were loaded on the farm. But when Keith springs the details on you, it seems so mind-blowing, probably because nothing about Keith seems like a big deal to Keith.

So you might say Keith Hernandez comes from Buffalo — as have far too many 2009 Mets. But while Mex was revealing himself a little bit Tex, the latest Bison to stampede onto our team and into our hearts was creating his own legend…in Houston, no less.

Jonathon Niese is too young to have sepia-toned stories. He's 22, born, as Gary Cohen reminded us, on October 27, 1986 (as if we could forget the significance). His name comes up now and again as the prospect the Mets will need to trade to acquire whoever's hot and likely unattainable. You wouldn't hesitate to trade Jonathon Niese for Roy Halladay if the offer was actually made, but a Saturday night romp like that we just experienced you wouldn't be so quick to trade for anything.

When Met victories have become Honus Wagner T-206 rare, you sort of don't want to let them go for anything.

Niese the erstwhile Bison emerged a fully-grown Met and pitched seven brilliant innings. Murphy the accidental cleanup hitter (I assumed it was a typographical error) doubled twice — not just in the same week, but in the same game. The only ball Jeff Francoeur lost was one thrown by an Astro pitcher, not hit by an opposing batter. Omir Santos pushed his home run total (6) near his uniform number (9), which gave David Wright the impetus to become the first Met to actually outhomer the number on his shirt in 2009. It took 96 games, but No. 5 has 6 homers.

Even if he had to tie Omir Santos on July 25 to do it.

The Mets have been sad more often than silly this season. They continued to show their farcical ways by waiting until practically the last minute to clear room for Niese by disabling Gary Sheffield despite a) insisting all that ailed Sheff was a cramp from eight days prior and b) indicating Gary was on his way back to the lineup any minute now. Sheffield wasn't immediately happy with the decision. Who would be? But when you win 10-3, all the funhouse nonsense dissipates into joyful background noise.

Niese was a winner in the majors for the first time since Shea Stadium's pretzels were deemed precious cargo. Our hitters took advantage of the only outfield walls more inane than Citi Field's. And Keith Hernandez told a story about his dad who did what he had to do to be a Buff.

Well, yeah. He's Keith Hernandez.

Because you can never get enough Keith, get more Keith, in the form of Shea Good-Bye: The Untold Inside Story of the Historic 2008 Season, written with Matt Silverman, here.

You Wanna Believe

I just looked at the Wild Card standings.

Colorado and San Francisco are tied for first.

Chicago and Houston are 2 behind.

Atlanta and Florida are 2½ behind.

Milwaukee is 4 behind.

And then you have the Mets, tied for eighth with the Reds, 7½ back.

In other seasons, maybe even this season not that long ago, I would have processed this information and divined a path for progress. The Mets, I would have thought, have an opportunity to pick up ground on the Astros this weekend. Then they have four with the Rockies. if the Rockies and Giants split the next two and the Mets win both remaining games from the Astros, we go in 6½ out of first, provided the Cubs don’t win their next two from the Reds. Then we have a clear shot at the co-leaders in our own ballpark. If we win three of four, we could finish that series 4½ back. Maybe the Cubs or one of the other teams would pass Colorado in there, but the point is we’d be closer to the top and gathering momentum. Then Friday is the trade deadline, and Reyes is supposed to be getting closer, and two months would remain, and…

The fact that I can roll out this fantasy scenario means I was thinking like this in spite of overwhelming reality very recently. But it is a fantasy. I understand that. I haven’t taken these Mets seriously in form or function for weeks. Yet I see 7½ and I see the first-place team in our ad hoc division having to make the trip to Flushing, and I don’t see where the Rockies or any of those ahead of us for the Wild Card seem all that imposing, and the instinct kicks in: Here’s our chance.

We have no chance. We all know that. I know that. We know it because we have mostly bad players who don’t play up to their limited abilities. I’m pretty sure I’ve known it in my considerable gut since that series in April at St. Louis, back when we had Delgado, Reyes and Beltran but were playing like Moe, Larry and Curly anyway. I knew it, I’m pretty sure, even in the halcyon days of May when we went 19-9, 8-1 of that against then pitiful Pittsburgh, Washington and Florida and 11-8 versus quality opponents.

I’ve never been one to throw back wins for lack of verve and panache, but it struck me even when we were pouring it on against the Giants and pulling two straight out of thin air at Fenway that we seemed far less than crisp despite being repeatedly victorious. I kept thinking of the Mets in terms of what Lorraine Bracco said in Goodfellas regarding the appearance of the mob wives she met.

They had bad skin and wore too much makeup. They didn’t look very good.

That was us, thrown together and cheap. Wright, Beltran and Sheffield were hot for a spell. Santos had some magic in his bat. Liván Hernandez’s tank was full. Johan was often Johan and nothing was wrong with K-Rod. But it wasn’t really clicking. We needed copious helpings of luck, like with the instant replays on the home runs (not that they were wrong) or a terrible call to go our way as they did the one game we won against the Braves at Citi Field (not they we aren’t cosmically owed a few). We basically fell on top of the lousy teams in May and held serve against the better ones — except for the Dodgers in L.A., where we embarrassed ourselves as we did in St. Louis the month before. The Dodgers, like the Cardinals, were a good team that didn’t seem that great. Yet we looked dreadful by comparison.

A lot of pantsuits and double-knits.

We ended May 28-21, a half-game out of first in the East, yet I didn’t believe it was going to last, injuries or no injuries. Since then, in a span of almost exactly as many games, we have gone 16-30. That’s the team we are now, no matter who we play. We’re as close as we are to Colorado and San Francisco only because we overcame our early and ongoing ineptitude by bonking the Nats, Bucs and Fish over the head as we did in May. We shouldn’t be 7½ out of the Wild Card lead in late July. We shouldn’t be within 15 games of a playoff spot.

But at this relatively late date, we are within what is usually at the very least dreaming if not exactly striking distance of contention. Give me the team we were in April and May, glaring flaws and all, and I’d look at the schedule ahead and find a way with a semi-straight face. I’ve studied viability (having a real chance) and plausibility (clinging to the notion that if everything goes right for us and wrong for everybody else we may very well have a real chance) where this team sits in historical Met context. We had a worse record at this juncture in 2001 and were further back yet made a spirited race of it. We had a worse record at this juncture in 1973 and were further back yet crafted of the one the great finishes of all time.

Well, in 2009, we ceased being viable once we were swept by the Yankees. We lost a ton of plausibility when we were swept a week later by the Phillies. We’ve been reeling ever since. If we seem remotely plausible — and given our alternately inept and lifeless motion-going, we don’t — it’s because we’re behind by a not altogether daunting amount that’s been scaled before with this much time left on the clock and there’s no obvious powerhouse among the legitimate Wild Card contenders. At the moment, we’re not actually one of them. But one can always dream.

As demonstrated definitively yet again Friday night in Houston, that’s the only way these Mets are going anywhere besides down the rest of this year.

Better seasons and a few that were worse, somehow, than this one get their due in Faith and Fear in Flushing: An Intense Personal History of the New York Mets is available from Amazon, Barnes & Noble or a bookstore near you. Keep in touch and join the discussion on Facebook.

Rickey and Jesse Would Always Know How to Survive

Welcome to Flashback Friday: I Saw The Decade End, a milestone-anniversary salute to the New York Mets of 1969, 1979, 1989 and 1999. Each week, we immerse ourselves in or at least touch upon something that transpired within the Metsian realm 40, 30, 20 or 10 years ago. Amazin’ or not, here it comes.

How did they miss each other? How is it possible that two men who played in the majors for the same 25-season span for 9 franchises apiece (4 of them in common), never took the field as teammates? In an era when players began to move with unprecedented alacrity, nobody seemed to move as much or as often — particularly toward the end — as these two. But at no time were Rickey Henderson and Jesse Orosco officially teammates.

And although both came to the bigs in 1979 and both plied their craft through 2003, they faced each other only six times. Jesse threw with his left arm. So did Rickey, but he batted righthanded. When Jesse was in his closer prime, he was in a different league from Rickey. When they overlapped, Jesse had morphed into a specialist. After a while, that’s what Rickey was, too. Jesse was hired to retire lefties. Rickey was hired to get on base and around them as quickly as he could — and never retire if he could help it.

Yet he did retire, or the game retired on him. That’s why, at long last, there will be Rickey Henderson, our Rickey in the magical season of 1999, taking his place in Cooperstown this Sunday, joining (in chronological order per their Met debuts) Richie Ashburn, Duke Snider, Warren Spahn, Yogi Berra, Nolan Ryan, Tom Seaver, Willie Mays, Gary Carter and Eddie Murray as Mets who grace the Baseball Hall of Fame. Nowhere near everybody’s favorite upstate hamlet, unless he happens to be visiting, will be Jesse Orosco.

Rickey began his career with the Oakland Athletics on June 24, 1979. Jesse began his career with the New York Mets on April 5, 1979. Rickey’s final major league game came September 19, 2003 — eight days before Jesse’s. Of a possible 539 votes for the Hall, Rickey received 511. Jesse received 1.

One vote for 24 years of service. One vote for pitching in more games than any other pitcher in the history of baseball. One vote for two All-Star appearances. One vote for closing out two of the most spectacular postseason series ever.

One vote fewer than Jay Bell.

Jesse Orosco’s career received 1/511th the support of Rickey Henderson’s and virtually no respect from Hall of Fame voters. I’m not going to tell you Rickey and Jesse should be going into Cooperstown as a tandem. I do wonder, though, how someone who pitched in 1,252 separate games across four different decades, surpassing the previous recordholder (Dennis Eckersley, himself a Hall of Famer) by 181 appearances, registered almost an asterisk in the balloting, but I understand that merely showing up isn’t all that marks you immortal. True, Jesse played five seasons with a man celebrated far and wide for his ability to show up relentlessly, but Cal Ripken wrapped a few other achievements in there as well.

Thing is Ripken, who played a long time, didn’t play as long as Jesse. Ripken broke in more than two years after Jesse had and went away two years before Jesse did. Even Rickey, as eternal as Rickey was and would be if he had his way, showed up to The Show a bit later and left a touch earlier.

Jesse arrived early and stayed almost forever. While Rickey had to sniff around for baseball-playing opportunities once the Dodgers let him go after 2003 (he was a Newark Bear — for the second time — in ’04, a San Diego Surf Dawg in ’05), Jesse walked away while still in demand. His last pitch was thrown as a Twin, but the Diamondbacks signed him after that. He could have kept facing lefties in the desert as he approached 47; the dry air might have done him good. But he gave it up in January 2004, lacking “the excitement in me to get going” for another spring and another summer.

The getting going got going thirty years ago this past April when Met manager Joe Torre (then 38) called on him on Opening Day at Wrigley Field to quell a Cub uprising with two out in the ninth. He faced one batter, who flied to right to end the game.

That batter was Bill Buckner.

Buckner, of course, would set the stage for what became the defining moment of Jesse’s career. No Buckner failing to bend from the knees in Game Six, no Jesse triumphantly dropping to his knees in Game Seven. Come to think of it, Jesse pitched in Game Six, too. Faced one batter, to extract the Mets from a jam in the eighth. That batter flied to center.

That batter was Bill Buckner.

Both Buckner and Jesse, incidentally, drove in exactly one run in the 1986 World Series. Jesse’s eighth-inning single in Game Seven, chasing home Ray Knight, was the last RBI he’d ever record despite pitching another 17 seasons.

Jesse began a four-decade career by retiring a four-decade player himself (Buckner came up in 1969 and lasted to 1990). He ended it by striking out Warren Morris of the Tigers in the ninth inning on September 27, 2003 at Comerica Park, which sounds like a perfect ending, except Morris swung at a wild pitch and Alex Sanchez, who had walked and stolen second and third, scored to give Detroit its 42nd win of the season, thus avoiding, in the 161st game of the year, tying the 1962 Mets’ record for futility. They won that Saturday, they’d win that Sunday, they wouldn’t lose 120.

Thus, in his way, Jesse not only preserved history for the best Mets team ever by locking down the 1986 world championship, he helped ensure the worst Mets team ever would maintain its statistical niche. As for Warren Morris, he went 1-for-5 as a Pirate against the Mets on July 27, 1999…against the Mercury Mets, whose leadoff hitter was Rickey Henderson. Because the Mets embraced the Century 21 promotional weirdness like no other team (as if you’ve forgotten, it was Turn The Clock Ahead Night, allegedly to 2021), Rickey was portrayed on DiamondVision with three eyes.

The third was in his forehead.

Rickey didn’t care for three eyes. Rickey didn’t care for the Space Age togs either: “We’ll look like Bozo the Clown out there.” Rickey went 0-for-3 in the Mercury Mets’ only game ever, a 5-1 loss to the earthbound Bucs (winning pitcher Kris Benson, losing pitcher Orel Hershiser; the two would meet again with far more celestial stakes in the balance that October 3). Rickey departed Mercury in a double-switch, replaced by Melvin Mora…something else Rickey eventually wouldn’t care for. But Rickey, at 40, was vintage Rickey for the New York Mets in 1999. As Dave Anderson noted in the Times after the original Futures game, he was as hot as the planet closest to the sun, “playing lately as if he would still be leading off in 2021.”

Rickey being Rickey, that didn’t last. Oh, the numbers held steady through 1999. He was batting .315 when the Mercury Mets burned up on re-entry, and he was batting .315 when the season was over. On October 4, in the Mets’ final regular-season game of the 20th century, Rickey led off, singled and scored on Edgardo Alfonzo’s home run. Just like that, the Mets led the Reds 2-0 in the play-in that would determine the National League Wild Card. Rickey added a homer of his own in the fifth, extending Al Leiter’s lead to 4-0. The Mets would win 5-0, go the playoffs and Rickey would shine…for a while.

There are two realities to Rickey Henderson’s lone October with the Mets.

He was brilliant.

He was maddening.

In four games against the Diamondbacks in the League Division Series, Rickey came to the plate 18 times, walked three times and collected six singles. That’s a .500 on base percentage. He scored five runs in four games. He attempted six steals and he was successful six times. Six stolen bases are a division series record. That’s the Rickey Henderson the Mets signed. Rickey was the leadoff hitter in 1999 who the Mets lacked in 1998 when Brian McRae, Tony Phillips and eleven others proved unequal to the task. The task of leading off was invented to be carried out by Rickey Henderson. In his 21st season in the majors, Rickey did what Rickey always did: he got on (.423 OBP), he stole (37 times) and he scored (89 runs in 121 games). When MLB rolled out as many of its living hundred candidates for the All-Century Team at the 1999 All-Star Game, two of the honorees wore a Mets cap: Tom Seaver and Rickey Henderson. Rickey was already a legend. He was brilliant.

It was in the fouth game of the Arizona series, however, when the Mets were reminded of the mixed bag that was Rickey Henderson. With Leiter cradling a 2-1 lead starting the eighth inning of the potential LDS clincher, Bobby Valentine opted for younger legs and better arm for defense in left, removing Henderson (who had made the last out of the seventh) for Mora. Word was Rickey didn’t like being removed from such a tight and important affair. It wasn’t a big deal in the aftermath of what immediately became known as the Todd Pratt Game — Mora’s peg to nail Jay Bell at the plate to end the eighth was also one of many details glossed over in the shadow of a walkoff series-winning homer — but it was another sign of Rickey being Rickey, and not in the positive sense. Rickey had taken his time at a couple of inopportune junctures during the season. He turned a triple into a double on the Jack Murphy Stadium basepaths in August; he did not try particularly hard to beat out a DP grounder at the Vet in September. Now he was said to be sulking. That’s the Rickey who came with an expiration date, as if there was only so much good to be tapped from his brilliance before it and he soured. He was brilliant. But he was maddening.

The two realities of Rickey manifested themselves in the greatest game any Mets team ever lost or maybe even played, the 10-9 defeat to the Braves in the sixth game of the 1999 National League Championship Series. Henderson was at the heart of the comeback that erased Leiter’s first-inning meltdown (six up, six on, down five). Trailing 7-3 in the top of the seventh, with John Smoltz on to presumably seal the pennant, Rickey doubled home Matt Franco from second; he moved to third on an Alfonzo flyout; he scored on a John Olerud single to make it 7-5. The next batter was Mike Piazza and the next thing Smoltz knew, it was 7-7. The 1999 Mets, a team that personified the impossible comeback, had just come back from impossible circumstances. They tied the Braves.

Who on Earth (or Mercury) with any kind of connection to the Mets could take his two (or three) eyes off this kind of game?

Rickey Henderson, that’s allegedly who. After trotting to his position for the bottom of the eighth, he was pulled in a double-switch, with the Mets at last leading by a run. Rickey wasn’t having it. He was off to the clubhouse, allegedly offended that in an even tighter, even more important affair than the Todd Pratt Game, Bobby decided he didn’t need Rickey. What followed would be the alleged card game heard ’round the world, the Mets pouring their heart out on Ted Turner’s field, Rickey Henderson allegedly playing hearts with Bobby Bonilla.

This was a detail that wouldn’t be glossed over as the Mets went down scuffling in the eleventh inning. Rickey was no longer eligible to play once he was removed. That’s baseball. Keith Hernandez, who was technically still in the game when he made the second out of tenth inning of the the sixth game of the 1986 World Series, made his way to Davey Johnson’s office for one of Gussie Busch’s beverages. While Keith drank and sighed, a rally started. He and those who joined him wouldn’t leave. They couldn’t leave. It’s part of Met lore that Keith and the boys stayed in the manager’s office for luck. It worked. (If Buckner had successfully picked up Mookie’s grounder and beaten him to the bag, forcing an eleventh inning, one can only speculate about what the Mets first baseman, having hit the ol’ Budweiser in the bottom of the tenth, would have done on a little dribbler up the first base line.) Rickey, who has never actually announced his retirement, also retired to the clubhouse amid postseason tension and drama. In one telling of the story, he swears he had the TV tuned to the game and was cheering on “Dotey” (Octavio Dotel, one assumes). Other accounts had him and Bonilla dealing away, oblivious to the action outside and pissing off everybody trudging in from the wars once Kenny Rogers did what he did. Was Rickey being quirky? Or was Rickey being incredibly self-absorbed and unbelieveably unprofessional? It’s all alleged to this day, so maybe it’s all moot.

Rickey was Rickey then and Rickey was Rickey the following season, though not for as long. He turned a triple into a single against the Marlins and everybody had seen enough Rickey. Rickey Henderson would become the only 2000 Met to not recieve a National League championship ring. Even Ryan McGuire (one game in June) was ringed. When the Padres, Rickey’s team du mois in May 2001, came to Shea with Bobby Jones and Bubba Trammell in tow, those two former Mets were presented with their celebratory jewelry. Steve Phillips was asked, what about Rickey, also a Padre, also here last year? Phillips made up something about eligibility extending only to Mets who didn’t compete in the 2000 playoffs with another team. The only 2000 Met who fit that description was Rickey Henderson. Then the GM was asked, you’re still mad at Rickey for jaking it, aren’t you? Phillips said yes.

Rickey was a catalyst for the Mets as he was everywhere. He fired up the offense early and often in 1999. He fired up Roger Cedeño, teaching him several tricks of his trade well enough so Roger, no baseball genius, figured out how to harness his talents and steal a then team record 66 bags. Later, under a new regime, Rickey was forgiven past Met sins and brought in as a special instructor. He instructed Jose Reyes and Reyes began walking as the king of bases on balls instructed him. Eventually, Rickey became the Mets’ first base coach. It was fun for a while, as it was in 1999. Then it ended badly, as it did in 2000.

It ended badly for Jesse Orosco, too, at least as far as we could tell in assessing an ending point. It didn’t begin all that great in 1979 after he got Bill Buckner for that final out on Opening Day. Jesse was 21 years old and clearly not ready. He had come over as a minor leaguer from Minnesota for Jerry Koosman in December ’78. Nobody would have guessed how they’d be linked by one mound and two final outs less than eight years later. Jesse was a Met in ’79 because management was too cheap to employ veterans. Alas, it was too early for Jesse. He failed as a reliever and didn’t do any better as a starter, which he was in his final 1979 appearance against the Reds. In the last inning he pitched for New York that season, the first batter he faced was Ray Knight, the baserunner Jesse drove home with his final-ever RBI. But that, like the Koosman linkage, was far off. Knight singled on June 11, 1979, and three batters later, Jesse was a Tidewater Tide.

He’d stay Virginian for another two years until a September callup when the Mets were involved in a modest travesty known as the second-half pennant race of 1981. That was the year of the strike and resulting split season. The Mets didn’t win the second-half pennant race, but it wasn’t Jesse’s fault. Most notably, he pitched in the last tie the Mets ever played, a 2-2 deadlock at Shea on October 1 versus the Cubs in which he faced former Met Steve Henderson, future Met Pat Tabler and, yup, Bill Buckner.

Jesse wasn’t much good as 1982 unfurled but George Bamberger stuck with him and Jesse became, by year’s end, the only Met who seemed to improve. He succeeded Neil Allen (traded for Hernandez) as closer in ’83 and absolutely blossomed under Frank Howard of all people. He was an All-Star, he was third in the Cy Young voting, he was almost unstoppable. When the Mets commenced to contending in ’84, Jesse’s 31 saves (a franchise best until 1990) were as key as anything else. He was an All-Star for the second time…and the last time despite pitching 19 more seasons.

The worm began to turn in ’85. He was still the closer of record, but closing for the Mets, as seems a requrement of the position, eventually becomes an adventure. The Shea crowd grew impatient. Jesse may have been beloved for what he did in October of ’86 — three wins in the NLCS and the save of saves in the World Series — but he was booed heavily in September of ’86 for blowing a ninth-inning lead to the Expos in a game so crucial that, combined with a Phillie loss the same evening, it kept the Mets’ divisional lead at a paltry 21…with 24 to play.

By 1987, Jesse Orosco was a precursor to Armando Benitez and Aaron Heilman. Mets fans didn’t trust him despite what he’d done in the immediate past and what he was still doing now and then. Unlike the previous jubilant autumn, Jesse’s glove wasn’t the object that flew high in the air until it disappeared from view in ’87. A 3-9 record, a 4.44 ERA and a season-killing home run to Luis Aguayo meant a change of scenery was in order. That December, Jesse was sent to the Dodgers where he spent another championship season (one whose road wound straight through Shea Stadium). Then it would be off to the American League where his career underwent a kind of suspended animation. He’d become the lefty specialist. He’d have things to do, just not very many of them. After 1990 he would never again accumulate more innings than appearances in a single season. His job was to get the lefty out. He did it well enough so that there was always work. On August 17, 1999, Jesse entered a major league game for the 1,072nd time, surpassing Hall of Famer Eckersley who had, three years earlier, surpassed Hall of Famer Hoyt Wilhelm. The Orioles gave him the mini-Ripken treatment, counting off his march to the mark on the Camden Yards warehouse.

Then four months later, on December 10, they packed him up and shipped him off to the Mets for Chuck McElroy.

It had been twelve years since Luis Aguayo, but nobody held that against Jesse Orosco any longer. It had been thirteen years since he struck out Marty Barrett, hit those knees, tossed that glove, hugged that Kid who caught his last strike. All hadn’t been right with the world since October 27, 1986, since Jesse Orosco was closing games for the Mets. Of course it would be a treat to have him back. He had stopped by for an Interleague matchup in ’98 and his Oriole uniform hadn’t prevented a warm ovation from ensuing. Now he’d be on our side. If, at 42, he could neutralize a lefty or two, all the better.

Jesse was wearing No. 47 again. He was introduced at the same press luncheon that gave us Mike Hampton, Derek Bell and that extra Bobby Jones we never quite knew what to do with. It was true, Jesse Orosco from the 1986 Mets was going to be Jesse Orosco on the 2000 Mets.

My mind raced. Jesse Orosco…

Threw that final pitch to Gary Carter. Carter was retired.

Struck out Marty Barrett. Barrett was retired.

Struck out Kevin Bass. Bass was retired.

His infield of record — Ray Knight, Rafael Santana, Wally Backman and Keith Hernandez — had been gone from active duty since 1993. His bullpen buddies Sisk and McDowell were through. So was Sid Fernandez. So was Ron Darling.

My mind raced some more. Jesse Orosco…

He had beaten Ripken to the majors. He had beaten another O’s teammate, Harold Baines, to the majors. Baines had been a star in Chicago, was traded away, had his number retired, came back and moved on. Yet Jesse had been around longer than Harold Baines. And Harold Baines was freaking ancient by December 1999. The man had his uniform number retired by the White Sox already!

He predated and outlasted all kinds of professional sports stars. Dan Marino, John Elway, that whole quarterbacking class of ’83 — all done by the time Jesse would report for Spring Training. Phil Simms…boy, Phil Simms was part of my life forever, from the Sunday in eleventh grade when he took over the Giants QB job until the 49ers ended his career fifteen Januarys later. Jesse was a pro in New York before Simms and was still around long after Simms had become a broadcaster. Joe Montana began quarterbacking in the NFL the same year as Simms. That, too, was after Jesse. And he was also history by 2000.

He was in the process of making the 1979 Mets on March 26 while two schoolboys named Magic Johnson and Larry Bird were competing for the college basketball championship. Ten days after their big dance, Jesse was inducing a harmless fly ball from Bill Buckner. Johnson and Bird wouldn’t join the NBA for many more months. And they’d be done playing well before Jesse’s second tour of duty as a Met would begin.

He was a Met before there was a Stanley Cup on Long Island. Before the WHA was absorbed by the NHL. Before there were New Jersey Devils. Before all that, there was Jesse Orosco of the New York Mets.

He was a Met when no one outside of Arkansas knew of the boy wonder of politics, 32-year-old governor Bill Clinton. He was a Met when George W. Bush, also 32, was 0-1 in elections, having lost a congressional race in Texas the previous November. In December 1999, Bill was president, George was a frontrunner and Jesse was a Met for the second time.

He was a Met when disco had yet to encounter a demolition night, when there were piña coladas but no “Piña Colada Song,” when the greatest hits of the ’70s were still being compiled. Jesse was giving up hits while ABBA was still making them. Now Mamma Mia! was playing in London and Jesse was preparing to pitch just off Broadway.

But enough distractions. The mind raced back to baseball.

How many Rookies of the Year had come along and hung ’em up between Jesse’s first and next pitch? Had anybody heard from Ron Kittle lately? Steve Sax? Todd Worrell? Joe Charboneau? The dreaded Vince Coleman? Not by 1999 they hadn’t.

How many Cy Youngs? How many MVPs? And how many 21st century Mets were going to be able to say the following?

I played with Ed Kranepool.

Jesse Orosco’s first year as a Met was Ed Kranepool’s last. Ed Kranepool played for the Mets in 1962. Ed Kranepool played on the same team as Gil Hodges. Gil Hodges broke in as a Brooklyn Dodger before Jackie Robinson. Jesse Orosco played with a guy who played with a guy who entered baseball when it was segregated, for crissake.

Jesse Orosco played with a guy who was managed by Casey Stengel. Casey Stengel was managed by John McGraw. John McGraw kind of invented baseball.

Jesse Orosco had his first major league paycheck signed off on by somebody whose last name was DeRoulet. When Jesse Orosco warmed up, he could smell whatever Mettle the Mule left on the warning track. His exploits (Jesse’s, not the mule’s) were described by Steve Albert. He had to avoid tripping over the lifeless body of Richie Hebner to get to his locker.

And he played with Ed Kranepool. Jesse Orosco was a 1979 Met in the year 2000…a Millennium Met to be.

Then, faster than you could say “Y2K,” he wasn’t. Steve Phillips traded him to St. Louis on March 18 for Joe McEwing. Just like that, all my dreams of Jesse Orosco striding the Met annals in a fashion that truly transcended time were over. McEwing turned out to be a nice utilityman for a couple of years. Jesse, just by making it to 2000 as a Met, was going to be enormous.

And he would have played alongside Rickey Henderson until May 13 when the Mets released Rickey. But it didn’t happen. So we have to settle for two extremely long, extremely accomplished careers. I’ve detailed many of Jesse’s highlights, not so many of Rickey’s. You won’t need me for that. Rickey will be well spoken for Sunday. He was maddening, but he was brilliant and he leads the known universe in being both…along with runs and steals. Of course he’s a first-ballot Hall of Famer, cards or not.

Their careers spanned 25 seasons. They played for nine teams apiece, four of them in common, including the Mets. They just missed being teammates. And they faced one another, pitcher vs. hitter, only six times. How did that go?

Rickey Henderson went 1-for-5 with a walk against Jesse Orosco between 1989 and 1997, never facing him more than once in any individual season. His one hit came on May 5, 1991. Jesse’s Indians were beating Rickey’s A’s 15-4 when the Cleveland manager decided to give his lefty some work. He retired the first two batters. Up stepped Rickey, who lined a single to center. He didn’t steal, however. He didn’t have to. The next batter brought him home with a long home run over the Oakland Coliseum center field fence.

That batter was Dave Henderson, the same batter who put the Red Sox up 4-3 in the tenth inning of Game Six by homering off Rick Aguilera five years earlier.

And Jesse’s manager that Sunday in Oakland when the Tribe prevailed 15-6? None other than onetime Boston skipper John McNamara, the man who left Bill Buckner in to play first base on two bad legs after Dave Henderson seemed to have won the 1986 World Series for the Red Sox.

Did I mention the first Oakland batter Jesse faced in that 1991 inning was Walt Weiss, the Braves’ shortsop in the sixth game of the ’99 NLCS, the same night Rickey allegedly sulked and played hearts in the clubhouse with Bobby Bonilla? Or that the pitcher who closed out the first game Rickey ever played, a loss to the Rangers, was Jim Kern, the same Jim Kern who gave up a home run to Lee Mazzilli in that year’s All-Star Game? That’s the same Lee Mazzilli who played with Jesse Orosco in 1979 and again in 1986. Mazzilli played with Ed Kranepool, too, but didn’t last nearly as long as Jesse or Rickey.

Not too many did.

Rickey, Jesse and more Mets than you could shake a stick at — which is a strange phrase, actually — make themselves felt in Faith and Fear in Flushing: An Intense Personal History of the New York Mets, available from Amazon, Barnes & Noble or a bookstore near you. Keep in touch and join the discussion on Facebook.

 

Get a little 1969 flavor from Will Sommer’s interview with the greatest Met not named Rickey Henderson or Willie Mays to wear No. 24, Art Shamsky at Mets Fans Forever. And experience that Metsapalooza feeling all over again when Section 528 grabs a seat at Amazin’ Tuesday and tells you all about it.

Greetings From West Kamchatka

Our own beloved and much-traveled Numbers shirt was derived from one offered by the Padres blog Gaslamp Ball, so my visit to Petco Park was a pilgrimage of sorts for it. (As for why I’m pointing at a hotel and not at the Pads’ retired digits, I was coaching my photographer. Or maybe it was an excess of sun and beer.)

Read more about the field trip to Petco here, and see the rest of the pictures here, on Facebook.

Field Trip: Petco Park

I'm in San Diego for Comic-Con — so of course the very first thing I did was go to a Padres/Marlins game.

Petco Park is a little different than your basic HOK/Populous design. Yes, it's got the basic hallmarks of today's retro/modern parks: circulating behind the seating areas, quirky outfield walls, private levels, split upper decks. But the first thing that jumps out at you is the white and buff palette. It fits with the clean, desert feel of being at the very bottom of California, making the park feel lighter and somehow smaller. Behind the scenes there are odd, vaguely South American touches: plantings that spill out over bridges and niches and sloping walls that wouldn't feel out of place in a ziggurat. It's subtle, and invisible from the field, but kind of cool — it feels like someone had fun designing it. I like Citi Field, but it feels more self-conscious: The only place where there's a spirit of play is the center-field bridge.

Petco is also in the middle of downtown, so its quirks feel more natural, whereas Citi Field will always feel like an urban ballpark that fell out of the sky and landed in a suburban sea of cars. The Metal Supply Warehouse facade is part of the park, but not a very big one — it's a lot smaller than I'd registered it as being on TV, basically tucked into one corner. It's actually one part of Petco that feels self-consciously retro — you look at it and your first thought is “Why did they keep that?” (Followed by, “I guess it's cool.”) It also creates a section of left-field seats with obstructed views, from which you can't see the left fielder or the center fielder. But — Mets please take note — Padres fans say you're warned about the obstructed views when you buy tickets. And the rest of the park has a perfectly good view of all outfielders without feeling far away — another rebuttal to Dave Howard's fantasy that geometries are an unfortunate law of physics in ballpark design.

The warehouse contains suites and a high-end bar with a balcony from which you can watch the game. There's usually a long line to spend a couple of innings on the balcony, but Wednesday's game had been moved from night to 12:35 p.m., so the park was basically deserted. The warehouse also contains — sit down and stop operating heavy machinery — the Padres Hall of Fame. It's not much — a section of mock lockers that don't contain much of anything real players would have in their lockers — and it's partially blocked by a beer sign, but it's there, so I paid homage to Tony Gwynn (who can no longer beat us with singles between the shortstop and third baseman, heavens be praised) before continuing my rounds.

Another nice touch in Petco is the grassy hill behind the park. There's lots of stuff to eat out here, a kids' field and room to circulate — it's the equivalent of the Shake Shack area out in left field — and you can see most of the game from the hill. There's also an interesting bleacher area right in front of it with grass in the aisles and a big sand pit where kids play that's right up against the chain link of the outfield fence. (Meaning that yes, an incoming home run could skull little Johnny. It's odd what makes Californians uptight and what they're relaxed about.) The Padres open the hill and the bleacher area and show away games on a big screen back there, and you can buy a reduced-price ticket that limits you to this part of the park. It's a cool idea, though it wouldn't work at Citi Field.

San Diego is a military town, and that's constantly evident, though in small ways — the ball-under-the-hat game takes place on the deck of an aircraft carrier, there's a huge aircraft-carrier model to gawk at, and a display proudly declares that the Pads are the team of the military. (If so, I think they're losing the arms race.) Nothing wrong with that, just a bit odd for a New Yorker used to his town's brassy celebration of itself as the pinnacle of all human institutions.

California being California, everybody was insanely friendly — I freely wandered into places I wasn't supposed to be with my blithe explanation that I've “never been here and just exploring around” proving a perfectly valid passport. Padres fans were happy to chat about their park, their team and my team. I was wearing the Numbers shirt — derived from the one sold by the fine Padres blog Gaslamp Ball — and my Mets cap, which meant I was That Guy wearing his gear when his team wasn't involved in the proceedings. One seemingly knowledgable Padres fan thought Willie Randolph was still running things, though — perhaps as they're West Kamchatka to us (“What uniform are they wearing this year? Is Brian Giles still around?”), we're East Silesia to them.

As for the baseball, well, the Padres struck out and made errors and looked half-awake and lost to the Marlins, 5-0. That felt all too familiar.

You can see photos from my field trip on Facebook. (While you're at it, let's be friends!)

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Funhouse Team Without the Fun

Chronic misdiagnoses of injuries and the incomprehensible roster machinations that follow? Half-assed trade rumors in which they can't even make the right hypothetical decision? Club executives saying ridiculous things? Doing ridiculous things? The Mets are, to borrow a phrase from the former Sports Illustrated writer Steve Rushin, more fun than a barrel of Mookies leading up to and coming out of every game. They are a sideshow attraction par excellence.

It's the main event that's the problem.

At the end of a day when Omar Minaya was sent to meet the media to defuse allegations that Tony Bernazard is doing the impossible by making the Mets look more unprofessional than their recent record would indicate (I still can't get over the nonjudgmental ESPN headline, “Mets exec dares prospects to fight him”) — and after the GM defused nothing thanks to speaking remedial legalese and squirming characteristically uncomfortably — the Mets put aside all the distractions that seem to trail them around like a scrap of public restroom toilet paper on the heel of a shoe and went outside to play ball.

Which is too bad, because the distractions have surpassed for entertainment the dreary business the Mets are obligated to transact 68 more times this season.

Wait…these Mets are required to play 68 more baseball games in 2009? Now that's the alleged misconduct Omar ought to be investigating.

The Washington Nationals won their second straight over the New York Mets, giving them a series win. Losing two of three to the now 28-66 Nats is like being swept eight straight by anybody else, including the first nine pregnant ladies to whom you'd offer your seat on the bus (though I wouldn't count on Tony Bernazard ceding his spot without first unleashing a profanity-laced tirade). The Mets were four-hit Wednesday night by Walter Johnson. Or was it Walter Cronkite? Does it really matter who they face on a given evening with the herd of stray Bisons they're dressing as Mets? If Tony Bernazard wants to take on a bunch of minor leaguers, he need only travel with the so-called big club. Chances are he'd beat them, too. Showing fight isn't exactly the Mets' forte.

The highlight of the evening (at least until I caught the latest episode of Metstradamus) was hearing that Fernando Tatis was playing, and not because I took the “under” on total hits. I had seen the lineup and Tatis wasn't in it, yet early in the game, Wayne Hagin mentioned our only remaining Fernando doing something in the field. Ohmigod, I thought, I went and wrote something nice about David Wright and now Wright must have left the game with what Met doctors are calling a slight pull of the brain that we'll find out next week is really aggravated mental anguish that will keep him on the shelf for two years but they won't disable him just yet.

No, it turned out, Tatis wasn't in for a debilitated Wright. He was replacing an ejected Luis Castillo. Phew! What a relief! Thank goodness nothing happened to Wright. Without David, imagine how bad we'd be. Why, we'd probably be losing series to the Washington Nationals.

And bonus points for Castillo getting himself ejected. That makes at least two Mets who won't back down when Tony Bernazard storms into town itching to rumble.

Off day Thursday. As if the Mets aren't off every day.

While you prepare your anecdotes about how you stayed a Mets fan in the worst of times, even in 2009, relive equally bizarre and occasionally uplifting seasons with Faith and Fear in Flushing: An Intense Personal History of the New York Mets, available from Amazon, Barnes & Noble or a bookstore near you. Keep in touch and join the discussion on Facebook. And check out one blogger's take on Citi Field in the latest edition of Metropolis Magazine.

Loyal to Our Guys

One never knows how loyalty is born.
—Bert Cooper, senior partner, Sterling Cooper

I’ve learned from friends of the recent passings of two former Mets, early ’60s starting pitcher Carlton Willey and 1976 cameo catcher Jay Kleven. I never saw Willey pitch and I remember Kleven more from name than deed, but each man brings to mind the special bonds we share with the players we adopt as ours for eternity.

Carl Willey was coming off about as good a season as a pitcher could have for the 1963 Mets, 9-14 with a 3.10 ERA, and was enjoying a marvelous spring in ’64 (26 consecutive scoreless innings) when a line drive off the bat of future Tigers pinch-hitter extraordinaire Gates Brown, then a relatively obscure second-year man, broke his jaw. There, in essence, went Willey’s career. He’d be out ’til June, yet would not be forgotten by the likes of us. Recalled Jerry Mitchell in his outstanding early history, The Amazing Mets:

There must have been Mets fans at Yankee Stadium one midsummer afternoon when Detroit was the visiting club. When Gates Brown, a total stranger, was introduced as a pinch-hitter, Met banners were waved and Brown was lustily booed.

I don’t know that Mets fans ever raised that kind of ruckus on behalf of Jay Kleven, but I can think of one such creature who lit up at the sight of his face. Nine years ago, my friend Jason was laboring to complete his ongoing collection of baseball cards for every Met who ever played as a Met (a corps whose ranks will swell to 870 with Cory Sullivan’s appearance in Washington tonight). As he has explained so entertainingly on several occasions, The Holy Books have run into roadblocks when players played their entire careers without cards being printed up for them on any level. Back in 2000, Jace was still chasing down a few fleeting Mets who did have minor league cards at least, but not copies that were immediately accessible.

When Jason joined me at our seats for the Mets-Brewers game that September 12, I asked him if he got what they were handing out as a giveaway out front. He didn’t know what the hell I was talking about until I handed him an envelope with three 1975 Tidewater Tides: Randy Sterling, Brock Pemberton and Jay Kleven, all on his (and, let’s be honest, nobody else’s) most wanted list. On my first trip to Cooperstown in 1977, I found the ’75 Tides set in a memorabilia shop and, a little shocked that such a thing existed, snapped it up for probably three dollars. Kleven and his cohorts seemed best served by placement in The Holy Books rather than keeping Roy Staiger and Mike Vail rubberbanded company in one of my shoeboxes.

Mets have all kinds of unexpected ways of bringing out our loyalty. Here’s to Carl Willey. Here’s to Jay Kleven. Let’s, as always, Go Mets.

The Carlton Willey collection courtesy of the Bangor Daily News.

Wright Now, Wright Always?

On July 21, 2004, the Mets called up David Wright from Norfolk to play in their 94th game of the season. On July 21, 2009, David Wright played in the Mets’ 93rd game of this season. That means David Wright has been a big leaguer for precisely five seasons’ worth of Mets baseball.

Of a possible 810 games, he has participated in 795, starting all but a handful. Divide his five years as a Met into five seasons and you get, per season every season:

• 159 Games Played

• 186 Hits

• 78 Walks

• 27 Home Runs

• 42 Doubles

• 107 Runs Batted In

• 104 Runs Scored

• 23 Stolen Bases

• .310 Batting Average

• .391 On Base Percentage

• .523 Slugging Percentage

Throw in everything else that you have probably noticed since the first game five years ago yesterday through the most recent game last night and tell me: Is David Wright, after exactly five seasons’ worth of Mets baseball, the greatest everyday Met in club history?

So Easy a National Can Do It

Preoccupied by the goings-on at the first Amazin' Tuesday (thanks to all FAFIF readers who joined in the fun), I can't say I really watched the Mets-Nationals game, but I did look up at the Two Boots screen now and then.

I looked up and there was Nyjer Morgan, who has become the second coming of Willie Harris, making a difficult catch easily.

I looked up and there was Jeff Francoeur, defensive whiz, making an easy play not at all.

I looked up and there was Omar Minaya chatting away with Gary and Keith. The sound was down. Just as well.

I looked up one more time and there was Long Beach's own John Lannan posting the Washington Nationals' first complete game shutout since former Met Pedro Astacio spun one in 2006. I imagine Pedro Astacio, not quite 40, is contemplating a comeback given the decent chance he, too, could shut out the Mets in 2009. Pedro Astacio won 129 big league games. The 2009 Mets have competed in only a handful since the end of May.

The Mets, looking up at the Phillies from ten lengths back now, have been shut out five times in their last 13 games, seven times in 26 games. They have shown up. They haven't competed. You don't have to watch all that closely to notice the difference.

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I’m already worried about how the Mets will blow the 2013 All-Star Game. They’re supposed to host it. Nothing official, but that’s been the word from the last two ASGs. It’s the Mets’ turn. It was probably the Mets’ turn around 1988, but better late than never.

(I once read Al Harazin quoted on why the Stars never came out at Shea after 1964: too much bother, he said in just about those words. Apparently a team that hosted 81 baseball games a year was flummoxed by the prospect of opening its gates for even one more…which might explain why Al Harazin strenuously steered the Mets away from the playoffs as GM.)

If you’ve watched All-Star Games in recent years, you know the host team, working in conjunction with Major League Baseball, usually has something special planned to honor one of its own. Stan Musial was a focal point of the celebration in St. Louis. The Yankees made a big deal of Yogi Berra last year. The Giants did the same for Willie Mays in 2007. Ted Williams crowned the All-Century festivities at Fenway in 1999.

What will the Mets do when they get the Midsummer Classic four Julys hence? How will they blow off their own history and make us feel insignificant yet again?

Forgive the fatalism, but look who we’re dealing with. If this same ownership group and management team are in place come 2013, I have three guesses as to what might serve as the commemorative backdrop for Citi Field’s first and perhaps only All-Star Game.

1) Jackie Robinson, American Hero

2) A Salute to International Baseball

3) Derek Jeter’s Fortieth Year on Earth

Tom Seaver, knock wood, will be 68 years old in the summer of 2013. It will be the 40th anniversary of You Gotta Believe and the reams of transcendent baseball lore (including Willie’s and Yogi’s) it gave birth to. The Mets will be marking their 50th season in Queens. And, knock more wood, David Wright, who was called up from Norfolk five years ago today, will be lining up for his ninth consecutive All-Star appearance, having earned by deed and desire his place as Met for Life. There are several Met angles one could objectively envision being played up when the Mets get their chance to shine.

To whatever extent the host team gets a say in constructing the MLB showcase of showcases, I imagine…no, I believe the Mets will add as little Mets flavor to the occasion as possible. If they help out at all, it will be to tip another cap to Jackie or applaud stars from around the world or be good neighbors and make the event all about an All-Star who plays in New York, but not for them.

The Mets don’t care about the Mets.

Repeat: the Mets don’t care about the Mets. By extension, they don’t care about their most committed fans either.

Everything you need to know to understand the mindset of this organization was spelled out explicitly this past weekend when two different stories, one in the News and one in the Times, appeared and asked the same question: When might the Mets bring back Old Timers Day?

The answer was consistent in each story: Never. The subtext was clear as well: Why are you even asking?

The Mets think you should be happy they opened a new ballpark where you can give them your money and have a pleasant few hours. Then they hope you’ll go home and forget the context of what you saw…but remember to come back again, with your money.

This is not a winning formula for sustaining long-term interest in your product or brand or sports team. The strongest ingredient in any such winning formula is consistently winning on the field. Do that and everything else is a sidebar. But the Mets aren’t doing that, so we can’t help but notice when they’re veering off stride in other areas.

If the Mets were in first place right now, we probably wouldn’t be so offended when their top business executive scoffs at the idea of reviving Old Timers Day. The Mets, however, aren’t in first place.

We are offended.

Without a compelling backstory, the Mets are just another a suitor for your entertainment dollars. Without acknowledging that they are part of something that came before what’s unfolding between 7:10 and 10:00 or 10:30 on a given night, they are a mercurial experience. They are an evening at a Cyclones or a Ducks game, but far more expensive. They’re the New York Liberty even. Stephanie and I went to our annual Liberty game Sunday because we were quite fond of the local WNBA franchise when it was new and regularly contended for a championship. We felt we were a part of something ongoing. Now a Liberty game feels like an excuse for the Garden A/V squad to test its volume controls (rest assured they go to 11). Yet we return in 2009 because we loved them in 1999. That’s the appeal of spectator sports at its best. That’s why it reaches above the level of novelty. That’s why you more readily invest your time and money in it than in a random trip to the movies.

Mets management, by most indications, isn’t particularly concerned whether you view their product with that kind of commitment. They want to make your evening or afternoon a fine time, no doubt, but it’s makes no nevermind to them if it’s one that connects you to absolutely nothing about the Mets. They want you to drop in, buy some food, maybe a sweatshirt and leave. If you’d like to watch the game and cheer, they’re not gonna stop you. But the idea that there are Mets fans who see each Mets game and Mets season as a precious thread in a rich and compelling tapestry of a lifetime of loving and caring…it doesn’t penetrate their thought process.

Dave Howard’s statements to the papers that Old Timers Day was “unpopular” when discontinued as an annual promotion after 1994 and therefore should never be revived reeks of anachronistic thinking. That it’s not worth reinstituting because it’s expensive…well, that’s just galling. Your tickets are expensive. Your concessions are expensive. Almost everything about going to a Mets game is expensive. The only thing that isn’t expensive is the lineup you’re putting out there lately. (Please let us know when we can expect our Alex Cora Overuse rebate checks.)

Management demonstrated a cavalier attitude at season’s beginning when it was challenged regarding the stunning lack of Metsiana in Citi Field; Howard glossed over it to Mike Francesa on WFAN and Fred Wilpon was vague about it when reporters asked him where all the Mets stuff was. Their answers then hint at a certain passivity toward Mets history in the planning of Citi Field, that it simply never occurred to them that a Mets ballpark should be bursting at the seams with Mets identity. This business with Old Timers Day, on the other hand, seems aggressively clueless to the point of self-hatred.

Or intense dislike for their most passionate customers at any rate.

I’m trying to think of another business in which the enthusiasm of its most loyal customers is regularly disregarded. I’m trying to think of another corporation that is content to watch its hard-earned brand equity blow by in the breeze. I’m trying to think of another entity that willingly tamps down its patrons’ expectations by promising to not deliver on some of the easiest consumer wins it can score.

I’m trying to think of one, but I can’t. Meet the Mets. They’ve got their finger on the pulse of not having their finger on the pulse of the core of their fan base.

Yet buried somewhere in Howard’s unfortunate statements, I get what he’s saying. I get that in the early to middle 1990s Old Timers Day wasn’t selling out Shea Stadium. Neither was anything else. But they were high points in the schedule. I attended in 1992, 1993 and 1994. ’92 (billed as Upper Deck Heroes of Baseball, featuring Davey Johnson and Buddy Harrelson making their first returns to Shea after each had been let go as manager) drew 39,000 on a Saturday night. ’93, in an absolutely horrific season, brought in almost 32,000 for a salute to the 1973 Mets and A’s — minus Tom Seaver, Willie Mays, Yogi Berra and Reggie Jackson. It was another Upper Deck affair and it was another Saturday night.

1994’s Old Timers Day may have been the most disappointing event I ever witnessed at Shea that didn’t involve T#m Gl@v!ne and the final game of a season. It was the 25th anniversary of the Miracle Mets. Again, no Seaver or Berra (or Nolan Ryan). It was scheduled, for the first Old Timers Day in memory, on a Sunday. Worst of all, the “festivities” kicked off at 11:45 in the morning. No more than 5,000 people could have been in the stands at that hour. Paid attendance was a shade under 25,000.

I have a theory (less celebrated than my Yadier Molina theory) that posits Mets management has never quite shaken off the aftereffects of the disastrous 1993 season. While Omar tried — and failed — to craft a team that was going to build on its truncated 2006 success, the business side of the club is forever haunted by recurring thoughts that no one intrinsically loves, wants or needs their product. It doesn’t stop them from overpricing tickets and creating unnecessary enclaves of exclusivity like the glorified Logezzanine they call the Caesars Club level, but it does stick in their collective subconscious when it comes to selective memory.

Their selective memory where Old Timers Day is concerned is stuck in 1994, which is now fifteen years ago. In 1994, CDs were our most efficient music delivery system and the Contract With America was all the rage. Fifteen years is a long time. But that’s the reference point, apparently, for proving Old Timers Day, a cherished Met tradition dating back to the Polo Grounds (the Mets’ first ballpark, should the question come up in another CitiVision text poll any time soon), is unpopular.

The Mets were unpopular in 1994. The Mets were unpopular in 1994 because it was the year after 1993. If divisional races were conducted like political campaigns, the Phillies’ media consultants would just air footage of the 1993 Mets to scare the voters. The Mets’ genuine strides as a baseball enterprise in 1994 (a nearly .500 record after plummeting through the N.L. East floor with 103 losses) weren’t going to lure fans back to Shea Stadium. Three Fireworks Nights (because the one Fireworks Night held in 1993 was practically the only painless evening at Shea all year) weren’t going to lure fans back to Shea Stadium. Inaugurating the DynaMets Dash and opening Nickelodeon Extreme Baseball and conducting tours of Shea Stadium — all of which happened in 1994 — weren’t going to lure fans back to Shea Stadium. And Old Timers Day wasn’t necessarily going to do the trick in such a post-toxic atmosphere.

So instead of reasoning it was a bad year to be marketing the Mets no matter how many runs Jeff Kent was driving in, no matter how few batters Bret Saberhagen was walking and no matter that not a single firecracker unauthorized by the Grucci Brothers was exploding in anyone’s direction, the Mets decided Old Timers Day itself was the problem.

And they have apparently maintained that stance for fifteen years. Despite the fact that it is no longer 1994. Despite the fact that the Mets’ attendance base has rebuilt itself when the team has given people the impetus to attend regularly. Despite the fact that fans of a team with nearly 50 years on the books tend to feel connected to that team’s history and want to celebrate it.

I absolutely cannot believe Dave Howard would say Old Timers Day is unpopular based on evidence gleaned from nearly a generation ago. Thank goodness NASA didn’t follow the same thought process in the days leading up to July 20, 1969. You can’t put a man on the moon! I have a study here from 1954 that says it’s impossible!

The hidden-in-plain-sight secret is the Mets have run several Old Timers style events since giving up the ghost in ’94. They had a thirtieth anniversary get-together for the ’69 club — one of two Mets teams to win a world championship in case you’ve somehow missed that piece of information at Citi Field — in 1999. It drew more than 37,000, pretty good numbers for pre-2006 Shea. It had Seaver on hand, but it also got underway late on a Sunday morning, and its starting time wasn’t well-publicized. Thus, the stands were emptier than the tickets sold would indicate.

Then the Mets got smart. They began moving the event times to what was supposed to be first pitch. By making this simple shift, people began showing up in time to witness some of the most grand spectacles Shea offered in the past decade. That includes the 2000 Ten Greatest Moments celebration, the 2002 40th Anniversary All-Amazin’ Team presentation, the 2006 reunion of the 1986 Mets and 2007’s Ralph Kiner Night. All were huge attractions in their summers and all benefited from a boisterous, supportive crowd that was at its seats and on its feet for each of those respective happenings.

(The 2008 Shea Goodbye ceremonies were both a triumph and a fiasco that should probably be judged apart from all other events like it because there was nothing like it, but you can’t say people didn’t want in to the ballpark that day.)

Those weren’t traditional Old Timers Days. There was no Old Timers Game. Nobody put on full uniforms. Y’know what? That’s fine. We don’t need to see over-the-hill Mets, besides the ones under contract, trying to huff around the bases without injuring themselves. We just want to see them and cheer them. We want to connect to them because they, by their very presence in our midst, connect to us. We want nights like August 22 when the Mets will, despite trying to avoid association with the dreaded OTD phrase, gather their ’69ers, Ryan included at last, to toast the miracle of forty years ago. We want something in 2010 to commemorate the last Mets pennant winner from 2000 (and, if we live in a perfect world, their Wild Card predecessors from a year earlier). We want something come 2011 or 2012 for the 50th season or 50th anniversary of the franchise. And we’ll want the only Mets-hosted All-Star Game most of us are ever going to witness to have a Mets feel, a Mets flair, a Mets heart. Most of us aren’t going to manage a ticket for the 2013 All-Star Game, so we’d sure like something in-season to commemorate it besides pricey merchandise.

That stuff about these events being expensive to produce? Boo-bleeping-hoo. I’m sure it’s more expensive to fly in your retired players from around the country and world than it is to have 25,000 whatevers printed up (don’t get me started on the stunning cheapness and contempt the Mets continue to demonstrate by limiting their giveaways to fewer than two-thirds of the house). I’m sure each Old Timer needs accommodations and many require delicate handling and a few are probably outright prima donnas and pains in the ass.

And yet I don’t care. You’re charging us a nominal egg, as they say, 81 games a year for everything. For one night, suck it up. It doesn’t have to be a super grand buffet of Mets the way other teams bring back dozens and dozens of alumni (though that would be in order for the 50th anniversary). It doesn’t have to be called Old Timers Day if you really can’t help but have flashbacks to the vacant seats of 1994 by calling it that. You can make it relatively simple on yourselves by remembering that you used to have a Mets Hall of Fame ceremony almost every year. Those were hit and miss in terms of how they were promoted (the last one, Tommie Agee’s in 2002, was an embarrassment, held with no Mets in the dugout), but learn from what you’ve done right and repeat those aspects.

Ah, the Mets Hall of Fame…what’s wrong with you, Mets? How did it not occur to you to include one in your new ballpark? How could you stop inducting members? You’ve honored nobody since Agee and you managed to wait until he was gone. Are you afraid you’ll commission sculptures for Davey, for Darryl, for Doc and they won’t show up? I think they would. Are you hesitant because the committee that did the deciding isn’t any longer active, that the men who comprised it are either too far along or no longer with us?

Appoint a new committee. There are other writers, other broadcasters and, dare I say, some very serious bloggers who would be thrilled to help get this thing back on its feet. I’ve long maintained the Mets should make Citi Field the repository of everything New York baseball that isn’t the Yankees. The Mets should be the ones honoring Jackie Robinson, but not exclusively. Again: the Dodgers, the Giants, the Cubans, the Bushwicks, the high schools, the colleges, the local little leagues…but most of all, the Mets, the Mets, the Mets.

Make Citi Field about the Mets as an eternal entity, not just an interchangeable leisure option. Include in every season a weekend to absolutely revel in what the Mets mean to Mets fans. Stop acting as if this stuff doesn’t matter to us. It does. Stop fearing that if you build it, hold it, make a big thing of it, we won’t come. We will.

We’re the ones who give a damn.

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