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Faith and Fear in Flushing made its debut on Feb. 16, 2005, the brainchild of two longtime friends and lifelong Met fans.

Greg Prince discovered the Mets when he was 6, during the magical summer of 1969. He is a Long Island-based writer, editor and communications consultant. Contact him here.

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Rainy Night in Flushing

First, it rained. Of course it rained. It wouldn’t have been a rainy Wednesday night without the rain. Rain delayed the start of the Mets-Cubs game twelve minutes, which was fine, because my pal Rob texted me that he was stuck in traffic and hence wasn’t going to meet me by the Apple as arranged in time for us to see first pitch. It’s been the summer of first pitches missed. Five weeks ago, my pal Matt was stuck in traffic and we missed the entire first inning. For someone who has never driven to Citi Field, I certainly find myself affected by pregame traffic. That hot day in July, the Mets scored four runs off San Diego while Matt snaked his way into the parking lot, and nobody scored during the eight innings of the resulting Mets 4-0 win while we were present. A seven-game winning streak ensued, followed by a loss, followed by eight more wins in a row. Missing that first inning versus the Padres was what you call a pleasant problem.

The twelve-minute delay wasn’t long enough to ward off the Cubs, apparently. I say “apparently” because I’m not certain of all the details of the first inning in Flushing Wednesday night. Rob showed up with the game in progress. We hoofed it ASAP to the Seaver entrance, a privilege afforded by our uncommonly swanky tickets. Rob was impressed with the accommodations. “I usually go in the Gl@v!ne entrance,” he noted.

Rob had no idea how prescient he was.

Once inside the Seaver entrance, we grabbed a glance of a monitor. The Cubs had already scored a run off Noah Syndergaard and had a couple of runners on. While we lined up for the elevator, we noticed the score was suddenly 2-0, Cubs. Then we realized lining up for an elevator was a fool’s errand when all we needed was a staircase for the one flight up to the seats our uncommonly swanky tickets afforded us. The decision to climb was also facilitated by some Seaver entrance patron who had barked at me when he thought I was trying to cut his precious elevator line when, in fact, I had no idea New Yorkers waited on (or in) line for an elevator and I thought we were all bunching up like normal people. “Screw this guy,” I more or less said, “let’s take the stairs.”

Rob suggested that when we beat this guy upstairs by taking the stairs, we should wait where he’d be getting off the elevator and make it clear we made it up there first despite the order he imposed on his spiffy queue. But that wasn’t our mission. We had seats to sit in and a game to catch up to. It would take some doing to understand what we were missing, because right about the time a few Cubs fans graciously stood long enough to permit passage into our row, it was becoming 4-0. Later encounters with those Cubs fans would indicate they weren’t the most gracious sorts. Perhaps they were standing to applaud their team. I still wasn’t sure what exactly was taking place on the field, except that it wasn’t good.

Seated, Rob and I got our bearings. Great seats, thanks to another pal, Brian, who had furnished us with these tickets. Brian and Mitch were inside enjoying a quick first-inning dinner without the agita of what we were digesting in front of us: the Cubs extending their top-of-the-first inning lead to 6-0, runner after runner, run upon run. By the time all four of us were together in the tenth row from home plate, basically directly behind home plate (seriously swanky), the reality of the situation set in: we had all filtered in via the Gl@v!ne entrance.

Seven runs in the top of the first twelve years ago as a season’s fate died on the vine. Rob brought it up when it hit 6-0. Brian brought it up when he and Mitch sat down. The worst beginning to any Mets game ever invoked twice, independently, in a span of maybe two minutes. Infamy was in the air. Also, rain. That dainty delay of twelve minutes would seem inadequate as Morton’s Salt signed a sponsorship deal for the innings to come. “When it rains, it pours.” I pulled from my security-imposed tote bag my trusty blue SiriusXM disposable poncho. It was handed to me on Mets Plaza prior to the Home Opener in 2011. I never disposed of it. It dries quite nicely. It got quite a workout during the summer of 2015 and we won a pennant. It got quite a workout Wednesday night as it began to hit me in full that we probably won’t win another this year.

Say, I still haven’t mentioned how exactly the Mets fell behind, 6-0, in the first, or, for that matter, 8-1 in the second or 10-1 in the third. I never really absorbed that top of the first. My poncho absorbed rain better than I absorbed normally pertinent details. The tops of the second and third, I can definitively report, seemed to involve hard-hit balls and plays not made and, in the literal middle of the wet field, Syndergaard. Still pitching, eh? Even Willie Randolph knew enough to take out T#m Gl@v!ne on September 30, 2007, after Gl@v!ne was down, 5-0, with the bases loaded one-third of an inning into Shea Stadium’s longest afternoon. Jorge Sosa would come in and give up two more runs in the first. They’d be charged to Gl@v!ne. Good. It wasn’t like we were ever gonna see that guy in our uniform again.

Syndergaard we’ll be seeing in a few days. Gotta care for and feed the sometimes delicate ecosystem that is Thor. Noah can dominate a game like nobody else. He can also pitch into the teeth of a struggle. He’s never 10 runs in 3 innings bad. Nobody is. Yet he was. Mickey left him in there to find himself at various intervals when there seemed good reason to remove him. I say “seemed” because the first inning was a rumor to me and the second and third were rainy blurs.

Still, this may have been the first recorded case of Mets fans asking one another, “What’s the matter with Callaway leaving Syndergaard in and not going to his bullpen sooner?” Oh, that Mets bullpen! When its first representative appeared in the person of Paul Sewald (0-13 lifetime, but let’s not mention that every time he pokes his head into the action, though that’s exactly what I do), I was just relieved that Noah was being relieved. Per Bob Murphy’s always useful instructions, I fastened my seatbelt for further Cubbie onslaught.

It never came. We received two highly competent innings from a heretofore inept pitcher, aided mightily by the outstanding defensive center fielder Juan Lagares, who a) should be stationed in center every single game and b) never bat if at all possible. Lagares led off the fifth and grounded out to keep the game 10-1. Then the Mets promotions people descended en masse from the mists of my always active memory to hand out a passel of bumper stickers left over from 1983, the ones that read, “NOW THE FUN STARTS.”

Yes! Fun! It was 10-1, I was all wet, I was silently composing today’s column about how the Mets’ improbable charge at a 2019 Wild Card died on the moist grass of Citi Field this sodden Wednesday night (prospective headline: “Requiem for a Contender”)…and Fun! Upper-case that bad boy! Exclamation point! That’s how much Fun! we were in for.

Todd Frazier pinch-hit for Sewald. Todd Frazier is from Toms River and is known as the Toddfather. Those facts were handy to an enthusiastic fellow in the row behind us who repeatedly blurted out (reblurted?) whatever one or two things he knew about any given Met over and over again as he urged each and every one of them to “GET A BASE KNOCK!” Dude also knew his baseball slang. But, hey, that’s OK, because we’re not at a baseball game to be silent, to stew, to invoke T#m Gl@v!ne, to self-appoint ourselves captain of the elevator line, to not stand to let somebody into your row (go back to Joliet, you dullards). We’re at a ballgame to tell the “TODDFATHER!” to “DO IT FOR TOMS RIVER!”

Frazier did as he was told, bopping a Kyle Hendricks 86 MPH sinker off the top of the left field wall, where it struck the orange line. I know it was an 86 MPH sinker because it’s amazing the things you can look up the day after the game. The orange line thing was more mysterious. The Toddfather landed at second with a double. Brian wanted to know why it wasn’t a homer, given the orange line’s role in its destination. Isn’t the orange line there to denote a home run? Perhaps, I pondered, but then how is it Dave Augustine’s ball off the top of the wall on September 20, 1973 (no orange line in those days, but same basic spot), wasn’t ruled a home run? Instead, as every schoolchild in the Metropolitan Area recounted at the bus stop the next morning, it popped into Cleon Jones’s glove, Jones relayed it to Garrett and Garrett zipped it to Ron Hodges, and Richie Zisk, no match in a foot race for Wilson Ramos, was out at the plate.

Four innings after we all fished Gl@v!ne out of our shared Mets fan experience, we were square inside You Gotta Believe territory. Isn’t being a Mets fan baseball like it oughta be?

Mickey Callaway saw Frazier’s double as Brian did. He challenged the call so that it could be converted into a home run. Somebody in Chelsea watched multiple angles and said, “nah, Augustine,” or something like that. Frazier was on second.

Then he was across the plate because Jeff McNeil homered directly after him. J.D. Davis homered directly after McNeil. The rest of the fifth inning would encompass a single from Michael Conforto, an inadvertent plunking of Ramos (hitting streak already up to 21), an RBI single from Joe Panik, Joe Maddon’s seen-enough dismissal of Hendricks despite a large lead and a decision within one out’s reach (because winning the game is the thing in late August, Mickey) and an Amed Rosario single that drove in deceptively swift Ramos.

Holy fudge, the Mets, so recently hopeless at 10-1, were back in the game at 10-6 and shoving hope in our eager faces. It was only the fifth inning, but what a fifth inning. This was a fifth inning you could shake off your poncho during and luxuriate in. This was the second half of the Mets season writ microcosmically — the good part, the part when the Mets won seven in a row, fifteen of sixteen, twenty-one of twenty-six. Not the part where we were swept by the Braves, lost Tuesday night to the Cubs, and trailed Chicago by nine to prematurely entomb Wednesday.

The guy behind us kept yelling encouraging messages at the Mets and unflattering descriptions of each Cub. The Cubs fans nearby wore punims that meshed nicely with their blue jerseys. Baserunner after baserunner emerged for the home team. Maddon and his lieutenants trudged to the mound so often that they used up every visit the silly rule governing such temperature-takings allotted them. Sewald’s successors were every bit as effective as Sewald, which sounds like a terrible insult, but I swear I mean it as a compliment. Brad Brach, Edwin Diaz (three swinging strikeouts!!!), Luis Avilán…each was awesome, each kept the Cubs from coming close to scoring ever again. Rainy, depressing Wednesday had morphed into a zesty evening brimming with vim and vigor. You never would have guessed the Mets were once down, 10-1. You might have guessed the Mets were going to win, 11-10.

The actual answer amid all those guesses was the Mets lost, 10-7. So many baserunners, so few key base knocks after the fifth. The fifth became the sixth through ninth. One run on five hits, two walks and a Cubs error. The very guy you wanted up in any inning always seemed to be left standing in the on-deck circle. With two out in the ninth, McNeil (3-for-5 and in possession of the National League’s highest batting average) indeed stood nearby as Frazier flied out to end the game. At least the Cubs and their fans, having hung on for dear life, didn’t seem to revel in their victory. All hail scant consolation!

It was fun there for a while, yet the same four-game deficit that loomed when Syndergaard departed was now set in stone. The same Wild Card bid looked more improbable than it had at any time since that golden 21-5 stretch got snarled in traffic out on the Whitestone Expressway. Lose this game, I thought throughout the dreary afternoon, and we’re about done. Well, we lost it. But we’re not done, I don’t think. I mean, yeah, maybe we are, but I don’t think it. Not after that fifth inning. Not after making up most of that margin. Not with deGrom going tonight. Not with Gl@vine leaving the psychic premises so soon and Zisk getting thrown out at the plate seeming relevant. Brian judged this game we had sat and soaked through among the Mets’ most stinging ever. “Not even in our bottom thousand,” I countered.

Did I mention deGrom is going tonight and if we win we can move back to within three of the lead for the second Wild Card? Once you dry off, you really do gotta believe at least a little.

Parts Fulfilling, Sum Inadequate

Pete Alonso’s team record-setting 42nd home run.
Wilson Ramos’s 20th consecutive game with a base hit.
Chris Mazza’s stirrups and how he gets them.

Weave those three uplifting elements into a broader story about a hypothetical magnificent Mets win achieved amid a sizzling Mets playoff chase and you’ve got some late-August iconography for the ages. Isolate them from the actual dispiriting Mets loss in which they we witnessed them, and what you’re left with are three uplifting elements in search of a better mood.

Lest we be overtaken by sullenness, how about a huzzah for Pete? Forty-two huzzahs, to be exact. Fifty-eight seasons of Mets baseball, and we saw something Tuesday night that never crossed our path during the first fifty-seven. Like just about all of Pete’s previous 41 home runs, No. 42, when struck in the fourth inning, was enormous in form and impact. It shot out to right-center like a comet; it crashed into a barrier a couple of planets from home plate; it shoved a couple of fellas of genuine Met renown a respectful notch downward in our statistical annals; and it pushed the Mets ahead of the Cubs, 1-0.

The tingle associated with Alonso surpassing Todd Hundley’s 1996 and Carlos Beltran’s 2006 totals was tangible but, in the scheme of 2019 things, inevitably transient. Marcus Stroman, who pitches brilliantly within innings without pitching many brilliant innings, gave back the lead in the fifth via a double to Victor Caratini — a ball Juan Lagares might have nabbed in midair but center fielder du jour Michael Conforto couldn’t quite track down — and an immediately subsequent two-run home run to Addison Russell. As if to emphasize this was no lone blemish, Stroman allowed another pair of runs the same way in the sixth: a double to Kris Bryant, then a homer to Javy Baez. Marcus has been far more invigorating presence than Jason Vargas ever was, yet barely a whit more effective.

Yu Darvish, meanwhile, went largely unbothered by the Alonso-free portion of the Met lineup the rest of the evening. There was a Conforto leadoff triple in the second that echoed one Daniel Murphy walloped versus the Cubs in during September 2008’s doomed pennant quest in that Murphy never advanced from third, either. There was Ramos producing a pair of singles, chugging along with the longest in-season hitting streak by a Met since Moises Alou dedicated practically his last breaths to warding off the Collapse of 2007 and hit in 30 in a row. But nobody drove in Ramos either time he reached base. For SNY viewers, there was a delightful tidbit reported by Steve Gelbs regarding Mazza’s handsome orange-and-blue striped socks and stirrups, which the journeyman ordered off Amazon because, as a journeyman, he doesn’t believe he can count on any given team’s clubhouse man to provide him just the look he likes.

Whether Mazza (2 IP, 4 H, 1 ER) pitching in the eighth inning of a mustish-win game that was still close was a look we cottoned to was another matter. The Mets entered Tuesday night two games behind the Cubs for the Second Wild Card lead. The opportunity to make up serious ground was at hand. Maybe it didn’t matter that Mickey Callaway opted for the …and the rest section of Gilligan’s Bullpen, given that Darvish was mostly impervious to Met attack. Still, it was kind of a weird spot for Mazza’s admirably outfitted ankles to make an appearance

Because these Mets are these Mets, they exhibited a modicum of fight in the ninth inning. J.D. Davis homered off Brandon Kintzler, and you got your hopes up for a half-a-sec, but by then, there were two out and the Mets were down by three and never mind. Cubs 5 Mets 2; margin 3 GB. Alonso’s record, Ramos’s streak, Mazza’s socks and the small favors inherent in losses by the Phillies and Brewers would have to do for feelgood filler in a series opener that, if not a punch to the gut, served as an elbow to the ribs.

Enough with the painful Met-aphors. Enough with the painful Met losses. Win on Wednesday.

Burn After Losing

If MLB plans to sell gameworn home team apparel from this past weekend’s Mets-Braves series at Citi Field, it had better come in an urn. There should be nothing but ashes left from those ghastly ghostly getups that we never need see again. They weren’t pleasant to squint at as you tried to figure who was warming up in the bullpen and goodness knows — save for a home run here and there — few pleasant associations are to be derived from the sight of them.

As for the third and hopefully final game in which those uniforms were modeled, I’m far more mellow on the substance than I am the style. This is not an upvote for getting swept, but Sunday’s affair struck me as just one of those things. Sometimes you wind up in a pitchers’ duel and half of that time you’re likely to wind up on the short end of it. It’s happened to Mets teams en route to fantastic finishes just as it’s happened to Mets teams going nowhere. It’s happened and it happens.

Dallas Keuchel stymied the Mets completely. Steven Matz did the same to the Braves, except for a high fly to left that carried. Had Josh Donaldson not sussed out a jet stream that allowed his second-inning would-be putout to clear a wall, LIOSM would have been home free until a blister ended his day. Still, he had a splendid outing: six innings, one hit that wasn’t Donaldson’s dinger, and a sense that if Steven’s the lesser link in our rotation, our rotation must be pretty good.

Keuchel, though, gave up no balls that traveled as far Donaldson’s. Lots of ground balls “tailor-made” for double plays, as Keith Hernandez kept emphasizing. Nobody saw fit to sign Keuchel for the longest time when he sat untouched on the free agent market, yet the Braves were eventually smart enough to grab not only the pitcher but his tailor.

Matzie left the game down, 1-0. Paul Sewald entered the game and instantly doubled the deficit. Donaldson again. This time there was no rationalizing the ball’s flight. It was the kind of bomb some people think you could aim at a hurricane to make it go away. The Bringer of Rain is probably capable of climate change on his own, provided a Met pitcher is on his radar. Donaldson has hit nine home runs against the Mets this year. That’s practically Stargell-level harassment.

Despite making it 2-0 as soon as he showed his face, Paulie wasn’t abysmal. He hasn’t been in his umpteenth return from Triple-A. Who knows, maybe he’ll be the Mets righty who comes up from the minors, finds his form for more than five minutes and makes a positive impact in that pesky bullpen of ours. Why not dream big?

The bottom of the ninth represented a bit of a revelation from my perspective. In this year of the home run, I’ve been as prone as anyone to fall in love with the mere idea of one big swing being all we need. It’s a very tempting proposition. Those 41 the Polar Bear has pounded have been plenty fun. So have the two we’ve witnessed from Jacob deGrom. Nothing wrong with a Mets home run, right? Only problem is they are not conjured just because we want them to be. For thirty-one consecutive innings versus Atlanta, I wanted them to be. We got only two. Now, in the ninth inning on Sunday, I found myself a mantra.

“Baserunner.” I just kept saying it with every new batter, every few pitches. I didn’t ask Pete Alonso to go unconscionably deep. Get on, I asked. Be a baserunner. And Pete responded affirmatively, doubling off Mark Melancon.

“Baserunner.” I tried it again, this time with Michael Conforto. The suggestion wasn’t as well received, as Forto grounded out. But J.D. Davis (who earlier hit a Donaldson-like fly to left that didn’t travel suitably far) was on board. He singled to center, sending Alonso to third.

“Baserunner.” Todd Frazier — the Toddfather — was not an unalloyed success but proved useful in the overall quest of the ninth inning, which was tying the game. Frazier grounded into a fielder’s choice that offed J.D. at second, but also got Pete across the plate. We were still down, but not by as much. At 2-1, with Frazier on first, you could see a happy ending as easily as you could see the names on the back of the ivory jerseys. It took some doing, but I swear you could do it.

“Baserunner.” Wilson Ramos, who had been given a little R&R with René Rivera back in town, pinch-hit for Juan Lagares. Ramos was on an 18-game hitting streak. Tough to ask him to maintain it by coming in cold in the ninth. Tougher to ask him to keep awake a game that had slept the afternoon away. But what’s tougher than a Buffalo? Wilson singled. Todd was on second.

“Baserunner.” Due up next was the starting catcher Rivera, whose second Mets tenure commenced once Tomás Nido went to the concussion IL, but Mickey Callaway opted for Joe Panik as pinch-hitter. Panik or no Panik, calm and cool is what I was determined to remain, sticking with my mantra. Don’t be a hero, Joe. Just get on base.

Panik was neither a hero nor a baserunner. He grounded out to end the threat, the game, the series and the unfortunate sweep. Oh well. Couldn’t do anything about the first two games by Sunday and Sunday’s game, we’ve established, was just one of those things. Still, I liked the ninth-inning rally. It seemed to encompass the right idea. Or maybe I thought I had the right idea and decided I’d project. Whichever. The Mets just lost three games to the Braves and are pretty much unharmed (if not much aided) in their pursuit of the Wild Card. They’re two behind the Cubs, who were swept by Washington, and we’ve got those very same Cubs coming to Citi Field, where normally we don’t get swept and usually we wear sharp-looking duds.

So let’s look sharp, get some baserunners, drive them in and win the next game we play. Surely the Mets are aware of what they should do. I’m just here for the helpful reminders.

Another 41 on Seaver Way

It’s too late for massive regret where Saturday night’s sloppiness is concerned. It’s Sunday morning, and another game is directly in front of us. It’s too early for despair where 2019 is concerned. Thirty-three games remain, and despite an ugly 9-5 loss facilitated by the Braves playing admirable heads-up baseball and the Mets playing abysmal baseball with their heads up their asses, our team is a mere two games from its moving target of the second Wild Card spot. At the moment, we’re chasing Chicago; have Philadelphia between us and them; and share standings space with Milwaukee. By tonight, that alignment could be shaken up slightly or stay exactly the same. Still a long way to go.

Can’t let the mistakes from Fireworks Night envelop our outlook in a cloud of smoke despite the proliferation of goofs that created our first home losing streak in ages. Jeff McNeil, an otherwise welcome sight, shouldn’t have been running from second to third on a grounder in front of him. Amed Rosario, a legitimate major league hitter who needn’t be asked to lay down sacrifice bunts except in very specific situations, shouldn’t have been stealing, or attempting to, when he tried. J.D. Davis, our recently revered self-proclaimed avatar of “that New York swagger, that New York attitude,” shouldn’t have contemplated the feeling of horsehide in his right hand for interminable seconds while speedy Billy Hamilton galloped home from first on Ronald Acuña’s single to left.

The Mets brought this defeat upon themselves, though the Braves of Hamilton, Adeiny Hechavarría and the perpetually irritating Francisco Cervelli, who had literally just flown in from professional purgatory, could be said to have grabbed it for themselves, though their higher-profile players also assisted the Atlanta cause. Overall, the first-place club clearly outplayed the Wild Card hopeful. The Mets weren’t helped by their starting pitcher, Zack Wheeler (6 IP, 5 R), or a couple of their bullpen representatives. Brad Brach had a foot on the throat of the Atlanta lineup until the bottom of it wriggled loose and tied the shoelaces from each of Brach’s spikes together. Edwin Diaz surrendered a long home run to Freddie Freeman, then let his dugout know he was in no condition to pitch…physically, he meant. Diaz was apparently bothered by tightness in one of those muscles nobody ever refers to until a baseball player points at it, and then everybody talks about it like they’re anatomy professors.

In Diaz’s case, according to Mickey Callaway, it was “trap tightness,” which I assumed was a body part and not an indication of a rodent problem. I have since learned that trap is short for trapezius, a body component a pitcher requires for pitching. Through Alan Suriel, the Met translator who deserves to interpret nothing but questions and answers regarding big hits and key strikeouts after a year of communicating Diaz’s miseries for the English-language press, Edwin said he didn’t think the discomfort that plagued him amid his gopher ball to Freeman and subsequent walk to Charlie Culberson (another Brave plague), was something that should necessarily dispatch him to the IL.

“Regardless of whatever pain I have, I have to out there and do my job,” Diaz via Suriel said postgame. “I didn’t feel 100 percent at that time, but I have to try to go out there and execute my pitches.” I’d say Freeman already did quite an effective job of executing at least one of Diaz’s pitches. Also, as someone who muddled through six years of junior high and high school Spanish while avoiding all the science electives they’d let me, it is my considered opinion that Diaz should probably take the ten days a trip to the injured list encompasses and tend to his trapezius, a word I have now typed for the second time in my life. My professional credentials for this diagnosis? I have groaned too often at the sight of Edwin Diaz this year.

Groaning at most every Met (and their atrocious Players Weekend gear) on Saturday night aside, there was an interlude of literal jumping for joy. Not surprisingly, it was for Pete Alonso, the fount from which the most joy associated with the 2019 Mets has flowed. You could even call him Pete Fountain for the way two of the homers he launched at SunTrust Park this year splashed down amid decorative waterworks. Our boy has certainly struck up the band wherever he’s gone, which is invariably deep.

As countdowns to destiny go, the wait for Pete Alonso to tie the Mets’ single-season home run record was filled with all the drama of a wait for the 6:09 to Penn Station when the LIRR is running without delays. It might even be said Pete’s train arrived at the station a touch ahead of schedule. The 41st home run that he was chasing on our behalf took a while in past years. Todd Hundley’s 41st of 1996 pulled in during the 148th game of his signature season. Carlos Beltran’s 41st of 2006, which was more incidental than monumental given that he and we were playing for higher stakes then, blew its whistle in Game 159. When Pete’s power presented itself to us in full earlier this year, I started tracking his progress versus his predecessors.

“Man,” I thought, “he has a chance to break the record.”

It would be less race than walkover. The only real complication Pete faced was not hitting No. 41 on Friday night, when my friend Kevin and I were at the game and really would have really appreciated witnessing it in person. Historically minded to the first Met degree, Kevin wore his old HUNDLEY 9 tee and planned to ceremonially exchange it for the POLAR BEAR 20 model we were handed at the gate whether it fit us or not (less of a problem for Kevin’s physique than mine). On Friday, only Jacob deGrom homered in the Mets’ 14-inning loss. Not a terrible souvenir, but not precisely what we came for.

Saturday, though, the folks who lined up for the fireworks could enjoy a premature explosion, Pete taking Max Fried on a VIP tour of that black backdrop that surrounds the Alonso Apple in center field. They might as well rename it for Pete, who has made it ascend 21 times, already the twelfth-most in Citi Field history. That’s the twelfth-most of any Met in the course of a post-2009 Met career, courtesy of a kid who’s worked at the ballpark less than five months.

As all of Pete’s home runs seem to be, whether aesthetically or narratively, it was a big one. Alonso’s three-run blast gave the Mets a 5-4 lead, climaxing a fifth inning in which our summertime heartthrobs displayed their best selves. Juan Lagares (hashtag #Lagaressance) doubled. Rosario singled him in to trim the Braves’ lead to 4-2. Joe Panik singled. Fried unleashed a wild pitch, his second of the inning. Finally — because we’d waited a whole six days since No. 40 — Pete got ahold of a fastball and let it fly. It went 451 feet, it was worth three runs in a playoff chase, and it sent at least one heretofore seated veteran Mets fan from his couch into the kind of vertical leap that surprised even the leaper.

“Man,” I thought, “he just tied the record.”

The record. Forty-one home runs. There’ve been two 41s that need little to no introduction in franchise lore. One is the Franchise. If you’re at Citi Field, you’re not only cognizant of the preeminent Met 41, you’re at 41… 41 Seaver Way, to be exact. (We’d also have accepted Tom Terrific Terrace as a searchable Flushing address; you certainly won’t find it in Foxborough.)

The other 41 has, since September 14, 1996, belonged to Todd Hundley. It belonged to him the way 34 belongs to Frank Thomas’s 34, 37 belongs to Dave Kingman and 39 belongs to Darryl Strawberry. Those numbers live on in memory, but were surpassed as records. Hundley’s 41 wasn’t. Technically it still hasn’t been, though we shall take the liberty of assuming that moment is coming to a ballpark near us soon. When it occurs, no matter that No. 42 shall fill me with Pete pride, I shall lay a figurative wreath at the marker that will always exist in my Mets fan heart for the first 41st home run in Mets history and what it represented.

Todd Hundley was an exceptional Met slugger in a transitional Met era, which is a polite euphemism for they weren’t very good when he was at his absolute best. But when he was at his absolute best, the excitement was uncontainable. We had a Met hitting more homers than any before him — and more homers than any catcher anywhere before him, which was probably a bigger achievement (he broke a record held by Roy Campanella, for goodness sake) — but the one that tickled me was the Mets record. We never had a 40-homer man before Todd, never mind 41. He was among the league leaders in a shall we say very homer-laden period in baseball history. Whether observed from Loge, Mezzanine, Channel 9 or Sportschannel, it was clear he enjoyed the hell out of what he was doing. He understood the power of the home run, for him and for us.

I loved that Todd Hundley cared so much that he was hitting more home runs than any Met ever had or ever would for at least 23 more years. I’ve always been glad that as long as 41 persisted as the record — even when it was tied by Beltran — that it kept Todd prominent in our record books. Mike Piazza’s presence all but erased him from our consciousness, which was totally understandable given the enormity of everything about Piazza, yet the one thing the great Mike Piazza didn’t do was hit a 41st home run in a New York Met season.

Hundley did. That was his thing. I can still see it in action. Top uniform button unbuttoned, a mighty swing, a dose of “that New York swagger” that didn’t need to be announced because it spoke for itself while it rounded the bases 41 times in an otherwise grim Met summer. It was 1996. There was Bernard Gilkey driving in runs while keeping an eye peeled for aliens. There was Lance Johnson making Billy Hamilton look like a piker as he slid safely again and again into third. And there was Todd Hundley elevating the ball in a fashion most unMetsielike. It was a rush.

The Mets lost 91 games and all but the tiniest fragment within the city’s baseball mosaic, but we who were there would always remember Todd’s 41 and always cherish it. Not that we didn’t root for it to be surpassed, but it stayed. Had Mike belted a couple more as we grasped for the 1999 Wild Card and finished with one above 41, I’m sure I would have leapt higher than I did last night. Beltran gave it a go, matching Todd, but Carlos was so busy doing everything well that I have the feeling he thought it overly gauche to shove Hundley from his perch. That’s what I’ll tell myself for the sake of the story, anyway.

Nobody had neared 41 since 2006. Now somebody has alighted there. It’s still Hundley’s record, but it’s shared by three Mets for the moment. The moment Alonso resets the home run clock to 42 (and beyond), I will celebrate as a lifelong fan does when standards change. I will pull for that number to keep rising, for some other number to stand tall as what some future Met slugger — perhaps Pete himself — aspires to in some future Met season.

But we’ll always have 41 and Todd Hundley somewhere in there. I won’t forget that.

Ghost of a Chance

Perhaps they showed up better on TV, but from Promenade at Citi Field, those Casper the Friendly Ghost tribute togs the Mets wore Friday night in deference to Players Weekend marketing concerns were hard to make out. White pants. White shirts. White caps. White numbers. An offensive attack that amounted to a collective white flag. (The visiting Braves wore very dark black; my buddy Kevin confessed he thought several of the umpires had joined them in an elaborate infield shift.) The Mets we’ve come to know and love were also hard to make out. What happened to the players who rally brilliantly at least once per game? Where did our beautiful winning streak slip off to? And as long as we’re posing pertinent questions, when did summer’s heat morph into autumnal chill?

The Flushing Bay breeze, which probably would have felt delightful had your correspondent not been tethered to the idea that shorts and short sleeves are seasonably suitable for August 23, was no doubt amplified by the surfeit of swinging and missing down below. If you liked strikeouts and didn’t care about context, this was the game for you. Mets pitchers struck out Braves hitters 26 times, setting a franchise record, tying the major league mark and cramming the matrix board fronting the Porsche Grill with thinly sliced K after K after K. Such an accumulation would have been astounding to contemplate in a nine-inning game. Instead, it wound up a footnote to a fourteen-inning loss. The Mets batters, who for the most part could not accurately be called hitters, struck out 14 times themselves. They likewise put nine runners on base and drove not a one of them home.

Except for Jacob deGrom. He put himself on all the bases simultaneously via a sixth-inning home run whose only shortcoming was that Jacob (or “deGrom,” per his chosen Players Weekend nickname, bless his no-nonsense soul) couldn’t bat in front of himself as well and therefore couldn’t serve as his own ghost runner. If he could have, I don’t doubt deGrom would have driven in as many of him who were on base as possible. Alas, deGrom’s dinger off Mike Foltynewicz was a solo job, which seems appropriate in light of how much Jacob still has to do for himself with this team.

It could have been 2018 out there at Citi Field. It was a lot like June 2, 2018, to be exact, the night Mets pitchers, led by their leader, struck out 24 Cubs in fourteen innings, establishing a milestone that would last not quite fifteen months. Then, Jacob went seven innings, was responsible for thirteen of those K’s, and the Mets went on to lose, 7-1. The Mets also intended to give out Todd Frazier fleeces that night, but the items the Mets were sent from their supplier weren’t up to their lofty standards, so they gave out rainchecks instead.

Friday, we got the thirteen strikeouts in seven innings again from deGrom. We got the fourteen innings again. We got the one run scored again. Oh, we got the loss again. We could have used the fleece. Seriously, it was chilly up in 508.

The difference between a frustrating no-decision for deGrom from 2018 and a current-year model was the Mets were falling into an abyss last season and have risen high above the one where they appeared permanently mired this season. This made Friday’s 2-1 defeat at the hands of Atlanta both more maddening and less miserable. Of course we who stuck around for all fourteen innings wanted a reward beyond the giveaway POLAR BEAR 20 t-shirts that never comfortably fit us full-figured types. We wanted to continue gaining ground in the Wild Card race. We wanted to win a sixth in a row. I wanted to win a sixth in a row in terms of my personal Citi Field attendance. Our sights are elevated these days. That there’s something substantial to play for might make an individual loss sting worse, but it’s also perversely satisfying to know in your bones that it matters. Losing a fairly big game beats losing a relatively meaningless game.

But losing is losing, and the Braves did the beating, so, really, we’re splitting hairs, which, coincidentally, are what most of the Mets could have used in lieu of bats Friday night. There were a couple of golden opportunities to send the Braves back to the Grand Hyatt grumbling that these Mets are just impossible right now. We loaded the bases off frigging Anthony Swarzak in the tenth; Wilson Ramos, in for a possibly concussed Tomás Nido, stole a bag for the first time in his plodding career…though maybe the official scorer simply thought he saw a ghost. Whatever it was, it was to no ultimate avail. We got Joe Panik to third base with one out in the eleventh, yet abandoned him there. The heart of the order, the guys whose shirts we’ve either seen torn from their torsos in celebration (Conforto, Davis) or whose shirts we were wrapping ourselves in as we sought extra-inning warmth (Alonso), went a combined 1-for-16. We ran through just about everybody we had — every reliever but Chris Flexen pitched, plus Steven Matz pinch-hit — yet all the Mick’s horses and all the Mick’s men couldn’t measure up to deGrom.

A homer hit and more than a dozen hitters fanned. Jacob accomplished those dual feats in Miami in April and he did it again Friday. He passed 200 strikeouts for the season…again. If he’s not a Cy Young winner for a second consecutive campaign, he’ll finish in the top tier. If we’re not playing ball in October, it won’t be because of him.

Our potential playoff absence will likely have something to do with the rest of what transpires on nights like these, when magic isn’t so easily conjured by a lineup that usually seems naturally supernatural and when the bullpen can hold and hold for only so long until it is bound to break. Our pitchers were clever enough to wear black caps to offset the brightness of the rest of their Players Weekend ensemble, so hats off to not only their fashion sense, but all the relievers did to keep the Mets’ collective pulse beating from the eighth until the fourteenth (7 IP, 13 SO). Edwin Diaz and Paul Sewald, unusual suspects when it comes to confidence and competence, deserve special praise for not imploding on contact. I also have to hand it to the fans a few sections over who urged on our deposed closer with a non-sarcastic chant of “ED-WIN DI-AZ!” Everybody’s a beloved Met when the Mets are going well.

Not so beloved when all was said and done: Jeurys Familia, lately pretty good, Friday night not so much. A leadoff walk, a ground-rule double that wasn’t an RBI triple thanks to a helpful center field fence crevice that caught one of the few balls Juan Lagares couldn’t (whacked, natch, by a predictably vengeful Adeiny Hechavarría) and a lousy little single just past a drawn-in-infield created all the havoc the Braves required. Familia keeping it 2-1 headed to the fourteenth-inning stretch was a small miracle, one destined to go unappreciated on the Rotunda stairs, where a clever man announced to all who involuntarily overheard him this Players Weekend:

“HIS NICKNAME SHOULD BE TURD! FAMILIA SHOULD CHANGE HIS NUMBER TO THREE SO HIS NICKNAME CAN BE TURD! THAT’S WHAT HE PITCHED LIKE! A TURD! HE PITCHED LIKE A TURD!”

Yeah, I suppose, but the overall tenor emanating from those filing out of Citi Field wasn’t really angry as all that. Mostly, it was quiet. The last five times I’ve exited the ballpark, it was raucous, LET’S GO METS! and the like blanketing most attempts at conversation. Perhaps I was hearing raucousness’s inevitable inverse. We — Mets and Mets fans — have generated a ton of noise of late. Friday, the Met motif was ghostly uniforms, invisible offense and eerie silence as the clock neared midnight. Saturday is Fireworks Night. Maybe we’ll explode once more.

A Game That Needed a Noah

A long time ago, it looked like Noah Syndergaard was on his way to a perfect game.

That wasn’t 40 days and 40 nights ago — that’s the story of another Noah — but by the end of this deluged and drowned evening, with its two rain delays, it sure felt like it had been that long. MLB mercifully put an end to the stalled proceedings shortly before 12:30 a.m., making the Mets officially winners of a 2-0 contest that had gone from taut to tempest-tossed.

I feel slightly sorry for the Clevelanders who took advantage of the Indians’ New York, New York series to take a Big Apple vacation. It must have sounded fun, but at least a few of those folks must have seen their team go 2-4, left Citi Field during the first rain delay because their planes were going to depart without them, discovered their planes had all been delayed but not yet canceled (in storytelling we call this foreshadowing), and wound up sitting in La Guardia or JFK or Newark wondering why no bar in the tri-state area shows Mets games. I hope they weren’t on cots somewhere in Terminal C when the plug got pulled.

(Note I said slightly sorry — it’s not like I wanted their team to win or anything.)

But back to our Noah. He herded the Indians back into their dugout three by three not once but five straight times, and up here in Maine (where the weather is beautiful, by the way) I was starting to get a little antsy while listening to At Bat. Given Syndergaard’s arsenal, he has a lot of games in which you catch yourself thinking about perfect games and no-hitters too early — I do the same thing with Jacob deGrom — but this was different. I couldn’t see Syndergaard’s pitches, but didn’t need to, because I could hear the crowd soaring and crashing on every pitch, and the excitement in Howie Rose’s voice. Syndergaard had brought his A-game, and Howie sensed this performance might require his.

The first enemy batter of the sixth — our old friend Kevin Plawecki — didn’t do much to douse the enthusiasm, as Syndergaard erased him on two vicious sliders sandwiched around a fastball. Syndergaard then worked a 1-2 count on Tyler Naquin and threw him a changeup at the bottom of the strike zone. Naquin served it over second, into the vicinity of a charging Juan Lagares, who reached down with his hoovermatic glove … but arrived a third of a second too late.

Lagares tried to sell the one-hopper to the umps as a catch, a bit of trickery rendered vestigial in the era of replay review, and endearing because of that. Two batters later Francisco Lindor tallied Cleveland’s second hit, and we had to put aside our disappointment at losing a ringside seat for history to make room for our potential disappointment at seeing a hard-won lead get away. The speedy Greg Allen slapped a ball between first and second, which felt like disaster, except Pete Alonso fell on the ball, shoveled it backwards, grabbed at it desperately and heaved it towards first.

The Indians lost a game Wednesday because a veteran pitcher left a base uncovered; Syndergaard beat Allen to the bag, recorded the inning-ending out, and then exchanged a slightly awkward chest slap and then an emphatic chest bump with Alonso. It was dopey and goofy and adorable — if the Mets keep rolling like this an overamped Alonso may be tearing teammates’ uniforms off mid-game come September — and I’ve only watched the clip seven times while grinning ear to ear.

(No wait — make it eight.)

Alas, it was the last pitch Syndergaard would get to throw. With two outs in the bottom of the sixth and offensive hero Wilson Ramos at the plate, the deluge came. The game stopped for two and a half hours, and when it resumed it was a mess — soppy conditions, wet balls, poor fielding and the certainty that more weather was to come.

Syndergaard was long gone by then, and I found the faintest of silver linings in the fact that he wasn’t robbed at a chance for perfection by something so fickle as the weather. But his departure left the Mets back in circumstances all too familiar and trying — needing to find a worryingly large number of outs, a day after they’d nearly emptied the pen playing into extras.

Happily, the back end of our often-suspect bullpen was as crisp as everything around them was soggy. I didn’t think Noah’s arc would wind up including Jeurys Familia with an olive branch in his mouth or Paul Sewald as dry land amid the waters, but that’s the way this story unfolded.

Both Familia and Sewald were sharp, and then the rains came again, bringing with them a radar map with way too many dark green and yellow blotches. Half an hour later, the portents were clear for those well-versed in the routines of ancillary stadium personnel: Lumber was brought out to weigh down the tarp, and the sunflower seeds and gum disappeared from the dugouts.

I’ll remember the significance of such sightings next time I’m in rain-delay limbo, as a couple of minutes after that (not seven days, thank God), Mother Nature recorded the last six outs herself.

The waters may not abate from the Earth until this afternoon, but that should give the Mets plenty of time to prepare for their next test. The Braves were the last roadblock encountered by the Mets in their unlikely surge back into the thick of things; and hey, perhaps they’ll be that again. But the Mets just passed another test, and with flying colors, no less. A once-moribund season has become fun again, and doesn’t that call for a little faith?

Love Is In The Air

When the 2019 Mets look up “quit” in the dictionary, you know whose picture they see? It’s a trick question, because not only don’t they know the meaning of the word “quit,” it’s never occurred to them to investigate further.

They’d been telling us for months that this is how they operate. “This team doesn’t quit.” “There’s no quit in this team.” “We won’t even drink Nesquik because of the homophonic overtones.” OK, so I made the last one up, but you get the point, and it’s good to the last drop, or, more accurately, the last pitch when it’s whacked down the left field line to drive in the last run of the latest remarkable comeback to certify that whatever stirs these Mets, it’s delicious.

I’m giddy. It’s the next morning and I’m giddy. You should have seen me in the tenth inning Wednesday night after the Mets trampled Citi Field in their inimitable walkoff fashion. You probably didn’t need to see me, though. You saw yourself. You felt yourself, so to speak. You felt the 2019 Mets not quitting. It’s a feeling you wish could go on forever, a feeling you shouldn’t bet against continuing indefinitely within the parameters of what I believe is technically referred to as the championship season — the season in which everybody is at least theoretically competing for a championship.

We long ago transitioned from the realm of theory to reality where contending was concerned. Really, we skipped over theory because we were either mired in hopelessness or deluded from fantasy in the realm of championship contention. There was maybe a minute where we thought about it. Probably while we were on the road scooping up Long Island’s Own Marcus Stroman for what appeared to be unknown reasons.

Only contenders go out and grab established starting pitchers. The Mets, when they traded two prospects to Toronto for LIOMS, were merely some second-division straggler who had lucked into their schedule’s soft spot and had reeled off a few wins in a row for a change. Stroman joined the fold and the Mets just about haven’t lost since.

That’s an oversimplification of process, cause, effect, narrative, whatever. But I’m giddy, so take it for what it’s worth. Stroman has started four games as a Met. He’s pitched exceedingly well in none of them, decently for stretches of some of them, and the Mets have won all of them. Marcus Stroman for MVM? Theoretically.

In reality, Stroman was done after four innings Wednesday night, a victim of his own hamstring tightness. Met hamstrings are barking at the moon this month like there’s a special on them at Sears. Fortunately, if Met medical reports are to be taken at face value (and our credulity is such these days that we’ll believe practically anything the Mets tell us), each hammy malady is less worse than the one before it. Cano is out deep into September if not longer. McNeil indicates he’ll be leaping off the IL as soon as they let him. Stroman’s MRI showed nothing off-kilter, implying that he can continue in rotation.

Good. As noted, the Mets never lose when Marcus takes the mound. Wheel him to the pitching rubber next week and call him the opener if necessary. In the interim, meaning the fifth inning Wednesday night, there was the little matter of Mickey Callaway having to prevail upon his bullpen earlier than planned. In another life, say back in June, that would have meant a stream of Fonts, a thud of Bashlors and a torrent of runs. It must have been awful to live in those times.

In this enlightened era, we have Jeurys Familia, that strike-blazing dynamo from Sector 7-G who never lets his mates down. Familia inherited a 1-0 deficit and imposed austerity on the Cleveland Indians lineup, retiring his immediate portion of it in order. Inspired by Jeurys, the Mets’ offense rumbled to life in the bottom of the fifth. With one out, Todd Frazier, dismissed early and often this season, singled; Juan Lagares, written off as useless as recently as last week, doubled him in to tie the game; and pinch-hitter Luis Guillorme, whose presence on the roster was universally understood as the product of the Mets not wishing to pay Adeiny Hechavarria a sizable bonus, doubled home Lagares.

Each of those Mets, derided in many if not most quarters as default space-fillers on a roster pocked with holes, came through to give us ingrates who call ourselves their fans a 2-1 lead. Glad they don’t hold grudges.

Brad Brach took over for Familia and promptly revealed his sporting nature, permitting the Indians a tying run of their own. Brad’s gentlemanly gesture extended no further than a 2-2 score, thankfully. Classy is one thing, but no need to give away the store. Brach is no Font, no Bashlor, no black bullpen hole. He retired the next two batters and kept the game where it belonged: up for grabs, within grasp of the Mets.

Cleveland remained aloft, too. Despite that hiccup in the fifth, Adam Plutko generated a start reminiscent of Lew Burdette, a curious reference to invoke here unless you caught the tidbit that Plutko was trying to become the first pitcher to come to New York and beat two different teams in consecutive decisions in more than six decades. Burdette did it last, in 1957, to the Dodgers and Giants on a very convenient Milwaukee Braves road trip. Plutko defeated the Yankees last week (yay!) and was scheming via Interleague folderol to do the same to the Mets (boo!). In a vacuum, if 2019 were still the 2019 it shaped up as when we were young and stupid (again, in June), I might have quietly rooted for the oddity to take flight.

I’m slightly less young and slightly less stupid of late. I credit the Mets for marginally adding to my intelligence, as they have taught me 2019 does not take place in a vacuum. I was rooting hard for the “DO NOT DISTURB” sign on 1957 World Series MVP Lew Burdette’s more trivial legacy. Plutko exited after six with the score still knotted. When Justin Wilson shooed the Tribe from the board in the seventh, Plutko was officially no-decisioned, just another pitcher who wasn’t Lew Burdette.

Trivia filed neatly away, tension took center stage. Man, this was a tight game. The Mets don’t score off Nick Goody in the bottom of the seventh. The Indians don’t score off Seth Lugo in the top of the eighth. Oliver Perez, or perhaps a hologram of Oliver Perez (an Ologram?), materialized in the bottom of the inning. I was keenly aware that Perez is the Longest Ago Met Still Active — the LAMSA, for the uninitiated. It’s a distinction I diligently track here. Once Jose Reyes, whose last game came one day after David Wright’s, dove into the music business full-time whether he wanted to or not, Perez not only assumed the LAMSA crown, but he became the Last Met Standing from 2006, a not random year in Mets history.

Perez joined us almost Stroman-style at the trade deadline thirteen years ago. In the wake of the midnight ride of Duaner Sanchez, we required a new layer of bullpen depth. Omar Minaya opted to jettison the supremely useful right fielder Xavier Nady in order to reacquire 2005 relief stalwart Roberto Hernandez. To make the whole thing worthwhile beyond the 2006 Canyon of Heroes parade that was our destiny, Omar wheedled enigmatic but young, talented and lefthanded Ollie from the Bucs. He wasn’t really needed for the pennant race of the moment, because there was really no race. The Mets had lapped the NL East field pretty thoroughly by August.

Then, with the Mets being the Mets, Oliver Perez became a central figure in the 2006 Met drama before it was prematurely over, taking two starts in the NLCS, winning one and carrying them long enough in the other until Endy Chavez could nab all that was about to get away. Yes, Game Seven. That Game Seven. Ollie was a temporary Met savior in their most dire moment of need. In 2007, after that world championship parade was mysteriously postponed, he was a legitimately dependable starting pitcher. Same, basically, in 2008. The Mets re-signed him for a sum that could be expressed in many multiples of what they avoided giving Adeiny Hechavarria.

After which, Oliver Perez reverted to a pumpkin. He was mostly terrible in 2009, then worse in 2010. The pumpkin added spice to the situation by refusing a minor league assignment to tweak whatever was discombobulating him. Jerry Manuel exiled him to the back of the Mets bullpen. About once a month he’d seep out and surrender eight runs in a third-of-an-inning. The last time Oliver Perez pitched as a Met was in the fourteenth inning on Closing Day nine years ago. In case you’ve forgotten, it did not go swimmingly.

A funny thing happened on the way to oblivion. Oliver Perez rediscovered his skills and remade himself as one of those valuable southpaws managers adore bringing in to bedevil lefty-laden lineups. That’s what brought us face-to-face with Ollie Perez on August 21, 2019, myriad Met eras removed from October 19, 2006. The one thing the two dates had in common, besides Perez’s presence, was an overwhelming sense of urgency. Game Seven of the 2006 NLCS had to be won. Game 126 of the 2019 season was one that four out of five doctors recommended not letting get away. We’d come too far for that sort of loss.

Joe Panik, lefthanded hitter, crossed up Tito Francona’s best-laid plan and singled to lead off the home eighth against Oliver Perez. HA! Now we got the Tribalistics where we want ’em! Lefty Ollie has to stay in and face righty Pete Alonso, who doesn’t care how crafty a lefty is. If Francona wanted Perez to take on Michael Conforto, ol’ Ollie would have to get through Alonso; his NL rookie-record 40 home runs; and his innate flair for the Amazin’. Pete was one dinger away from tying Hundley & Beltran for the team mark. Pete knew that. I knew that. Ollie likely didn’t, but he would be apprised of the situation once the enormous celebratory graphics were posted on each of Citi Field’s message conveyances.

Except Perez struck out Alonso and then struck out Conforto. There’s a reason ol’ Ollie Perez is still pitching, I guess. Carry on LAMSA. Francona removed his lefty and inserted a righty, Adam Cimber. Cimber retired Wilson Ramos. The mild threat was quelled, the score stayed tied.

Seth Lugo, whose name you might recognize from several paragraphs ago, was still the Mets pitcher as the ninth began. It made sense to keep him in, considering he threw only eight pitches to get out of the eighth, but given Callaway’s predilection for crafting new Lugocentric policies every five or so minutes, one never knows. You can’t count on much in this world, but we could count on Seth Lugo. He gave up a leadoff single to Jason Kipnis, a sacrifice bunt and a right-side groundout to advance Kipnis uncomfortably close to home, but ultimately extricated himself from danger. Two-two stayed two-two going to the bottom of the ninth. Despite a two-out single from Lagares, two-two was also what pointed us to a tenth inning.

In Boston, Philadelphia was winning. In Chicago, the Giants and Cubs were swapping runs by the bushel. In St. Louis, it was raining on the Brewers’ official-game lead. The Nationals had already pushed the Pirates into the confluence of the Allegheny and the Monongahela. The Diamondbacks had already hissed to no avail versus the Rockies. The Wild Card race was fluid and fluctuating — fluctuative, you might say. Some of our rivals were going to gain ground, others would yield it. We wanted to be with the smart set, keeping pace with whoever won, distancing ourselves from those nipping at us from behind. Lose after nine innings of hard-fought baseball?

Fluc that.

The next rejuvenated reliever to be granted responsibility for keeping the score tied — really, it’s more privilege than responsibility — was Luis Avilán, the unsung lefty. You get unsung by getting the outs that need to be gotten when nobody’s paying laserlike attention. Luis generally pitches the inning when you’ve decided to run to the bathroom or give in to your yen for a soft pretzel. Those can be important innings in retrospect, but their verses are usually cut from the ballads for length. If Luis Avilán is to be sung about, it’s usually because he’s doing something extraordinary or somebody’s doing something extraordinary to him.

The latter. It was the latter. In the top of the tenth at Citi Field, it was Carlos Santana — the Jimi Hendrix of Gary Apple’s eye, in homonymish terms — who catapulted Avilán to top of mind in a manner most undesired. Santana blasted a two-out, bases-empty homer to the Delta terminal at LaGuardia, and the Mets trailed, 3-2.

It could have gotten worse, for we understand the historical nature of the Met reliever, but we’re creating a new era of history here, one that doesn’t have to circle the drain at the second sign of trouble. Brach encountered difficulties but didn’t allow them to strangle his outing. Now Avilán acted to close the barn door as optimally as he could, slamming it shut on the Wild Horse himself, Yasiel Puig, on a full-count swinging strikeout. Giving up the go-ahead run was bad, but it could have been worse.

“Could Be Worse” isn’t a rallying cry quite in league with “You Gotta Believe,” yet you play the hand that is dealt you. In the bottom of the tenth, the Mets would play Brad Hand, All-Star reliever for Cleveland, but a closer who, according to my incisive scouting report of listening to something Gary Cohen said, hadn’t been pitching all that well lately. We were going up against somebody who’d accumulated 29 saves for a very good team, but he’d reportedly been a little off and we had the top of our order due up. In a sense, I was prepared for the worst (a.k.a. losing a baseball game), but I was just as prepared for the best (a.k.a. winning a baseball game). You know what Tug McGraw taught us 46 Augusts ago:

COULD BE WORSE!

(I could be foggy on the precise wording.)

The bottom of the tenth inning at Citi Field on August 21, 2019, depending on the course of events that unfold in the nights and days ahead, deserves its own wing in the New York Mets Hall of Fame and Museum. It was that glorious, that momentous, that Amazin’. You know that now. You might know it forever if more innings go as well as this one did. You might forget it soon if there aren’t more nights that belong in the same conversation as Wednesday night. I can refer to great innings that won games but got lost in shuffles because memories are selective and limited. It’s quite possible that this inning, the tenth, will require six nudges from someone like me to get you to nod and assent, “oh yeah, right.” Or together we’ll always finish each other’s sentences.

“The tenth inning…”
“The one against the Indians?”
“What other one is there?”

We’ll leave that for the future, unknown though it may be, and concentrate in the present on the half-inning of our most recent past. The tenth inning. The one against the Indians.

• The one Amed Rosario, the shortstop who bloomed into a second-half superstar as soon as the ink was dry on the organizational plan to convert him into a last-ditch center fielder, led off with a double to center. Since the beginning of June, Rosario is a .500 hitter. Since August 1, Amed is batting a thousand. I could look up what the numbers actually are, but I’m comfortable with the hyperbole.

• The one Panik, discarded by the Giants, kept going by bunting Rosario to third. I could see the logic there if I squinted. We needed to get the tying run to do the tying. Advancing Amed a base wasn’t the worst thing in Flushing. Giving up an out is usually dim thinking. It was still dim thinking. But Rosario was on third with one out and the meat of the order was coming to the fore.

• The one Alonso, still capable of drama despite a thus far quiet night, witnessed from first base because Francona passed him intentionally. I feared that would be the result of a sac bunt. Then again, I’m a Mets fan who has other highly capable hitters behind Alonso. Pete Meat isn’t all we feast on. And we fear nothing.

• The one Conforto nearly brought to an anticlimactic conclusion with a potential 3-6-1 ground ball double play. One out was certain, Alonso’s heads- and hands-up slide into second notwithstanding. But maybe Conforto could beat out the relay. Or as the wags departing via Seaver Way would soon put it, “What relay?” Hand displayed a veritable ten-cent head by not covering first base, ensuring Conforto would be safe, Rosario would cross the plate, and the Mets would stay alive.

• The one Ramos could have ended with a meager ground ball barely down the third base line. They don’t call Ramos Buffalo because his speed evokes a strong running game in the tradition of O.J. Simpson, Joe Cribbs and Thurman Thomas. Nevertheless, Wilson was determined to burst through the line and get the Mets that all-important first down. It was so important that lingo from another sport was being shipped downstate. Whatever it was, it worked. Wilson Ramos had himself an infield hit — his tenth of 2019, per Baseball-Reference. That’s one deceptively fast Buffalo. His all-important hit placed Conforto, the even more all-important winning run on second.

• The one J.D. Davis was the sixth batter in. If Davis made the third out, or if Davis walked only to have the Mets strand the bases loaded directly thereafter, I comprehended logically that we had tied the game in the tenth and that it would move on to the eleventh. Yet in my ample gut, I knew — knew — this was a game that did not have an eleventh inning in it. We were destined to win right here, right now. We were more destined to win this game than I thought we were to attend that parade in 2006.

J.D. Davis spent much of 2019 as Brodie Van Wagenen’s consolation prize. Everything our King Midas of a GM touched turned the opposite of gold, but at least Davis was a sound pickup. Good hitter. Not much of a third baseman. He could play left, apparently. Not that well, but well enough to platoon with Dom Smith. What’s that? Smith has to go on the IL? Boy, we’re really strapped for outfielders. I guess Davis can play left most days. Or all days. He really can hit.

He really can. On this team that features a Polar Bear who has gone deep more often than any National League freshman has ever dared; a Squirrel who only a strained hammy could get out (pitchers certainly couldn’t); and a Scooter that operates on the sweetest of swings, I swear it’s J.D. Davis who fills me with the most confidence if not anticipation in situations like that which faced the Mets Wednesday night. I’d be at least a little confident in anybody the way the Mets have played. I was confident when Aaron Altherr pinch-hit in the ninth, and Aaron Altherr has literally FIVE base hits in SIXTY at-bats for THREE teams this season.

But I believe. I believe in Altherr; and Stroman; and Familia; and Frazier; and Lagares; and Lagares’s glove; and Guillorme even though Hechavarria will take out his grudge against management on us as a Brave this weekend; and Brach; and Brach’s ability to bounce back; and Wilson; and Lugo; and Lugo for a second inning; and Avilán; and Avilán’s Brachlike resilience; and Rosario; and Rosario’s hyperbolic second-half surge; and Panik; and Panik’s handling of a bat no matter what one thinks of a bunt; and Alonso; and Conforto; and Ramos; and Ramos getting down the line; and, perhaps most of all, I believe in J.D. Fucking Davis.

That’s his full name, in case you weren’t sure. I looked it up after he battled Brad Hand for nine pitches that ran the count to three-and-two and included foul balls that would have won the game had geometry not inflicted itself on the dimensions of Citi Field. A hit was coming off that bat sooner or later. If it had to take nine pitches, so be it.

And so it was. The ninth pitch. It was laced into the left field corner and it bounced over the orange line to signify ground-rule double, except somewhere between first and second, J.D.’s teammates were inhabited by the spirit of Todd Pratt c. 1999 and reduced Davis’s game-winning shot to a ground-rule single. But who cared about bookkeeping when the operative phrase there was “game-winning”? Indeed, Conforto scored the run that made the final tally Mets 4 Indians 3 and sent Davis immediately into the market for a new uniform top. I’m sure Michael, having had the shirt ripped jubilantly from his back two Fridays before, has some recommendations.

Sometimes I get the feeling this is some other team we’re watching, specifically one whose highlights pervade MLB Network and associated digital platforms with its indefatigable nature and founts of talent. Since when do we have somebody like J.D. Davis and have him be ostensibly a supporting player? Where did we get this monstrous young everyday core from? How did we gather so many veterans who know what they’re doing and still have the tools to do it? What’s with this bullpen definitively not sucking? Oh, and we have starting pitching that has to be the envy of other viewers in other markets.

But this is our team. These are our Mets. Our 2019 Mets, rearranging paradigms not to mention the alignment of the Wild Card standings. We’re what, now? We’re very close to where we need to be. That’ll do as a metric. Some things can’t be measured by percentage points or half-games. I don’t mean to put words in your mouth let alone shove emotions inside your heart, but how do you not love these particular Mets the way you loved (and doubtlessly still love) the Mets teams you’ve loved the most and the hardest? This is not any year from the honor roll of permanent placards that line the edge of Excelsior in left field or any year you hold dear privately. It doesn’t have to be. This is 2019. That, as of this minute, is all this year needs to be.

And keep being. Please.

A Perfect Baseball Day?

1) Thanks to the kindness of an old friend, Greg, Emily and I got to see batting practice from the edge of the field. Michael Conforto is David Wright-level kind, signing anything and everything, posing for pictures and being supernaturally patient even when it might not be called for. (If you’re a major-league player who pauses for even a second during BP, you’ll be overwhelmed by a din of requests/demands. It’s scary and, OK, a little gross.) There was a cameo by old friend Kevin Plawecki, who came over and chatted amiably with Fred Wilpon, which was interesting to see. And points to the Cleveland pitcher wearing a shirt that said RELIEVERS ARE PEOPLE TOO.

BP is a pleasure in its own right — the crunch of the dirt under your feet, the sight of that perfectly maintained grass, the wire baskets of baseballs (cue Bull Durham: “You hit white balls for batting practice in the Show…”), the sound of balls off the bat. It also reminded me of the last time I’d been down there at Citi Field, and how I’d watched Jeff Francoeur take BP. Francoeur hit several balls perfectly — pitch in his happy zone, contact with the sweet spot of the bat, full power behind the swing — and effortlessly redirected them up to the neighborhood of the Citi Field restaurant. It was the hitter’s equivalent of a pitcher laying an inning-ending curve on the outside of the plater when the batter’s expecting something else, so that by the time the pitch arrives the pitcher’s heading off the mound and the catcher’s leaning toward the dugout, like a magic trick. Except you see at least a couple of those pitches every week, but you almost never see a hitter put a perfect swing on the ball, because with every swing he’s contending against the best pitchers in the world trying to trick him and spoil his timing, and if they succeed even a little the results are different. That day I saw a bunch of perfect swings, and I was awestruck.

I also immediately understood the old baseball line about 5 o’clock thunder, and why it wasn’t entirely the pejorative I’d thought. Francoeur was going to have a baseball contract as long as he wanted to play, because someone would always see what he could do in BP, and understandably invest in the effort of trying to unlock that perfect swing, without worrying about the midsize problem that Francoeur was too stubborn to accept that four balls meant a free base. The player who had the most impressive BP session yesterday, by the way, was Aaron Altherr.

2) Once the Indians took over batting practice, we retired inside, got something to eat, and talked baseball in a delightfully meandering way where the journey is its own reward. We talked about Mets play-by-play callers during the team’s North Korea phase, the curious career of Mets backstop Rick Sweet (not Ricky), how much authenticity is required for custom baseball cards (finding a photo of Kevin Elster that’s from his 1986 cameo and not his main Mets career is difficult, y’all), Rod Gaspar and Wilbur Huckle, scoreboard-watching during wild-card season, the reasons behind my 1981-1984 loss of Mets faith and what that absence meant, and a whole lot more besides.

3) We ducked into the Mets Hall of Fame for a brief visit, something I always mean to do but somehow never get the time to accomplish. Who knew there were All-Star rings? We also posed for the new Faith and Fear author photo you might have noticed. The last one was from 2009; we’re a little older, if not wiser.

4) Then it was time for the game, a much-anticipated, mildly nerve-wracking date with the Cleveland Indians, their ace Shane Bieber and their intimidating lineup. (It was the Indians’ first-ever trip to Citi Field, leaving the Mariners as the only club we’ve never welcomed to our no-longer-so-new home as guests.) The coming of night had stripped the afternoon heat out of the air, leaving us with a night that Bob Murphy would have lingered over for its perfect suitability for baseball.

The Mets put up a classy tribute to the late Al Jackson (Greg has his own here), then played a game that might be one of the most prized in the taxonomy of baseball games I keep rattling on about. Things were tense early, comebacks were staged, there was a moment of huge tension in the middle, and then they pulled safely away so you could exhale and enjoy the night.

For the historical record, the Mets fell behind 1-0 on a Jason Kipnis homer, one of the few errant pitches made by Steven Matz on a very good night. They took the lead on a drive by J.D. Davis — whose calf looked fine, whew — to the right of the apple core, then took the lead again after some poor Indians defense on a drive out to the Shea Bridge from Conforto.

Matz departed with a two-run lead in jeopardy, but Justin Wilson cleaned up ably, fanning Francisco Lindor and Oscar Mercado to secure the lead. The Mets then poured it on — Joe Panik! Amed Rosario! Pete Alonso! Rajai Davis! — to leave the outcome in no real doubt, as evidenced by Mickey Callaway giving the ninth to Paul Sewald and his accompanying little black cloud. (Sewald & Cloud gave up a double but not a run and looked pretty good, all things concerned.)

BP, talking baseball with old friends, dinner where baseball caps are encouraged instead of frowned at, a beautiful evening and a Mets win? If that’s not a perfect baseball day, it has to at least be up there.

Family Man

It used to freak me out a little to see pictures of the Mets from their first three years and find no numbers on the fronts of their jerseys. Just “Mets,” as if they had yet to fully sort themselves out. I guess there was some truth in that. We know the humble beginnings — 120 losses; 111 losses; 109 losses; and then, even with numbers by which to tell them apart as they came charging out of the dugout, 112 losses. Those Mets lost lots and they lost quickly.

But a corps of them endured, not just as figures in Met lore, but as men on this mortal coil. Consider the bulk of the starting rotation Casey Stengel depended on to carry him through 1962, when getting to 1963 was as grand an accomplishment as could have been hoped for.

• Jay Hook started 34 games.
• Roger Craig started 33 games.
• Al Jackson started 33 games.
• Craig Anderson started 14 games.

That’s 114 games started by Mets who lasted beyond their days in uniform in a big way. Roger Craig is 88. Jay Hook is 82. Craig Anderson is 81. And Al Jackson, who died Monday, made it to 83. Together, perhaps, they were the epitome of what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.

One assumes that to regularly take the ball for the Original Mets, a person had to have remarkable intestinal fortitude. Your offense is spotty. Your defense is absurd. Your karma is questionable. There you were, a member of a world champion a couple of times like Craig the former Dodger; a league champion like Hook the recently Red; or a budding prospect on a franchise of a decidedly respectable bent. Anderson was a Cardinal in 1961, three years before they were world champions in a decade when they’d reach the World Series three times. Jackson had been a Pittsburgh pitcher in 1959 and 1961, sandwiching October 1960, the month of Mazeroski at Forbes Field.

Now, guys, because of something called an expansion draft, you’re leaving your contenders behind and you’re becoming something called a New York Met. Not only haven’t they existed before, there’s never been anything like them until now. You are them and they are you, except it doesn’t really seem fair to lump the four of you in with your brethren. Listen, it was a team effort to lose 120 games, yet none of you probably deserved to be pitchers of record so often for something so analytically awful.

No, there were no numbers on the fronts of your jerseys, but there was no hiding from the numbers that landed wherever the baseball-curious looked. They were practically the unwitting mirror image of the 1971 Oriole aces: 80 losses among Craig, Hook, Anderson and Jackson. 10-24. 8-19. 3-17. 8-20. They pitched in hard luck pretty much every time they got out of bed.

Yet they kept waking up, kept rubbing the last gruesome outing out of their eyes and kept going to the ballpark to take that ball and accept their respective fates. And they did indeed make it to 1963, all of them back for more of this unspeakable competitive degradation, combining to make 87 starts and absorb 55 losses the second season. Talk about endurance.

Craig was the first to escape our cellar. The Mets traded him to St. Louis in November of ’63. Come October of ’64, he was a world champion again. Hook was swapped to the Milwaukee Braves in May of 1964. He never pitched for them or anybody else in the major leagues; possessing an engineering degree, Jay decided after one more trip to the minors that he was good to go. Anderson threw his last pitch for the Mets on May 31, 1964, a date every good Mets fan recognizes as the Sunday the Mets played 32 innings versus the Giants at Shea Stadium. Anderson’s contribution to history was a messy third-of-an-inning in the 23-inning nightcap. The nicest that can be said of Craig Anderson’s final outing as a Met is that it was a no-decision. He was soon sent down to Buffalo and would later wind his way through Jacksonville and Williamsport, never again to toe a major league slab.

That left the lefty, Al Jackson. The little lefty. “Little Al” Jackson, per Bob Murphy. Not tall, in case you didn’t get the word picture, but no short-timer in the realm of those early Mets. Jackson was in it for as long a haul as the worst team Mrs. Payson’s money could buy could manage. In those four years when the Mets established and cemented their collective reputation as the gang that couldn’t shoot straight, Al just kept slingin’. Thirty-four starts in ’63 on top of the 33 in ’62. He outlasted the Polo Grounds and ushered in Shea. Thirty-one starts in ’64, then another 31 in ’65. He outlasted Stengel and ushered in Wes Westrum. He won as many games in those four years — 40 — as the entire roster pooled in its first year. If that’s not some kind of record for prevailing above your circumstances, Elias ought to declare it one.

All burdensome things must come to an end, and for Al Jackson, carrying the burden of the early Mets to the mound every few days stopped being his responsibility on October 20, 1965, when he and Charley Smith were traded to St. Louis for Ken Boyer. An era in New York Mets baseball was over.

A larger one, however, wouldn’t end until August 19, 2019, because, save for a few wardrobe changes, Al Jackson remained part of the Mets family for the rest of his life. Maybe not while he pitched a couple of years for the Cardinals — before being traded back to the Mets in advance of 1968; nor during that portion of 1969 when he was exiled to the Reds — getting squeezed from a pitching staff that dripped with youthful vitality on a team just starting to realize it was no longer destined to lose into perpetuity; and probably not amidst a couple of fairly brief coaching stops in the American League.

But for the rest of his life, Al Jackson was a Met. A Met lifer. He might have invented the concept, really. Not only did he endure through those perfectly dreadful incubator years, but he came back and he stayed. As a pitching instructor. As a minor league manager. As Bobby Valentine’s bullpen coach across a pair of postseasons. As a guru on the art of getting ahead of hitters. As a mentor to too many to accurately count. He made a home of the Mets.

Part of the Mets family? More like the heart of the Mets family. Until a stroke sidelined him in 2015, this distinguished denizen of Port St. Lucie was a staple of the Met spring, summer and winter, literally a Met for all seasons. Fantasy campers shook his hand. Grapefruit Leaguers asked if he wouldn’t mind posing for a picture. Freshly signed students of the game with an eye on advancing up the chain absorbed what he had to tell them if they were serious about plying their craft. Periodically, Shea Stadium and Citi Field would be graced by his presence, too.

The last time we saw Al in Queens was the last time the Mets inducted one of their greats into their Hall of Fame, September 29, 2013. Mike Piazza was going in. The family was out in force. Working in reverse-chronological order of their initial appearances as Mets, Mike was shepherded into franchise immortality by Edgardo Alfonzo, John Franco, Dwight Gooden, Keith Hernandez, Mookie Wilson, Rusty Staub, Ed Charles, Bud Harrelson, Ed Kranepool and Al Jackson. An Amazin’ group, to be sure, but it was Al who got to the Mets first and it was Al who remained a Met the longest.

Al Jackson always could be counted on to start things that would last.

In 2009, I wrote a biography of Al Jackson that was published in The Miracle Has Landed, a Society for American Baseball Research book commemorating the 40th anniversary of the 1969 Mets. SABR contacted the book’s contributors earlier this year to let us know they planned to offer a revised edition for the 50th anniversary and ask us to update our original articles. I was glad to have the chance, because in the ensuing decade, I’d learned much more about my subject than I knew then. Sadly, I added a necessary addendum Monday to the version that appears on SABR’s Web site. If you’d like to delve a little further into Al Jackson’s baseball career and life, I’d invite you to read the story here.

Slow and Easy

The Mets took two out of three from the Royals. Their unlikely wild-card march has them two games behind the Cubs for possession of the second N.L. spot — but they’ve drawn even with fellow contenders Philadelphia and Milwaukee.

That’s the upshot of a long weekend of baseball. Of course, that’s the straightforward solution to a complex equation that was full of Sturm and Drang. On Sunday the Mets got an early 3-0 lead thanks to a titanic homer from Michael Conforto, surrendered that lead with an inning of shaky pitching and iffy defense, then retook it in an indignant uprising in the seventh. But that uprising came with unlikely events, head-scratchers and worries a-plenty, just in case you’d forgotten that this is the Mets we’re talking about.

Here’s the seventh for the historical record, because this one was worth every twist and turn: Todd Frazier doubled off the glove of Hunter Dozier, who’d proved annoying adept at catching everything to that point; Juan Lagares gave the Royals a free out for no compelling reason … oh my goodness, what an odd way to misspell “sacrificed Frazier to third,” let me see if a WordPress plug-in is malfunctioning; J.D. Davis and his sore calf pinch-singled home Frazier with the tying run; Tomas Nido doubled, sending Davis gimpily to third; Ruben Tejada replaced Davis as a pinch-runner, though not in our hearts; Amed Rosario singled in Tejada and Nido; Joe Panik singled Rosario to second; Pete Alonso doubled in Rosario and sent Panik to third; Conforto singled in Panik and sent Alonso to third; Wilson Ramos singled in Alonso and sent Conforto to third; Ramos was out trying to advance on a ball that eluded a catcher, though it was by an eyelash; Frazier was caught looking.

Whew! When all that dust had settled it was 9-4 Mets, but the forces of good had nine outs to get and no left fielder. And that’s how Rosario wound up in left and Jeurys Familia was asked to put up a second scoreless inning. Familia did allow a run, but it was a point in the game where you’re more concerned with counting down outs, and the Mets would keep the Royals at bay behind another Rosario RBI double and Alonso’s 40th homer, a nice round number that leaves him one shy of the prime number that would tie the single-season club mark. (And with an outside chance of claiming the RBI record as well.) Meanwhile, Brad Brach handled the eighth flawlessly, and Edwin Diaz put up a 1-2-3 ninth. Rosario even caught a flyball in left, though his footwork and body language accomplishing this reminded me of a dog climbing a ladder — the impressive thing wasn’t how it was done but that it was done at all.

If you want to be a pessimist, you’ll wonder why in the world Mickey Callaway didn’t remove Davis when he reached first; the Mets’ outfield depth has gone from tissue-thin to, well, to putting shortstops out there as defensive replacements. The Mets are already without Brandon Nimmo and Dom Smith and Jeff McNeil; they may well now have to go a week and a half without one of their most reliable bats.

If you’re an optimist, look how many audibles somehow worked to give the team a win. And go ahead and read that Davis is still insisting he can play (hey, at the very least he can certainly hit) and note that Nimmo is finally playing rehab games. Now think about the Mets’ lineup and bench if they’re still in it next month and have Davis, McNeil, Nimmo and Smith back. Heck, while we’re dreaming, maybe there will be a Jed Lowrie sighting.

I’m trying to walk a careful line between optimism and pessimism, or perhaps it’s more accurate to say I veer sickeningly between them without warning. What I am trying to do is keep perspective, if only by averaging those moods out.

It’s normal fan behavior to go into the fetal position after dropping the first two in Atlanta and to swear a blue streak after dropping one to the Royals; it’s also neither wise nor healthy. A rule of thumb for me is to ask what making up one game per week on your competition would mean for the rest of the season, and then temper your reactions accordingly. If you’re three games out with a week to go, then yeah, commence living and dying based on the outcome of every half-inning. The Mets, though, are two games shy of getting to play a 163rd game, with six weeks of schedule to go. That means a race that will have some ebb and flow to it, in ways we can’t predict. Maybe the Mets will ebb their way back to irrelevance, revealing this happy August as a mirage; maybe they’ll flow their way to locking up a wild card and taking aim at the division, turning this month’s successes into a harbinger. Or maybe the outcome will be something in between.

We’ll know the answer sooner than seems imaginable at the moment. But for now, keep in mind that a team can make up two games in six weeks without everything going right. It can even do that with more than you’d like going wrong.